Submissions by SickSanityJenn (Esoteric)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
7th Sep 2020 4:05pm
7th Sep 2020 4:05pm
Butcher
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You gut me
Pour salt into the wound
I am cured
#depression
#hurt
415 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Sep 2020 6:16am
5th Sep 2020 6:16am
Chew toy
I live in winter
My soul is somber
I'm in pain
Eyes, opaque negatives
Is this what dying feels like?
Is this the end?
The crimson tide
Heavy against my mind
Writhing against the tether
Strapped and gagged
Choking on apathy
Bittersweet and tasting selfish
Static kisses clinging to my lips
A hot shot of battery acid
Dripping, squelching
Scorching through my veins
Consumed with obsession
Bending and cracking
Riddled with thoughts of you
My drug of choice
My soul is somber
I'm in pain
Eyes, opaque negatives
Is this what dying feels like?
Is this the end?
The crimson tide
Heavy against my mind
Writhing against the tether
Strapped and gagged
Choking on apathy
Bittersweet and tasting selfish
Static kisses clinging to my lips
A hot shot of battery acid
Dripping, squelching
Scorching through my veins
Consumed with obsession
Bending and cracking
Riddled with thoughts of you
My drug of choice
#love
#emotional
351 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2020 3:24pm
31st Aug 2020 3:24pm
Filtered
You have no concept of the secrets I keep
The darkness I hold in until I go to sleep
Scars that look healed but internally bleed
Lost within this labyrinth of insanity
Emotionally twisted beyond recognition
You can't expect me to list every affliction
I'm broken, I'm beat, I'm nearing defeat
As I sit here untangling my lies at your feet
The darkness I hold in until I go to sleep
Scars that look healed but internally bleed
Lost within this labyrinth of insanity
Emotionally twisted beyond recognition
You can't expect me to list every affliction
I'm broken, I'm beat, I'm nearing defeat
As I sit here untangling my lies at your feet
#SelfReflection
386 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Aug 2020 4:12am
31st Aug 2020 4:12am
Spit it out, it's an asshole!
Don't be mad when I get what I want and it's not you
I waited for months, hoping, but you never came through
I sit in agony, holding my feelings like crushed glass
This isn't the first and I know it won't be the last
I swallow my pride much like I swallowed you too
With enough ferver to not let my feelings get through
I'm not weak but I know I'm not strong willed
My constant obsessions have nearly gotten me killed
My feelings for you are something I hate
I want you so badly, I'm liable to break
Devouring obsession lays me to waste ...
I waited for months, hoping, but you never came through
I sit in agony, holding my feelings like crushed glass
This isn't the first and I know it won't be the last
I swallow my pride much like I swallowed you too
With enough ferver to not let my feelings get through
I'm not weak but I know I'm not strong willed
My constant obsessions have nearly gotten me killed
My feelings for you are something I hate
I want you so badly, I'm liable to break
Devouring obsession lays me to waste ...
#love
#heartbroken
462 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2020 8:23pm
22nd Aug 2020 8:23pm
Spit it out, it's an asshole (revised version)
Don't be mad when I get what I want and it's not you
I waited for months, hoping, but you never came through
I sit in agony, holding my feelings like crushed glass
This isn't the first and I know it won't be the last
I swallow my pride much like I swallowed you too
With enough ferver to not let my feelings get through
This toxic love for you is something I hate
I want you so badly, I'm liable to break
Devouring obsession lays me to waste
Forgotten the feeling, forgotten your taste
Without a distraction, it's taken a toll
Ripping my hair...
I waited for months, hoping, but you never came through
I sit in agony, holding my feelings like crushed glass
This isn't the first and I know it won't be the last
I swallow my pride much like I swallowed you too
With enough ferver to not let my feelings get through
This toxic love for you is something I hate
I want you so badly, I'm liable to break
Devouring obsession lays me to waste
Forgotten the feeling, forgotten your taste
Without a distraction, it's taken a toll
Ripping my hair...
#lover
391 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Aug 2020 1:18am
7th Aug 2020 1:18am
Emotionally Sipping Bleach
I'm emotionally sipping bleach
Caustic emotions burning me
Coursing through my veins
Driving me insane
Acid thoughts drip through my mind
Melting the walls I built inside
With nowhere to hide
I'm emotionally sipping bleach
Slipping away from all of the solutions
I try to catch my footing but there's none to find
I'm tangled in all of our transgressions
I lose myself as I struggle not to lose my mind
I caught your voice in my head today
You sang the words of a song you swore you didn't know
I'm always the...
