Submissions by Skyla_Schizo (Skyfoxi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I didn't want you to see me cry, so I laughed.
DARK POEM
Published
22nd May 2013 5:03am
22nd May 2013 5:03am
I hope they see
I cut myself and bleed.
I wear the scars proudly.
I hope they fucking see.
See what they do to me.
I wear the scars proudly.
I hope they fucking see.
See what they do to me.
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DARK POEM
Published
20th May 2013 5:25am
20th May 2013 5:25am
Inside this head of mine.
Coming home.
Dark rooms.
Scattered voices.
Taunting.
Can't find the light.
I'll just sit here,
In the nothingness.
Fold over into myself.
And let my mind run wild.
Set my demons free.
I won't try and escape.
I've been running too long.
I've been avoiding.
I've been scared.
I've been like them.
I've been a pussy.
I will sit here.
As they tear me apart.
Limb by limb.
Their tongues like centipedes.
Their skin like razors.
Claws made from of saws.
Teeth of shards.
Glassy eyes, black....
Dark rooms.
Scattered voices.
Taunting.
Can't find the light.
I'll just sit here,
In the nothingness.
Fold over into myself.
And let my mind run wild.
Set my demons free.
I won't try and escape.
I've been running too long.
I've been avoiding.
I've been scared.
I've been like them.
I've been a pussy.
I will sit here.
As they tear me apart.
Limb by limb.
Their tongues like centipedes.
Their skin like razors.
Claws made from of saws.
Teeth of shards.
Glassy eyes, black....
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DARK POEM
Published
17th May 2013 1:36am
17th May 2013 1:36am
Empty Soul
Dry your eyes
And cut your wrists.
No one cares.
You won't be missed.
And cut your wrists.
No one cares.
You won't be missed.
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DARK POEM
Published
15th May 2013 11:42pm
15th May 2013 11:42pm
My Little Sunshine.
Hello, little sunshine.
I'm your mommy.
You are beautiful.
I have your first breath.
That's more than I could ever ask for.
I love you so much.
I'll protect you with my life.
Hello, little sunshine.
You're growing up.
A bit different from others,
But that's okay.
You are unique.
I still love you very much.
I'd do anything for you.
Hello.
You don't really fit in.
Very different from everyone else.
I don't know what to do.
You hurt yourself.
We don't get along.
I'm here...
I'm your mommy.
You are beautiful.
I have your first breath.
That's more than I could ever ask for.
I love you so much.
I'll protect you with my life.
Hello, little sunshine.
You're growing up.
A bit different from others,
But that's okay.
You are unique.
I still love you very much.
I'd do anything for you.
Hello.
You don't really fit in.
Very different from everyone else.
I don't know what to do.
You hurt yourself.
We don't get along.
I'm here...
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DARK POEM
Published
13th May 2013 1:50am
13th May 2013 1:50am
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DARK POEM
Published
10th May 2013 4:24am
10th May 2013 4:24am
R.I.P.
I'm different now than I was before.
I just hate myself a little more.
I'll love myself eventually.
Rest in peace to who I used to be.
I just hate myself a little more.
I'll love myself eventually.
Rest in peace to who I used to be.
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DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2013 4:18am
7th May 2013 4:18am
Maybe..~
Maybe just one.
Or two.
Or more than a few.
Maybe just deep.
Or light.
Just keep it out of sight.
Maybe just cry.
Or scream.
Just make sure emotions aren't seen.
Maybe just walk the line.
Or go fucking crazy.
Inhale it all until things are hazy.
Maybe just cut.
Or burn.
"Oh, I'm fine. Don't be concerned."
Maybe just the skin.
Or a vein.
Show them all you're not okay...
Or two.
Or more than a few.
Maybe just deep.
Or light.
Just keep it out of sight.
Maybe just cry.
Or scream.
Just make sure emotions aren't seen.
Maybe just walk the line.
Or go fucking crazy.
Inhale it all until things are hazy.
Maybe just cut.
Or burn.
"Oh, I'm fine. Don't be concerned."
Maybe just the skin.
Or a vein.
Show them all you're not okay...
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DARK POEM
Published
4th May 2013 10:47pm
4th May 2013 10:47pm
Stay Strong, Darling~
Taking the lashes as they were given.
Keeping all of my cuts and bruises hidden.
Softly crying myself to sleep at night.
Begging God to make things alright.
Blood and tears run down my face.
One day they will be put in their place.
Just stay strong, darling. You'll be okay.
