Submissions by firesister (Samantha Jane)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
ive been built up, ive been broken down, but still i stand waiting for the next blow.
DARK POEM
Published
30th Sep 2012 9:56pm
30th Sep 2012 9:56pm
My First Friend...I Miss You Lilly...
Why did we drift apart?
Was it God's plan for you to be in deaths cart?
Breaking my heart...
The silence will now start
No screams leave my lips
But your blood is stained on my finger tips..
My first friend..
We were supposed to be together till the end..
Then that damned car forgot to stop..
Making it seem that it was not
Being the age of five
Friends were special things
Watching mine die
Right in front of my eyes...
Well I couldnt even cry...
Lilly-boo I couldnt if I tried
...
Was it God's plan for you to be in deaths cart?
Breaking my heart...
The silence will now start
No screams leave my lips
But your blood is stained on my finger tips..
My first friend..
We were supposed to be together till the end..
Then that damned car forgot to stop..
Making it seem that it was not
Being the age of five
Friends were special things
Watching mine die
Right in front of my eyes...
Well I couldnt even cry...
Lilly-boo I couldnt if I tried
...
653 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Sep 2012 9:44pm
30th Sep 2012 9:44pm
Saving You...
My dearest love for once again
Your drowning in pain
My hands work fast to pry the blade
Your strong grip still in place
You saved me once its time to return the favor
Its really too bad you ignore my labor
My dearest love im not letting go
Only death will be the final blow
Society tries to tear us apart
When really we're just not sharing our plot
Stopping your doom
Our hearts are a bloom
We hold one another close
As a very small toast
You say thank you my love
My deeds could never come that close
Your drowning in pain
My hands work fast to pry the blade
Your strong grip still in place
You saved me once its time to return the favor
Its really too bad you ignore my labor
My dearest love im not letting go
Only death will be the final blow
Society tries to tear us apart
When really we're just not sharing our plot
Stopping your doom
Our hearts are a bloom
We hold one another close
As a very small toast
You say thank you my love
My deeds could never come that close
650 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Sep 2012 10:01pm
28th Sep 2012 10:01pm
Don't Miss Me..
what happened to the promise we made?
friends forever nothing would fade
i guess i was wrong
probably was all along...
i didnt mean to say those things
i didnt know how much it really means
the sting is from more than the tears i shed
but from the scarlet blood that was bled
im sorry krissy
please dont miss me....
friends forever nothing would fade
i guess i was wrong
probably was all along...
i didnt mean to say those things
i didnt know how much it really means
the sting is from more than the tears i shed
but from the scarlet blood that was bled
im sorry krissy
please dont miss me....
691 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
28th Sep 2012 2:00am
28th Sep 2012 2:00am
Please...</3
I'm the girl no one wants to be
The one whose afraid to be the real me
I feel so alone and helpless
Like being alive is just a test
Having no strength left to stand
I fall to my knees and hit the sand
My tears fall and shatter like glass
My parents call me "a pain in their ass"
Only two things keep me here
A best friend who I hold dear
And a boy who made his love true
I don't know what I'd do without you two
None of us three have spoken in a few days
I'm begging you please stay
I am broken..I...
The one whose afraid to be the real me
I feel so alone and helpless
Like being alive is just a test
Having no strength left to stand
I fall to my knees and hit the sand
My tears fall and shatter like glass
My parents call me "a pain in their ass"
Only two things keep me here
A best friend who I hold dear
And a boy who made his love true
I don't know what I'd do without you two
None of us three have spoken in a few days
I'm begging you please stay
I am broken..I...
555 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Sep 2012 11:54pm
19th Sep 2012 11:54pm
My Goodbye
Too all the ones I love the most
Im sadly proposing a bloody toast
I'm saying goodbye
It's not just for tonight
My mother took it too far
My father left me with a scar
The arguments get worse and worse
And have since they found out my curse
The slits on my wrist
Kinda feel like bliss
I hate saying goodbye
But if i didn't all of you would ask why
Kristany you saved me so many times
But this time no one can save me from the lies
Jasmine you've tried to help me pull through
Yet I'm now disapointing...
Im sadly proposing a bloody toast
I'm saying goodbye
It's not just for tonight
My mother took it too far
My father left me with a scar
The arguments get worse and worse
And have since they found out my curse
The slits on my wrist
Kinda feel like bliss
I hate saying goodbye
But if i didn't all of you would ask why
Kristany you saved me so many times
But this time no one can save me from the lies
Jasmine you've tried to help me pull through
Yet I'm now disapointing...
640 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Sep 2012 1:14am
17th Sep 2012 1:14am
Loving You
me loving you
isnt hard to do
the distance sucks
but atleast we're not fucked
less than two months baby boy
when the time comes ill be jumping for joy
when you come home
ill no longer be alone
being in your arms is where i want to be
how much i love you is what i want you to see
a couple dating while one is over seas
its not as easy as it seems
the nights are long
the talks are short
but every moment matters
without it hearts shatter
loving you is amazing
knowing you love me isnt crazy...
isnt hard to do
the distance sucks
but atleast we're not fucked
less than two months baby boy
when the time comes ill be jumping for joy
when you come home
ill no longer be alone
being in your arms is where i want to be
how much i love you is what i want you to see
a couple dating while one is over seas
its not as easy as it seems
the nights are long
the talks are short
but every moment matters
without it hearts shatter
loving you is amazing
knowing you love me isnt crazy...
