My Dreams....2019...begginings....

My dreams keep telling me things
I keep waking up crying
Tossing and turning
Its like its never ends
And when I wake up
Its the same feeling
Like I'm still dreaming
But I'm awake and bleeding
I feel like I'm dying
I just want to sleep
A never ending dreaming of good reality
When everything keeps fading like it was never anything...

I just feel like I am nothing...
Just a person living in a false reality
Living like every other human being
Feeling and dealing with everything like there peace treaties
God has no meaning here..

For that my hell will be waiting...