Submissions by delusionalfreakk66 (Mina)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
18th Aug 2024 7:09pm
18th Aug 2024 7:09pm
Miss.Understood
Miss.Understood No one ever hears you.
Miss.Understood No one really cares.
No ones asked if your okay, no ones asked you
if you've ate, no one will call you at random times
of the day. And no one cared when you went away.
Prison was part of the end game. That shit got you straight.
You don't want to go out and do drugs anymore huh its not so fun now.
Miss.Understood if you want to be hurd maybe you should be louder.
Its time to be bold. Its time to give the rest of your life your all.
Because you fuxkin made it. You made it threw drugs. You made...
Miss.Understood No one really cares.
No ones asked if your okay, no ones asked you
if you've ate, no one will call you at random times
of the day. And no one cared when you went away.
Prison was part of the end game. That shit got you straight.
You don't want to go out and do drugs anymore huh its not so fun now.
Miss.Understood if you want to be hurd maybe you should be louder.
Its time to be bold. Its time to give the rest of your life your all.
Because you fuxkin made it. You made it threw drugs. You made...
#motivational
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Nov 2021 9:57am
6th Nov 2021 9:57am
Read it and weep
Life feels endless right now...
Like I'm drowning and i can't swim to the top to get out.
Like being stuck in your head feeling like your caged with no way to think of an actual way to get out.
They say keep striving keep reacting for the top of your goals.
But it's so fucking hard when your the one paying the toll.
Your feelings go uneven your head starts to ponder your mind won't stop wondering and your heart still keeps beating the same fast paste even when your trying to calm yourself down you start to over think again and again it keeps making your heart pound....
Like I'm drowning and i can't swim to the top to get out.
Like being stuck in your head feeling like your caged with no way to think of an actual way to get out.
They say keep striving keep reacting for the top of your goals.
But it's so fucking hard when your the one paying the toll.
Your feelings go uneven your head starts to ponder your mind won't stop wondering and your heart still keeps beating the same fast paste even when your trying to calm yourself down you start to over think again and again it keeps making your heart pound....
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Jan 2019 5:31pm
16th Jan 2019 5:31pm
My Dreams....2019...begginings....
My dreams keep telling me things
I keep waking up crying
Tossing and turning
Its like its never ends
And when I wake up
Its the same feeling
Like I'm still dreaming
But I'm awake and bleeding
I feel like I'm dying
I just want to sleep
A never ending dreaming of good reality
When everything keeps fading like it was never anything...
I just feel like I am nothing...
Just a person living in a false reality
Living like every other human being
Feeling and dealing with everything like there peace treaties ...
I keep waking up crying
Tossing and turning
Its like its never ends
And when I wake up
Its the same feeling
Like I'm still dreaming
But I'm awake and bleeding
I feel like I'm dying
I just want to sleep
A never ending dreaming of good reality
When everything keeps fading like it was never anything...
I just feel like I am nothing...
Just a person living in a false reality
Living like every other human being
Feeling and dealing with everything like there peace treaties ...
#emptiness
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
15th Apr 2017 6:38pm
15th Apr 2017 6:38pm
Ramboling
Looking threw the looking glass of the past
wondering what was i thinking
was i that stupid or was i just that nieve
or was it in between...
thinking and wondering praying and crying
wondering if theres something else i should do
then to look threw the looking glass just to see the
real me is fading wondering when this change
will be danmed or repeated or just down right
perfect....
we shall see...
wondering what was i thinking
was i that stupid or was i just that nieve
or was it in between...
thinking and wondering praying and crying
wondering if theres something else i should do
then to look threw the looking glass just to see the
real me is fading wondering when this change
will be danmed or repeated or just down right
perfect....
we shall see...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jan 2016 10:43pm
28th Jan 2016 10:43pm
Tired
Tired of talking to the walls,
Wish my voice was hurd,
Loud to the world,
Soft to your ears,
When I call your name,
Can you hear me,
Do you ignore me
Do you even want to be around me,
Or am I just something to look at,
Some object to this life,
A player in this game,
Nothing seems to add up,
Can you hear me when I call,
Or
Do you ignore me like always...
Wish my voice was hurd,
Loud to the world,
Soft to your ears,
When I call your name,
Can you hear me,
Do you ignore me
Do you even want to be around me,
Or am I just something to look at,
Some object to this life,
A player in this game,
Nothing seems to add up,
Can you hear me when I call,
Or
Do you ignore me like always...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Sep 2015 2:21am
28th Sep 2015 2:21am
Im so pissed...