800 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Sep 2012 2:16am
14th Sep 2012 2:16am
Roses
Roses are bloody and violets are dead
head held high im waiting for dread
relaxing to the beat of a dead mans heart
the innocent beg for the screams not to start
feeling the high from feeding off that random guy
i smile to myself as his blood drips from the top shelf
laughing out loud
i try drowning out the sound
of the beat of the drum
all the while the demons come
from the skies they fly
the arent stopping till i die
so for now my future friends
ill leave you with this twisted storyline
head held high im waiting for dread
relaxing to the beat of a dead mans heart
the innocent beg for the screams not to start
feeling the high from feeding off that random guy
i smile to myself as his blood drips from the top shelf
laughing out loud
i try drowning out the sound
of the beat of the drum
all the while the demons come
from the skies they fly
the arent stopping till i die
so for now my future friends
ill leave you with this twisted storyline
633 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Sep 2012 2:12am
14th Sep 2012 2:12am
7 Years My Bestie
seven years ive known you
seven years youve been there
seven years you've shown me
some people will always be there
we call each other many nicknames
some are silly but some are slightly sane
you are texas and i am florida
your my soul-full ginger and im your hopeless blonde
through these seven years youve proven your friendship
by saving me countless ways
you saved me from heartache
youve saved me from many a cronic headache
from stopping the blade
to the amazing hugs you gave
your my krissy...
seven years youve been there
seven years you've shown me
some people will always be there
we call each other many nicknames
some are silly but some are slightly sane
you are texas and i am florida
your my soul-full ginger and im your hopeless blonde
through these seven years youve proven your friendship
by saving me countless ways
you saved me from heartache
youve saved me from many a cronic headache
from stopping the blade
to the amazing hugs you gave
your my krissy...
760 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
11th Sep 2012 00:16am
11th Sep 2012 00:16am
Nightmares
This very night
I wake with horrible fright
Trying to stop my heart from taking flight
I awake you see
From something I could never wish opon thee
Heartbreaking and body shaking it scares me
Im there iside my head
Nothing there but a small piece of thread
Its laying on a very small I see something I dread
One drop of blood so red
Then I see your body laying dead
I look away from the bed
The woman I looked up to
The only one who cared
The only woman who ever even dared
She knew the real me
The one so...
I wake with horrible fright
Trying to stop my heart from taking flight
I awake you see
From something I could never wish opon thee
Heartbreaking and body shaking it scares me
Im there iside my head
Nothing there but a small piece of thread
Its laying on a very small I see something I dread
One drop of blood so red
Then I see your body laying dead
I look away from the bed
The woman I looked up to
The only one who cared
The only woman who ever even dared
She knew the real me
The one so...
688 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 11:09pm
7th Sep 2012 11:09pm
<3
this isnt really a poem but a confession
i never thought id meet someone like me till i met you
you understand what ive gone through but you dont judge me
i trust you with everything and my smile is only real when i talk to you or about you.ask anyone. i dont just love you im in love with you and it feels like we're drifting apart, i cant stand it it makes me hurt inside and out. please tell me if you really love me. its not that i doubt that you do i just want to hear you say it. im crying while writting this hun i cant stand the thought of losing you i try to stay strong...
i never thought id meet someone like me till i met you
you understand what ive gone through but you dont judge me
i trust you with everything and my smile is only real when i talk to you or about you.ask anyone. i dont just love you im in love with you and it feels like we're drifting apart, i cant stand it it makes me hurt inside and out. please tell me if you really love me. its not that i doubt that you do i just want to hear you say it. im crying while writting this hun i cant stand the thought of losing you i try to stay strong...
692 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2012 3:31am
3rd Sep 2012 3:31am
13 Reasons Why
if you've never read the book 13 reasons why you'll understand this list
so...here are my 13 reasons why...
1.) I've been ridiculed and made fun of my whole life
2.) My best friend ditched me for one small mmistake
3.) I'm fragile...don't break me...
4.) I feel as though I'll never be good enough
5.) I can't be the daughter my parents want me to be
6.) Being the "loner" no one really knows ME and they don't try to
7.) I have trust issues...many
8.) My hearts been mangled and destroyed it's healing but not...
so...here are my 13 reasons why...
1.) I've been ridiculed and made fun of my whole life
2.) My best friend ditched me for one small mmistake
3.) I'm fragile...don't break me...
4.) I feel as though I'll never be good enough
5.) I can't be the daughter my parents want me to be
6.) Being the "loner" no one really knows ME and they don't try to
7.) I have trust issues...many
8.) My hearts been mangled and destroyed it's healing but not...
688 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Aug 2012 00:40am
28th Aug 2012 00:40am
Waking To A Nightmare
waking up this morning i thought id be smiling
sadly i am not all i hear is yelling people saying "your lying"
i get up and leave my room
walking up to what could be my doom
standing there is my mother...
the one that threw me away
the one that never wanted me..
she came back just to see
i didnt know it was her till she whispers
"my babygirl"
i stood shocked and scared
why did she come here?
i take two steps back and stare
i shake my head no
she beckons me forward
i back away...
sadly i am not all i hear is yelling people saying "your lying"
i get up and leave my room
walking up to what could be my doom
standing there is my mother...
the one that threw me away
the one that never wanted me..
she came back just to see
i didnt know it was her till she whispers
"my babygirl"
i stood shocked and scared
why did she come here?
i take two steps back and stare
i shake my head no
she beckons me forward
i back away...
737 reads
6 Comments
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