Submissions by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha I've been to nowhere and everywhere at same time ,I've felt so lost and silent. Until someone gave me deep underground on which to purge my thoughts spewing them from the depths of my mind..laying them out for others like me to find.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Nov 2013 00:52am
26th Nov 2013 00:52am
strength in numbers
if strength comes in numbers
our strength would come times two
cause i only feel strength when im with you
not saying without you i cant cope
just saying with you i feel whole
what else is there my heart you stole
tears or joy at times you control
if time wasnt watched in a clock
but in deeds and physical stock
then minutes would be in your hands
hours in your arms days would be twenty four
more reasons that i love you
it takes a careless free thinker
to play and tinker here in this lifetime
ive planned with you a future...
our strength would come times two
cause i only feel strength when im with you
not saying without you i cant cope
just saying with you i feel whole
what else is there my heart you stole
tears or joy at times you control
if time wasnt watched in a clock
but in deeds and physical stock
then minutes would be in your hands
hours in your arms days would be twenty four
more reasons that i love you
it takes a careless free thinker
to play and tinker here in this lifetime
ive planned with you a future...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Nov 2013 11:41pm
17th Nov 2013 11:41pm
waiting
lonliest time ive had in my life
my best friend in confinement
im lost or so it seems
can only see his face in my dreams
ive fell off the wagon
chaseing the dragon
i miss him thats for sure
on the hunt wanting to find pure
i miss my road dog
my partner my right hand
lost and hateing every turn
the simpler times for which i yearn
baby i miss your face
my heart lays cold while i wait
my best friend in confinement
im lost or so it seems
can only see his face in my dreams
ive fell off the wagon
chaseing the dragon
i miss him thats for sure
on the hunt wanting to find pure
i miss my road dog
my partner my right hand
lost and hateing every turn
the simpler times for which i yearn
baby i miss your face
my heart lays cold while i wait
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EROTIC POEM
Published
20th Oct 2013 6:06am
20th Oct 2013 6:06am
sweetest angel beauty and this beast
you are so beautiful your eyes invite
my aggression with longing to be in my sight
i am hungry for your flesh your youthful innocent blood
you are a woman in figure but a child in heart
romance your desire ownership in mine
you are clearly not a pet too much dignity
but an anxious sub it seems i approach
a more than interested master
soon you will be mine but we play coyly the platitudes
we have all in common
once i make you into what i need in a sub
and make you blossom to your fullest potential
you are lovely delicate and youthful
so...
my aggression with longing to be in my sight
i am hungry for your flesh your youthful innocent blood
you are a woman in figure but a child in heart
romance your desire ownership in mine
you are clearly not a pet too much dignity
but an anxious sub it seems i approach
a more than interested master
soon you will be mine but we play coyly the platitudes
we have all in common
once i make you into what i need in a sub
and make you blossom to your fullest potential
you are lovely delicate and youthful
so...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Sep 2013 4:29am
30th Sep 2013 4:29am
when times were simpler
when times were easier
because we were friends
times were simpler
when nothing really mattered
but laughing joking
playing kissing cuddling
haveing fun with the little things
pretending the other would never be the one
not doing anything but drinking smoking having fun
not the tattered remnants of two strung out
individuals fighting the inevitable which was loving
against all odds abusing suffocating hurting
the other just to fuckin win
i try not to remember fondly the little simpler things
cause when i do my heart just stings
the...
because we were friends
times were simpler
when nothing really mattered
but laughing joking
playing kissing cuddling
haveing fun with the little things
pretending the other would never be the one
not doing anything but drinking smoking having fun
not the tattered remnants of two strung out
individuals fighting the inevitable which was loving
against all odds abusing suffocating hurting
the other just to fuckin win
i try not to remember fondly the little simpler things
cause when i do my heart just stings
the...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Sep 2013 3:14am
27th Sep 2013 3:14am
how i live
im addicted afflicted
alone cold struggling
the illness addiction
i cant say no apparently
drugs make me smile
when the burden of this way of life
takes its toll its beyond my control
outta reach the life i shared
with my kids and husband
abuse and physical pain
caused opiate addiction
i cant outrun the very real need
each day compiles more and more of a dose
to feel well not high just functional
i cant say i hate all of it
just the fake people nothing real or tangible
everytime i ingest this demon
i allow satans blood to...
alone cold struggling
the illness addiction
i cant say no apparently
drugs make me smile
when the burden of this way of life
takes its toll its beyond my control
outta reach the life i shared
with my kids and husband
abuse and physical pain
caused opiate addiction
i cant outrun the very real need
each day compiles more and more of a dose
to feel well not high just functional
i cant say i hate all of it
just the fake people nothing real or tangible
everytime i ingest this demon
i allow satans blood to...
