Submissions by darlingxxdesolate (Desolate Noir)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Just a lost macabre lady...spilling out words
LITHIUM
LITHIUM
I’m so happy. I’m so Depressed.
Fatigued without sleep.
Exhausted I cannot achieve rest.
Wise with wisdom. Fallen a fool.
Maybe I hate you. I hate myself too.
Refuse your lies, despise the truth.
Cut the corners and blacken my eyes.
Maybe I just don’t care. I don’t care.
Dance in the street, as cars go passing by.
Hanging by a single thread of life.
It’s okay. Life is much better this way.
I’m so lonely. I’m so cold.
Talking to myself to pass the time.
As days transcends into night.
Each passing moment...
I’m so happy. I’m so Depressed.
Fatigued without sleep.
Exhausted I cannot achieve rest.
Wise with wisdom. Fallen a fool.
Maybe I hate you. I hate myself too.
Refuse your lies, despise the truth.
Cut the corners and blacken my eyes.
Maybe I just don’t care. I don’t care.
Dance in the street, as cars go passing by.
Hanging by a single thread of life.
It’s okay. Life is much better this way.
I’m so lonely. I’m so cold.
Talking to myself to pass the time.
As days transcends into night.
Each passing moment...
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Fallen Star..
Fallen Star – 4/2/12
Luminous diamonds scattered among the darkness,
Above in the omniscient sky.
Silently gleaming all through the night.
Resonating hope and true blithe.
Such an alluring sight.
In an instance, one fell swoop.
Crashing and burning, falling to the earth.
Shrieks of despair pierced the night’s cold air.
Trembling as tears rolled down my face.
What cruel fate, opulent in misery.
Descending further now, accelerating in pace.
Heart and soul saturated in flames.
Deteriorating frame, tattered and torn....
Luminous diamonds scattered among the darkness,
Above in the omniscient sky.
Silently gleaming all through the night.
Resonating hope and true blithe.
Such an alluring sight.
In an instance, one fell swoop.
Crashing and burning, falling to the earth.
Shrieks of despair pierced the night’s cold air.
Trembling as tears rolled down my face.
What cruel fate, opulent in misery.
Descending further now, accelerating in pace.
Heart and soul saturated in flames.
Deteriorating frame, tattered and torn....
#dark
#universe
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Archaic Invasion
Think a thought, immersed in dread.
My mind is fogged, Cannot seem to clear my head.
Disoriented I wander into the haze,
Fickle melodies purvey.
Soul decaying, I am fading.
Slipping off the razor’s edge.
Descending deeper into the abyss.
Twisting and breaking convulsions overtaking.
Anguish and sorrows replacing bliss.
Immune to elation, elusive sedation.
Conclusive conclusion, Eternal damnation
Leave me alone. You’ve already left.
Nothing to be heard, nothing can be said.
I dance within the darkness awaiting sweet death.
...
My mind is fogged, Cannot seem to clear my head.
Disoriented I wander into the haze,
Fickle melodies purvey.
Soul decaying, I am fading.
Slipping off the razor’s edge.
Descending deeper into the abyss.
Twisting and breaking convulsions overtaking.
Anguish and sorrows replacing bliss.
Immune to elation, elusive sedation.
Conclusive conclusion, Eternal damnation
Leave me alone. You’ve already left.
Nothing to be heard, nothing can be said.
I dance within the darkness awaiting sweet death.
...
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Mistake
Mistake
You shouldn’t have cheated.
Memories of you soon deleted.
Now you sit in your life of regret,
With nothing to console you, nothing really left.
No feelings of sympathy for you do I posses.
I look back now on all the times we had.
Some of them good but most bitter and bad.
You let me down. Lied to my face.
Fed me your façade.
And laughed as the tears came.
All my life, I never met someone so sad.
Your true self was hidden well.
I’m relieved that it’s over. No I don’t miss you.
No longer bound in the hell...