Just keep fighting. You'll find your way.
Keeping all of my cuts and bruises hidden.
Softly crying myself to sleep at night.
Begging God to make things alright.
Blood and tears run down my face.
One day they will be put in their place.
Just stay strong, darling. You'll be okay.
Just keep fighting. You'll find your way.
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DARK POEM
Published
1st May 2013 2:18am
1st May 2013 2:18am
Momma~
I know you do your best.
Well, sometimes.
You don't always make the right choices.
When you don't, it really hurts me inside.
You should be looking out for me,
But instead, your daughter is looking out for you.
I struggle with knowing you'll be gone much sooner than necessary.
You're destroying your body.
Little by little.
I guess you just don't care.
I guess you've given up in this life,
Only because you weren't dealt the best cards.
I beg you to make a change, but I can see it.
I can see it in your eyes.
You have given up.
It...
Well, sometimes.
You don't always make the right choices.
When you don't, it really hurts me inside.
You should be looking out for me,
But instead, your daughter is looking out for you.
I struggle with knowing you'll be gone much sooner than necessary.
You're destroying your body.
Little by little.
I guess you just don't care.
I guess you've given up in this life,
Only because you weren't dealt the best cards.
I beg you to make a change, but I can see it.
I can see it in your eyes.
You have given up.
It...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st May 2013 2:05am
1st May 2013 2:05am
Spacebound~
Wanting to find any way possible to escape.
Desperate to be gone.
I've never been one to do reckless things.
Until I wanted to feel.
Taking every pill I have.
Not even caring what it is,
Or what it will do to me.
Anything
To feel.
I was feeling depressed and lonely.
I took one today.
I was out if it,
I was spacebound.
But sadly, still here.
Not conscious.
But still here.
Not hurting.
But still here.
Sometimes I find myself wishing that
Someday, I might "accidentally" take a little too much.
Go a...
Desperate to be gone.
I've never been one to do reckless things.
Until I wanted to feel.
Taking every pill I have.
Not even caring what it is,
Or what it will do to me.
Anything
To feel.
I was feeling depressed and lonely.
I took one today.
I was out if it,
I was spacebound.
But sadly, still here.
Not conscious.
But still here.
Not hurting.
But still here.
Sometimes I find myself wishing that
Someday, I might "accidentally" take a little too much.
Go a...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Apr 2013 8:51pm
28th Apr 2013 8:51pm
This Pain~
Can't you see I'm hating me?
Not first level, another degree.
This pain needs to be set free.
I know I need to die, but don't agree.
Pushing through this, day by day.
I'll get through, I'll make my way.
Don't mind me, I'm okay.
My heart is dead, it's ash-grey.
These eyes of mine have come to see
The pains and trials of reality.
This world isn't really... nice to me.
I believe one day I'll know morality.
For now I'll just sit back and mourn.
Only on the inside though, of course.
Through my thoughts, happiness was sworn....
Not first level, another degree.
This pain needs to be set free.
I know I need to die, but don't agree.
Pushing through this, day by day.
I'll get through, I'll make my way.
Don't mind me, I'm okay.
My heart is dead, it's ash-grey.
These eyes of mine have come to see
The pains and trials of reality.
This world isn't really... nice to me.
I believe one day I'll know morality.
For now I'll just sit back and mourn.
Only on the inside though, of course.
Through my thoughts, happiness was sworn....
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Apr 2013 2:42pm
26th Apr 2013 2:42pm
Disorderly Disorders~
Suicidal~
Hating my life.
Hating myself.
Hating my mind.
Kill myself.
Self harm~
It hurts so much.
I want to bleed.
I want to cut.
That's all I need.
Depression~
I feel so much pain.
So much of not wanting to live.
I have nothing more to gain.
I have nothing more to give.
Schizophrenia~
They always watch me.
Everywhere I go.
They're so terrorizing.
They will always know.
Anorexia~
Don't eat.
Must not eat.
Being thin,
Must feel so great.
...
Hating my life.
Hating myself.
Hating my mind.
Kill myself.
Self harm~
It hurts so much.
I want to bleed.
I want to cut.
That's all I need.
Depression~
I feel so much pain.
So much of not wanting to live.
I have nothing more to gain.
I have nothing more to give.
Schizophrenia~
They always watch me.
Everywhere I go.
They're so terrorizing.
They will always know.
Anorexia~
Don't eat.
Must not eat.
Being thin,
Must feel so great.
...
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