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ANGER POEM
Published
26th Sep 2013 5:51am
26th Sep 2013 5:51am
get a life
fake people make me sick
i try to give a fuck
but why cant they go suck a dick
lieing as mutherfucking fake ass busters
thieves wolves in sheeps clothing
i always put myself out there
in my head always knowing
that my careing isnt worth shareing
with these fakers life takers
coward as fuck cant even say shit
except behind my back
im so glad im not in the haters competition
but all winners know you dont have to play
to always fuckin winget a life and stay the fuck outta mine
i try to give a fuck
but why cant they go suck a dick
lieing as mutherfucking fake ass busters
thieves wolves in sheeps clothing
i always put myself out there
in my head always knowing
that my careing isnt worth shareing
with these fakers life takers
coward as fuck cant even say shit
except behind my back
im so glad im not in the haters competition
but all winners know you dont have to play
to always fuckin winget a life and stay the fuck outta mine
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Sep 2013 4:30pm
24th Sep 2013 4:30pm
husband and wife
this road weve walked hand in hand
im your woman you are my man
this mountain weve climbed
stumbled down and around
it twisting turning up hill stuggle
ive made it to the breathtaking peak
just to here the love vows you speak
im saddened by liars but renewed
by your love and strength in me
we have found one another again
my lover partner and best friend
i am greatful to God to have one more chance
you are mine and iam yours this final dance
this walk through this hell we call life
im happy to embark as your wife
the views of this...
im your woman you are my man
this mountain weve climbed
stumbled down and around
it twisting turning up hill stuggle
ive made it to the breathtaking peak
just to here the love vows you speak
im saddened by liars but renewed
by your love and strength in me
we have found one another again
my lover partner and best friend
i am greatful to God to have one more chance
you are mine and iam yours this final dance
this walk through this hell we call life
im happy to embark as your wife
the views of this...
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Sep 2013 11:52am
18th Sep 2013 11:52am
thanking the love of my life my husband
missing you and the way we were
the laughs we had the hugs we gave
all the moments we were happy
id bottle and save
even sick and feeling crappy
nobody understands us but we do
and that is all that matters
i listen to your voice on the phone
and i cant help but cry and moan
babe i want you home
but the bars seperate us
and walls too high to climb
i cant believe all this time
its never ending story thats what this is
chapters accumulate pages lost and rewritten
all this pain and loss i hope will be worth it
theres no man in my...
the laughs we had the hugs we gave
all the moments we were happy
id bottle and save
even sick and feeling crappy
nobody understands us but we do
and that is all that matters
i listen to your voice on the phone
and i cant help but cry and moan
babe i want you home
but the bars seperate us
and walls too high to climb
i cant believe all this time
its never ending story thats what this is
chapters accumulate pages lost and rewritten
all this pain and loss i hope will be worth it
theres no man in my...
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ANGER POEM
Published
16th Sep 2013 5:15am
16th Sep 2013 5:15am
thinking of you and what to do
striving to live and breathe
while addicted i still believe
in god in love in trust and honor
i dont let what i ingest define me
times are tight life is empty
darkness all over and around no light
i give up on being with you
im too tired and strung out
i think ill kick see what realities about
i gave up myself i gave up all i needed
so that you dont go without
and i sit here trying my hardest
not to have doubt meanwhile
you sit in confidence that ill provide
while out here ive struggled and tried
i try not to let what others say...
while addicted i still believe
in god in love in trust and honor
i dont let what i ingest define me
times are tight life is empty
darkness all over and around no light
i give up on being with you
im too tired and strung out
i think ill kick see what realities about
i gave up myself i gave up all i needed
so that you dont go without
and i sit here trying my hardest
not to have doubt meanwhile
you sit in confidence that ill provide
while out here ive struggled and tried
i try not to let what others say...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Sep 2013 6:59pm
13th Sep 2013 6:59pm
eighteen months
theres eighteen months
that i wait and then you come home
right ill be here its a date
ill write letters
and provided i can afford it
phone calls and visits
this is a sentence for two
it isnt just you its me
its us its torturous
i suppose to someone whos already
done time or did a crime
this year lost is nothing
but what about the woman
the one who sits it out
just to get trashed mouthed
just to be dissapointed
just to be the fool
the featherwood thats loyal and good
that waits chastely alone and cold
who answers...
that i wait and then you come home
right ill be here its a date
ill write letters
and provided i can afford it
phone calls and visits
this is a sentence for two
it isnt just you its me
its us its torturous
i suppose to someone whos already
done time or did a crime
this year lost is nothing
but what about the woman
the one who sits it out
just to get trashed mouthed
just to be dissapointed
just to be the fool
the featherwood thats loyal and good
that waits chastely alone and cold
who answers...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Sep 2013 2:18am
1st Sep 2013 2:18am
looking in this rear view
looking back over this last two years
fighting back the tears
i try to not see all youve done wrong to me
and ive not been innocent
i feel its time well spent
even if your hell bent
on trying to make me disapear
baby i know all along its only fear
mine and yours doesnt matter
i try to forget all the wrong
but we have a song ,snuff
you kill me too but i live to die in you
theres mistakes we both made
taking time for granted
moments wasted wollering in doubt
scared to love and to be loved
our pasts checkered
our skeletons are...
fighting back the tears
i try to not see all youve done wrong to me
and ive not been innocent
i feel its time well spent
even if your hell bent
on trying to make me disapear
baby i know all along its only fear
mine and yours doesnt matter
i try to forget all the wrong
but we have a song ,snuff
you kill me too but i live to die in you
theres mistakes we both made
taking time for granted
moments wasted wollering in doubt
scared to love and to be loved
our pasts checkered
our skeletons are...
584 reads
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