You shouldn’t have cheated.
Memories of you soon deleted.
Now you sit in your life of regret,
With nothing to console you, nothing really left.
No feelings of sympathy for you do I posses.
I look back now on all the times we had.
Some of them good but most bitter and bad.
You let me down. Lied to my face.
Fed me your façade.
And laughed as the tears came.
All my life, I never met someone so sad.
Your true self was hidden well.
I’m relieved that it’s over. No I don’t miss you.
No longer bound in the hell...
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Adieu
Life goes on no time for despair
Forgive and forget
Pretend it’s not there
No time to mourn no time to fret
No time to care go on ahead
Force a smile just to disguise the fear
Pain became my relief used just to get by
A necessity just to stay alive.
Cope I did my own little way,
Knew nothing would ever change
Things always remain the same
Try to strive on
Such a tedious task to achieve.
Each day a constant struggle
Hope I cannot seem to perceive.\
Naïve and optimistic
Fell for the lies
The truth well...
Forgive and forget
Pretend it’s not there
No time to mourn no time to fret
No time to care go on ahead
Force a smile just to disguise the fear
Pain became my relief used just to get by
A necessity just to stay alive.
Cope I did my own little way,
Knew nothing would ever change
Things always remain the same
Try to strive on
Such a tedious task to achieve.
Each day a constant struggle
Hope I cannot seem to perceive.\
Naïve and optimistic
Fell for the lies
The truth well...
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Dead Girl
Confined in darkness, she's hidden from sight.
Locked up and away, from the world.
The chains weigh heavy, the bonds tight.
Alone she remains, each and every night.
Rotting and decaying slowly she fades.
Like the end of a candle's burning flame.
Left to die. This is her fate.
Patiently she awaits,
Tears of blood flow down her face.
Locked up and away, from the world.
The chains weigh heavy, the bonds tight.
Alone she remains, each and every night.
Rotting and decaying slowly she fades.
Like the end of a candle's burning flame.
Left to die. This is her fate.
Patiently she awaits,
Tears of blood flow down her face.
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Cursed.
Wide awake I lay.
Cannot shake these thoughts.
Forever they remain.
Impending an ending.
wishful thinking, I want to die.
No Longer can I run and hide.
Tonight I've turned to suicide.
Suffered endlessly my whole life.
Endured the abuse and lies.
Kept Emotions locked up inside.
Tonight it ends. So casual and quick.
Dissevered, misfit, so sick.
Broken I remain.
Nothing can reverse this.
Cannot be mended.
Cannot be fixed.
This life I lead is cursed. ...
Cannot shake these thoughts.
Forever they remain.
Impending an ending.
wishful thinking, I want to die.
No Longer can I run and hide.
Tonight I've turned to suicide.
Suffered endlessly my whole life.
Endured the abuse and lies.
Kept Emotions locked up inside.
Tonight it ends. So casual and quick.
Dissevered, misfit, so sick.
Broken I remain.
Nothing can reverse this.
Cannot be mended.
Cannot be fixed.
This life I lead is cursed. ...
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Give Me a Whisper..
Give me a Whisper, Give me a sigh.
You looked right at me and told me lies.
Have you no remorse? Do you like to see me cry?
Mislead, mistaken, Broken inside.
Too late now, to give it another try.
Yet I still hold you dear in my heart, and often wonder why?
Why Do I care at all, when I know you no longer do.
Such powerful emotions still hold true.
You captivated me from the start.
When I was down and oh so blue..
Showed me darkness in the abyss,
Captured my heart with one sweet, soft kiss.
Memories now are all that remain,
What once...
You looked right at me and told me lies.
Have you no remorse? Do you like to see me cry?
Mislead, mistaken, Broken inside.
Too late now, to give it another try.
Yet I still hold you dear in my heart, and often wonder why?
Why Do I care at all, when I know you no longer do.
Such powerful emotions still hold true.
