Submissions by bastardofbodom666 (Helvete Blod)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I usually write my poems as lyrics not with any particular flow all the way through or with any rhyme usually but I sometimes will. I typically write about depression, satanic occult, and gore soaked sadism.
LOVE POEM
Published
4th May 2011 2:10am
4th May 2011 2:10am
The Illusion of the Labyrinth
The feeling within is
Ripping me to shreds
My heart is bleeding and corroding
With your mixed signals and signs
Those many years ago
You don’t even have a clue
How much it still affects my soul
The many years you teased
But at a distance and always saying no
At the same time of putting yourself in my face
And when I fell for you
You simply upped the dosage
Full well knowing what it was doing to me
To this day you act as if it never occurred
That we were always friends
Never anything between...
Ripping me to shreds
My heart is bleeding and corroding
With your mixed signals and signs
Those many years ago
You don’t even have a clue
How much it still affects my soul
The many years you teased
But at a distance and always saying no
At the same time of putting yourself in my face
And when I fell for you
You simply upped the dosage
Full well knowing what it was doing to me
To this day you act as if it never occurred
That we were always friends
Never anything between...
945 reads
7 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
28th Apr 2011 9:42pm
28th Apr 2011 9:42pm
Dragons of War
This Is War!!
Upon the backs of Dragons we fight
For the truth and the freedom
That our lost country once stood for
Fly high now protect what is ours
Take a chance now we must strike
And take down their world
We will cleanse the corruption
That they have brought to the land
Take the battle through cold stormy nights
Through the burning noxious flames
Fight for the freedom
For all of eternity
Our land has been lost
We must fight to rebirth
The way our country was
Those many...
Upon the backs of Dragons we fight
For the truth and the freedom
That our lost country once stood for
Fly high now protect what is ours
Take a chance now we must strike
And take down their world
We will cleanse the corruption
That they have brought to the land
Take the battle through cold stormy nights
Through the burning noxious flames
Fight for the freedom
For all of eternity
Our land has been lost
We must fight to rebirth
The way our country was
Those many...
958 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Apr 2011 8:04pm
27th Apr 2011 8:04pm
Burning Memories
I am lost here
Burning in the hell
That I was too naïve to see
Building around me
By my own hand
For I was to blind to realize
It was all a lie
So here I am
Under the burning chain
I had forged myself
In my self destruction
My lust for pain
The years of memories
Haunt my soul
I wish for death
here’s nothing for me here
My torment is too great
I am bound to torture
It’s been bred into my soul
There is no such thing as love
There is no hope tonight
Only...
Burning in the hell
That I was too naïve to see
Building around me
By my own hand
For I was to blind to realize
It was all a lie
So here I am
Under the burning chain
I had forged myself
In my self destruction
My lust for pain
The years of memories
Haunt my soul
I wish for death
here’s nothing for me here
My torment is too great
I am bound to torture
It’s been bred into my soul
There is no such thing as love
There is no hope tonight
Only...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Apr 2011 10:15pm
25th Apr 2011 10:15pm
Weeping Under the Winter Tree
These blackened tears
Covered by the rain
Would show the sorrow
I have endured tonight
The bitterness and cold of the winter night
Reminds me of them all
How none cared at all
How they all ripped at my heart and my soul
I weep under the old tree
That I’ve spilt so much blood under
What is to come of me now?
Is this real? Or am I in hell?
Here I lay tonight
I await salvation for the pain, the suffering
That I have struggled through time and time again
There is no god… There is no hope
Owned by...
Covered by the rain
Would show the sorrow
I have endured tonight
The bitterness and cold of the winter night
Reminds me of them all
How none cared at all
How they all ripped at my heart and my soul
I weep under the old tree
That I’ve spilt so much blood under
What is to come of me now?
Is this real? Or am I in hell?
Here I lay tonight
I await salvation for the pain, the suffering
That I have struggled through time and time again
There is no god… There is no hope
Owned by...
956 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2011 9:16pm
23rd Apr 2011 9:16pm
My Sister V
We are related in spirit
Blood means nothing
Our parents aren’t the same
But we are as close as siblings
She is the life blood
All I’ve got left
Every single one has left me
Yet she remains
Standing by my side
We may have met
But only a few months ago
We are of the same breed
Virtue and Spirit
Mind and Soul
My Sister
The one I trust most
The one who cares
The one who remains
The one who would care
If my life ended tonight
Even across miles
You...
Blood means nothing
Our parents aren’t the same
But we are as close as siblings
She is the life blood
All I’ve got left
Every single one has left me
Yet she remains
Standing by my side
We may have met
But only a few months ago
We are of the same breed
Virtue and Spirit
Mind and Soul
My Sister
The one I trust most
The one who cares
The one who remains
The one who would care
If my life ended tonight
Even across miles
You...
#sister
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Apr 2011 5:28pm
17th Apr 2011 5:28pm
Results of Lies
In a shattered room of broken promises I writhe in sorrow in
truth of life.
There is no hope left. There is only blood.
It rushes from my veins as the steel silently glides through my flesh whilst
moistened by the water of my tears.
Why did you do this to me? I never had do know.
My once ecstatic views of the world have been blackened by the corruption of man.
Since when has love meant the start of the final depression?
This is the question I ponder as I make the final tie… and knock the chair from
beneath me.