God im so pissed
cant you just help me ounce
take the pain
and shove it where the sun dont shine
I think im starting to hate myself
can you help me or are you
just going to sit there and let me
hurt more and more
ripping my being from me
shamed for all eternity
blackened out by the sun
put down by the rain
my words my not make sence but this
is what happens when you dont know or
remember why just why shits happening
all you can do is sit back and watch everything
unpeal itsself even if it fucks you up in the end...
cant you just help me ounce
take the pain
and shove it where the sun dont shine
I think im starting to hate myself
can you help me or are you
just going to sit there and let me
hurt more and more
ripping my being from me
shamed for all eternity
blackened out by the sun
put down by the rain
my words my not make sence but this
is what happens when you dont know or
remember why just why shits happening
all you can do is sit back and watch everything
unpeal itsself even if it fucks you up in the end...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Aug 2015 1:52am
30th Aug 2015 1:52am
Arms...
Lost to thoughts..
woundering when they will end
woundering when the pain will seice
thinking about you
could you hold me inn your arms
could you take me away
far away from all this fuid
voiding everybody
listening to nobody
looking for nothing
all the darkness in the world
and the only thing that takes me away from this pain
is being in your arms...yet you are so far away
and i know my dear it isnt your fault but till then
youll always be in my heart...
woundering when they will end
woundering when the pain will seice
thinking about you
could you hold me inn your arms
could you take me away
far away from all this fuid
voiding everybody
listening to nobody
looking for nothing
all the darkness in the world
and the only thing that takes me away from this pain
is being in your arms...yet you are so far away
and i know my dear it isnt your fault but till then
youll always be in my heart...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Dec 2013 12:06pm
24th Dec 2013 12:06pm
Just thinking out loud
Just thinking aloud no small talk here just a bunch of bullshit in one line
Bear with me cause shits just going to come out my mind...
Sometimes I feel down and sometimes I feel happy but right now I just feel plain shitty idk why I think it's because of Christmas without my grandma being here I seperate myself from my family idk and when Christmas hits I just know it's goin to b a shitty day with no one barly talking but some of them sit crying as I sit remorseful to nobody I have no feeling I have felt hurt I have felt everything now emotionless it's hard to not sit there and cry...
Bear with me cause shits just going to come out my mind...
Sometimes I feel down and sometimes I feel happy but right now I just feel plain shitty idk why I think it's because of Christmas without my grandma being here I seperate myself from my family idk and when Christmas hits I just know it's goin to b a shitty day with no one barly talking but some of them sit crying as I sit remorseful to nobody I have no feeling I have felt hurt I have felt everything now emotionless it's hard to not sit there and cry...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Sep 2013 8:54pm
30th Sep 2013 8:54pm
Just Take A Look
just take a look around how the world sarounds me is
spinning my to turn crazy the world the life the economy we
live in is all turning to shit im just waiting for that daym tick on that old daym clock look at the people in the streets fending to eat sleeping in sheats except for beds there should be a place on this earth for every single being every couple every family fending to be themselves suspected to be something there not prosecuted to something far out of the laws of life its slowly turning watching it burn now there ashes on the ground waiting to be sweapt away from...
spinning my to turn crazy the world the life the economy we
live in is all turning to shit im just waiting for that daym tick on that old daym clock look at the people in the streets fending to eat sleeping in sheats except for beds there should be a place on this earth for every single being every couple every family fending to be themselves suspected to be something there not prosecuted to something far out of the laws of life its slowly turning watching it burn now there ashes on the ground waiting to be sweapt away from...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Sep 2013 4:09pm
11th Sep 2013 4:09pm
The Past..
I look at the past,as it fades away,
rendering old ass memories of the ones
who cared,the ones whos dared on me and
the ones who loved me,but..years went by
and people stoped talking,people stoped crying
people stoped wondering...i guess all i did was
for no reason, ive tryed to regain all responsibilitys
but nobody understands what im saying when i say im sorry
,ive had a life, a life of darkness,a life of sadness
a life of hurtness but now thats all about to change.
for my own good,ive changed so give me the benifit of the dough
ive seen my...
rendering old ass memories of the ones
who cared,the ones whos dared on me and
the ones who loved me,but..years went by
and people stoped talking,people stoped crying
people stoped wondering...i guess all i did was
for no reason, ive tryed to regain all responsibilitys
but nobody understands what im saying when i say im sorry
,ive had a life, a life of darkness,a life of sadness
a life of hurtness but now thats all about to change.
for my own good,ive changed so give me the benifit of the dough
ive seen my...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Mar 2013 2:54pm
27th Mar 2013 2:54pm
dear agony...
dear agony just let go of me suffer slowly this
isnt the way things are suposed to be please leave
me in the darkness my family is waiting to c me...they c me suffering crying dying slowly it gets slower
everyday but i dont want to leave my baby...
so im left here in misury..how isnt this going
to kill me when i have mixed personalitys...
shes a bitch to me but the other me loves unconditional...
what is going on with me...why cant i share my feelings...why cant i ever be me...
isnt the way things are suposed to be please leave
me in the darkness my family is waiting to c me...they c me suffering crying dying slowly it gets slower
everyday but i dont want to leave my baby...
so im left here in misury..how isnt this going
to kill me when i have mixed personalitys...
shes a bitch to me but the other me loves unconditional...
what is going on with me...why cant i share my feelings...why cant i ever be me...
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