You captivated me from the start.
When I was down and oh so blue..
Showed me darkness in the abyss,
Captured my heart with one sweet, soft kiss.
Memories now are all that remain,
What once...
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Nothing at All
Kill me slowly,
For I am no one.
No one will remember,
the girl I once was.
No one will miss me,
No one will weep.
For I was no one.
Didn't make a difference,
Left no imprints.
Hollow existence, worthless,
What a dammed shame.
You hate me.
I hate me. I hate all I am.
I hate all that I was.
For I am no one.
Can't replace what's been erased.
Now's your chance,accept and embrace.
Hands become cold,
As I fade into my final resting place.
For I am no one.
...
For I am no one.
No one will remember,
the girl I once was.
No one will miss me,
No one will weep.
For I was no one.
Didn't make a difference,
Left no imprints.
Hollow existence, worthless,
What a dammed shame.
You hate me.
I hate me. I hate all I am.
I hate all that I was.
For I am no one.
Can't replace what's been erased.
Now's your chance,accept and embrace.
Hands become cold,
As I fade into my final resting place.
For I am no one.
...
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Miss Misery/ Deranged Lust
In a fucked up world,
Surrounded by false promises and lies.
Pain is all you'll see in my eyes.
Search I have, yet again I fail.
Nothing can be done, it's too late.
Consumed by betrayal.
Silence...not a sound..
Thoughts within my own mind,
Have me trapped, I am bound.
Emotions violently rupture through me like a hurricane.
Anxiety warps, eroding it all away.
Drowning in the darkness, no hope in sight.
For all that is pure burns away with the light.
The dark has become a solace,
Soothing and alleviating the...
Surrounded by false promises and lies.
Pain is all you'll see in my eyes.
Search I have, yet again I fail.
Nothing can be done, it's too late.
Consumed by betrayal.
Silence...not a sound..
Thoughts within my own mind,
Have me trapped, I am bound.
Emotions violently rupture through me like a hurricane.
Anxiety warps, eroding it all away.
Drowning in the darkness, no hope in sight.
For all that is pure burns away with the light.
The dark has become a solace,
Soothing and alleviating the...
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Devious Delight
Now I lay me down to rest,
I pray that death will do his best.
To take my soul from this evil place,
To rest in peace in my own dark space.
The love I have, unwanted and rejected.
All my life sought out a hint of acceptance.
My life story, always the same.
Misery and anguish continually remain.
The pain in my heart is far too great,
Nothing can save me, for it is too late.
No longer can endure this, actions must take place.
This Dismal life I lead on earth, must become erased.
Please forgive me for what I must do
Death beckons and I...
I pray that death will do his best.
To take my soul from this evil place,
To rest in peace in my own dark space.
The love I have, unwanted and rejected.
All my life sought out a hint of acceptance.
My life story, always the same.
Misery and anguish continually remain.
The pain in my heart is far too great,
Nothing can save me, for it is too late.
No longer can endure this, actions must take place.
This Dismal life I lead on earth, must become erased.
Please forgive me for what I must do
Death beckons and I...
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A Memory Erased..
Days blend into nights.
Drifting slowly out of sight
Fading from a place.
No guilt. No sorrow.
A memory erased.
Behind closed eyes,
A blackened mind lies,
Desolate and cold.
Shattered pieces remain.
Never again to be the same.
Hollow and broken till the end.
All hopes and dreams now gone.
forgotten and erased.
Empty a clean slate.
No guilt. No sorrow.
A memory erased.
Drifting slowly out of sight
Fading from a place.
No guilt. No sorrow.
A memory erased.
Behind closed eyes,
A blackened mind lies,
Desolate and cold.
Shattered pieces remain.
Never again to be the same.
Hollow and broken till the end.
All hopes and dreams now gone.
forgotten and erased.
Empty a clean slate.
No guilt. No sorrow.
A memory erased.
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