Submissions by demoninthedarkness

I've been broken,
torn apart.
And in love.
I've been with many people.
Too many people trying to find the right one.
I've met you some time ago.
I've tried to open up,
to show my love.
But it's hard.
Hard because I can't trust.
Sometimes I don't feel like eating,
just wanting to sleep the day away because your not here.
Every second,
every minute of the day I start to wonder.
Start to think that you are cheating.
That I've picked another asshole.
I try to reassure myself,
that you won't do that,
and that you do care....

Every single day I go through this.
Every minute of my life.
Every second of the day.
I feel depressed....
Alone....
Lost....
Empty.....
Without you by my side.
You don't know that you are very special to me.
How much I love you, I can't really tell.
It's very hard to trust you but then be in so much love with you.
So much pain to not see you every single day of my life.
Sometimes I have to wait a month or two to see your gorgeous face.... your perfect smile...the taste of your lips.
I just feel so alone.
Being in this damn school that...

It begins to creep upinside of me.
It starts to devour me.
My insides start to hurt.
I start to tremor.
Panic.
Scream.
But nothing comes out.
Its already inside of me.
Now it wants to be fed.
Its waiting for the perfect time.
It sees HIM.
It starts to run at him.
It suddenly jumps on him.
It claws at his skin, raking off the flesh.
Blood flowing off of the monsters hands, MY hands.
The monster starts to eat his flesh, gulping down hisintestines and sucking the bloodout of his heart.
Now theres nothingbut bones.
It sees what...