Submissions by Youcantkeepme

You know that point when you just know that your relationship is over and you no longer find any more small frigid corner to search in depth of the old love that used to be. Where you just don't care you don't care anymore or even enough to even have conversations about your feelings and how much they hurt you. You just want to let it all play out and sit there while it ends .. because at this point none of it is worth it, the conversations where you say your needs and wants is starting to sound like a broken tune or the tiring conversations where you're forced to hear I'm sorry I promise to...

Trying to stay a-float while the memories drown the possibility of new beginnings.
It's the middle of December now
As we sit in silence, the sound of your car signal remind us we are both still here
You noticed a bruise of the night that changed my insides for you
Staring at each other in the eyes , I could tell they yearn to speak guilt and regret
My refusal to acknowledge hurt
"Tell me how did you get that,what happen"
The refusal to speak on my feelings
"however that happen I'm sorry I love you"
Then you proceed to slide two fingers...

Deep down I fear that things won't ever feel the same and I don't know if I could find comfort within that.

"What are you thinking about?" Oh how I wish I could answer that, how I wish I can't , think about it that is. How I wish I could stop, how I wish it never happened but damn how I wish it didn't hurt this much. How much I wish my heart didn't feel this heavy and my love for you this empty. How I wish I could've given myself more time to heal.. rather to have forgiven you this easily. How much I see your effort but how sad it is that I can't care for it right now. How...