Submissions by Velahrious

i wish i could
wish i was good at it
or else i wouldn't be in so much shit that i am in at this point
if i could lie i would be like everyone else
doing what i want pushing for everything with no remorse
getting everything fucking every girl,
and just being the person that i am not but
if that the way i portray myself

SO BE IT because i cant change the way i am
i am what i am n nothing can change
so many has tried n the end result is the same
i try hard to change my self
make myself different
and i am the one who says fuck...

Knelt before you
my time is running out
strength almost depleted
sight fading slowly
looking up towards the sky
seeing a faint light
drifting towards me

a little firefly hovers before me
keeping my focus
regaining my objective
i take one last breath
and i shove off
nothing to hold me
nothing to stop me
nothing can get in my way

screaming with all my might
screaming at the top of my voice
screaming with all my heart on my last breath
making that last effort to fight for my goal

at the...

No one sees a friend in need
your with that some one
that persons walks pass you
you think everything ok
you carry on nothing is wrong

their eyes screams out for help
but now one sees
everyone is too busy
their heart aches with pain
the sorrow is over flowing in their chest
breaking the wall they have built
hardly anything could break it
but their own
now its too much to bear they can hardly bare it anymore
trying to push through it
make it alright but is not helping nothing they do is working

their almost...

my hands r burning
there bleeding from the burns i got
holding on with my last strength
i try to uplift myself
but you keep pushing me down
like i am nothing
with every scream i slip
further and further
coming closer to the end
i pull myself up just enough to hold properly
i ease my struggle but the burn is still there
the blood is running down my arm
from holding on for so long
now an extra weight has been added
i start slipping again and the pain increases
more sevire than first
the pain dose not hurt anymore ...