Caustic emotions burning me
Coursing through my veins
Driving me insane
Acid thoughts drip through my mind
Melting the walls I built inside
With nowhere to hide
I'm emotionally sipping bleach
Slipping away from all of the solutions
I try to catch my footing but there's none to find
I'm tangled in all of our transgressions
I lose myself as I struggle not to lose my mind
I caught your voice in my head today
You sang the words of a song you swore you didn't know
I'm always the...
#love
#heartbroken
#hurt
509 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2020 4:49pm
2nd Jul 2020 4:49pm
One sided
You stole my heart from me
Devoid but never free
Haunted by the change
I'll never be the same
What am I but so much rust?
Faultering dreams, lacking trust
Break me down or make me whole
I need you more than I care to know
Devoid but never free
Haunted by the change
I'll never be the same
What am I but so much rust?
Faultering dreams, lacking trust
Break me down or make me whole
I need you more than I care to know
#love
#hurt
572 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
30th May 2020 8:42am
30th May 2020 8:42am
Short
I know you will never be mine
Truth weighs heavy, deep inside
My hope brittle and falling apart
As I carve your moniker into my heart
Truth weighs heavy, deep inside
My hope brittle and falling apart
As I carve your moniker into my heart
#sadness
#heartbroken
474 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th May 2020 5:33pm
26th May 2020 5:33pm
Man of Glass
Fractures, tiny fractures. There's more every day
I can see them even when the sun isn't shining
Cracks and fissures. Watch as he crumbles away
He is suffering and they all crowd around imploring
He bends until breaking, pushing the pain away
His eyes are haunted and he can barely sleep
There are no comforts to give nor words to say
He is dying and we all are forced to see
I can see them even when the sun isn't shining
Cracks and fissures. Watch as he crumbles away
He is suffering and they all crowd around imploring
He bends until breaking, pushing the pain away
His eyes are haunted and he can barely sleep
There are no comforts to give nor words to say
He is dying and we all are forced to see
#sadness
408 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th May 2020 7:08pm
24th May 2020 7:08pm
Unfinished
I'm emotionally sipping bleach
Caustic emotions burning me
Coursing through my veins
Driving me insane
Acid thoughts drip through my mind
Melting the walls I built inside
I collapse in defeat
I wasn't a match for me
Caustic emotions burning me
Coursing through my veins
Driving me insane
Acid thoughts drip through my mind
Melting the walls I built inside
I collapse in defeat
I wasn't a match for me
#anxiety
#depression
565 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2020 5:43pm
11th May 2020 5:43pm
Ache
My soul will never settle nor sleep
I am wasted and I am weak
I am crushed, I can not breath
You dropped the sun on me
The sky turns rough and dark
I am fumbling for your heart
But you have hidden your spark
Do we come together or fall apart?
Burning up in the inferno of desire
Wring out every pent up breath
You've had your way, started this fire
Now give me everything that's left
Don't take it back now that it's given
Don't ask me to stop the clock
I was broken but now that I'm healing
You want to...
I am wasted and I am weak
I am crushed, I can not breath
You dropped the sun on me
The sky turns rough and dark
I am fumbling for your heart
But you have hidden your spark
Do we come together or fall apart?
Burning up in the inferno of desire
Wring out every pent up breath
You've had your way, started this fire
Now give me everything that's left
Don't take it back now that it's given
Don't ask me to stop the clock
I was broken but now that I'm healing
You want to...
#hurt
417 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Apr 2020 11:56pm
29th Apr 2020 11:56pm
Rawr
I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my hold
The look in your eyes goes right to my soul
The touch of your skin has me twisted inside
There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I keep begging you, begging you, begging you please
Crawling to you down, down on my knees
Grinning at you as I wiggle my hips
Kneeling before you while licking my lips
Teasing me, teasing me, teasing me so
Pleasure erupting like a volcano
I'm losing my sanity, losing control
You're changing me into an animal
The look in your eyes goes right to my soul
The touch of your skin has me twisted inside
There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I keep begging you, begging you, begging you please
Crawling to you down, down on my knees
Grinning at you as I wiggle my hips
Kneeling before you while licking my lips
Teasing me, teasing me, teasing me so
Pleasure erupting like a volcano
I'm losing my sanity, losing control
You're changing me into an animal
#love
382 reads
1 Comment
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