looking in this rear view

looking back over this last two years
fighting back the tears
i try to not see all youve done wrong to me
and ive not been innocent
i feel its time well spent
even if your hell bent
on trying to make me disapear
baby i know all along its only fear
mine and yours doesnt matter
i try to forget all the wrong
but we have a song ,snuff
you kill me too but i live to die in you
theres mistakes we both made
taking time for granted
moments wasted wollering in doubt
scared to love and to be loved
our pasts checkered
our skeletons are many our closet is full
but i think our differance and struggle
is what makes us cool
i love you and that can never change
not in one year two or three
my dearest amber eyed baby your so a part of me
this time your doin im doin too
everytime that clock with no hands
doesnt seem to tick or tock
babe just know im stronger than most i am solid
i will be your rock let my face
and embraces memories soothe you
dont think i wont heal
these shallow wounds to my pride
in your mind and heart youll find my voice inside
and you can call ill always answer
and run to me in your dreams ill hide
until those gates open and free you
ill wait  for the law to set you free
so we can be husband and wife
well overcome this strife
it wont be long until were together again
and this rear view mirror
will be filled with all that got us here
theyll be no more lieing
drugging hiding or decieving
well love one another till our hearts stop beating
babe this rear view mirror
will at long last be full of reason
well be hope happiness well be clean free and
well make forever you and me