Owned by Dustin Smith:...
truth of life.
There is no hope left. There is only blood.
It rushes from my veins as the steel silently glides through my flesh whilst
moistened by the water of my tears.
Why did you do this to me? I never had do know.
My once ecstatic views of the world have been blackened by the corruption of man.
Since when has love meant the start of the final depression?
This is the question I ponder as I make the final tie… and knock the chair from
beneath me.
Owned by Dustin Smith:...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Apr 2011 3:42pm
17th Apr 2011 3:42pm
Was It Worth It?
I've been fighting for years
Trying to ward off the Reaper
But in the end it's a lost cause
In the end your system fails
Waging war against Fate
Only to be struck
With the burden of pain
Was it worth it?
I don't know how much longer
I can fend off this Hell
Soon Satan shall call for me
And I can't disobey the order
War
Against the pain
Rising
To ward Death off
Hopeless
Was it worth it?
I can't fucking fight anymore
The Reaper is calling my name
I am among the Damned
The...
Trying to ward off the Reaper
But in the end it's a lost cause
In the end your system fails
Waging war against Fate
Only to be struck
With the burden of pain
Was it worth it?
I don't know how much longer
I can fend off this Hell
Soon Satan shall call for me
And I can't disobey the order
War
Against the pain
Rising
To ward Death off
Hopeless
Was it worth it?
I can't fucking fight anymore
The Reaper is calling my name
I am among the Damned
The...
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Apr 2011 2:06pm
16th Apr 2011 2:06pm
Life in Depression
Here I lay
In the forgotten tomb
Lost in a wasteland
Known as my mind
I can’t see the joy anymore
I can’t see where happiness is
It doesn’t exist
Nothing does anymore
I used to worry about hell
Its agony and pain
But then I realized
I’m already there
My fingers day by day
Burn in the flame
I’m addicted to the pain
It’s my only friend
I lay here
Isolated
Waiting for the end
Hoping for liberation
I cannot see
The meaning of it all
Why ...
In the forgotten tomb
Lost in a wasteland
Known as my mind
I can’t see the joy anymore
I can’t see where happiness is
It doesn’t exist
Nothing does anymore
I used to worry about hell
Its agony and pain
But then I realized
I’m already there
My fingers day by day
Burn in the flame
I’m addicted to the pain
It’s my only friend
I lay here
Isolated
Waiting for the end
Hoping for liberation
I cannot see
The meaning of it all
Why ...
1252 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
16th Apr 2011 1:38pm
16th Apr 2011 1:38pm
Blood Against God (Death Metal/Deathcore Song)
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SONG LYRICS
Published
12th Apr 2011 10:04pm
12th Apr 2011 10:04pm
I Will Not Bow
(I wrote this for school for a "national anthem" for the "new" setting for the book Anthem. and YES this is inspired by I Will Not Bow by Breaking Benjamin)
I have broken free from their cowardice.
I will not conform to their society.
They do not know the truth of the past.
But only the lies they have built upon.
Nor do they honor an actual god.
But the word “we” in their own sloth.
I tried to show them the light of the past.
They responded in deeming me evil.
I was to be punished for simply trying to improve their way of life.
I have...
I have broken free from their cowardice.
I will not conform to their society.
They do not know the truth of the past.
But only the lies they have built upon.
Nor do they honor an actual god.
But the word “we” in their own sloth.
I tried to show them the light of the past.
They responded in deeming me evil.
I was to be punished for simply trying to improve their way of life.
I have...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Apr 2011 4:23am
10th Apr 2011 4:23am
Release
The pain is not worth it
The fight I face day by day
Is a price too much to pay
The steel cuts away my life
My blood released by the knife
Trapped in a vessel of torment
The joy of my life already spent
To die now my only intent
I cannot take this where is my salvation
The pain is overtaking my soul
I resort to God himself now
Death may be my only choice
The blood rushes from my veins
My heart shackled in chains
"I just kept slashing and slashing at myself until I couldn't feel myself anymore. The...
The fight I face day by day
Is a price too much to pay
The steel cuts away my life
My blood released by the knife
Trapped in a vessel of torment
The joy of my life already spent
To die now my only intent
I cannot take this where is my salvation
The pain is overtaking my soul
I resort to God himself now
Death may be my only choice
The blood rushes from my veins
My heart shackled in chains
"I just kept slashing and slashing at myself until I couldn't feel myself anymore. The...
747 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Apr 2011 2:52am
10th Apr 2011 2:52am
New Life
The air is soothing to my soul
The calm after the storm
The light after the dark
Invigoration I feel once more
The scars I had worn have healed today
The evil has gone away
I feel alive again
I feel reborn
I used to be living just for dying
My death was my hope
And now I see I was
Life is my virtue again
The joy that had eluded me for 20 years has come back to me
And it breathes life into me
I can live again
I am not going to die anymore
This feeling is too great
How...
The calm after the storm
The light after the dark
Invigoration I feel once more
The scars I had worn have healed today
The evil has gone away
I feel alive again
I feel reborn
I used to be living just for dying
My death was my hope
And now I see I was
Life is my virtue again
The joy that had eluded me for 20 years has come back to me
And it breathes life into me
I can live again
I am not going to die anymore
This feeling is too great
How...
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1 Comment
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