Submissions by Sexyseaschelle (Seaschelle_Fairy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my stuff was written years ago altho i have gone back and re written many pieces i felt weren't that good and I've edited some but i have some recent ones also so i hope someone finds some enjoyment from some of my stuff. Happy everything
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Jul 2024 7:16pm
28th Jul 2024 7:16pm
My cowboy again.
#friendship
#obsession
#relationships
76 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th May 2024 10:38am
20th May 2024 10:38am
Love and hate
Contemplating, so frustrating...
So much on my mind.
The wars I've fought, the love I've sought..
The peace I've yet to find.
At any cost. I've loved and lost abd it cuts me to the bone.
I miss my son, and everyone, and I feel so all alone.
I analyze , and compromise.. til I often play the fool.
I take the blame, I hate this game.
I think life's much to cruel.
I try so hard to stay on guard,
Yet time and time again...
I stand my ground yet get knocked down and thats the way its always been. .
I crash and burn but still...
So much on my mind.
The wars I've fought, the love I've sought..
The peace I've yet to find.
At any cost. I've loved and lost abd it cuts me to the bone.
I miss my son, and everyone, and I feel so all alone.
I analyze , and compromise.. til I often play the fool.
I take the blame, I hate this game.
I think life's much to cruel.
I try so hard to stay on guard,
Yet time and time again...
I stand my ground yet get knocked down and thats the way its always been. .
I crash and burn but still...
#anger
#disappointment
#regret #shame
#regret #shame
192 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th May 2024 6:13am
19th May 2024 6:13am
SALVATION
Don't act quite so bothered,
The truth is so plain
We reap what we sow, and learn w the pain.
Life goes by in a hurry ,
And catches up to you so fast.
Then it just leaves you here dwellin
On the sins of the past....
Lying awake tho you try so hard to sleep....
Feeling so worthless and vacant down deep.
Praying sweet Jesus, full of guilt and in shame...
Seeking Salvation in Christy's holy name!
The truth is so plain
We reap what we sow, and learn w the pain.
Life goes by in a hurry ,
And catches up to you so fast.
Then it just leaves you here dwellin
On the sins of the past....
Lying awake tho you try so hard to sleep....
Feeling so worthless and vacant down deep.
Praying sweet Jesus, full of guilt and in shame...
Seeking Salvation in Christy's holy name!
#dating
#LookingForLove
#marriage #nostalgia
#marriage #nostalgia
212 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th May 2024 11:57am
18th May 2024 11:57am
Domesticated
So he hurts her some more, then slams out the door... hell be back in an hour or 2.
And as the car drives away, what left there to say... its not like this is anything new.
So she climbs in her bed and she buries her head .. it seems this while life's been in vain.
And its so much to bear just to lie alone there,
As the tears fall steady like rain.
In her mind she keeps thinking, how low she's been sinking...
But her whole life she's felt such abuse.
She could pack a few things, leave a note and her ring..
But she knows there's really no use. ...
And as the car drives away, what left there to say... its not like this is anything new.
So she climbs in her bed and she buries her head .. it seems this while life's been in vain.
And its so much to bear just to lie alone there,
As the tears fall steady like rain.
In her mind she keeps thinking, how low she's been sinking...
But her whole life she's felt such abuse.
She could pack a few things, leave a note and her ring..
But she knows there's really no use. ...
#DomesticViolence
#escape
#manipulation
#regret
#separation
191 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th May 2024 11:45am
18th May 2024 11:45am
Surrender
Frayed and tattered,
Broken and battered....
Nothing remains of the love i once knew .
Enraged and Inflamed,
Yet sadly I'm blamed...
And the sad part is we're not brand new.
Judging and thinking,...
Swimming and sinking...
This fire in me burns just for you .
But this flame and heat ,
Have now got me beat,
And there's just nothing left I can do.
Broken and battered....
Nothing remains of the love i once knew .
Enraged and Inflamed,
Yet sadly I'm blamed...
And the sad part is we're not brand new.
Judging and thinking,...
Swimming and sinking...
This fire in me burns just for you .
But this flame and heat ,
Have now got me beat,
And there's just nothing left I can do.
#anger
#denial
#loneliness
183 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2024 3:21am
14th May 2024 3:21am
Chaotic Thoughts
Have u ever felt so lost inside, its hard to comprehend?
Have u ever wondered who u are, but u just have to pretend?...
Have u fought a silent battle, while trying hard to find..... the YOU thats YOU inside of you, to give u peace of mind?
I just cannot explain it, how this struggle is so real.
No matter what you think you know, you don't know how I feel!
Im so sick of this addiction, but its all I've ever known.
And no matter high or sober, I still feel so all alone.
The high fills me with guilt and shame and so much that I regret.
But...
Have u ever wondered who u are, but u just have to pretend?...
Have u fought a silent battle, while trying hard to find..... the YOU thats YOU inside of you, to give u peace of mind?
I just cannot explain it, how this struggle is so real.
No matter what you think you know, you don't know how I feel!
Im so sick of this addiction, but its all I've ever known.
And no matter high or sober, I still feel so all alone.
The high fills me with guilt and shame and so much that I regret.
But...
#confusion
#emptiness
#frustration #rejection
#frustration #rejection
192 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd May 2024 11:37pm
3rd May 2024 11:37pm
Relapse
I sit in this darkness, and all I do is think.
Im not doing drugs
There's nothing to drink.
I created this mess.
I made my own bed.
Now I sit here alone with the thoughts in my head.
Will I ever learn?
No it doesn't seem so...
Will I ever feel better.
I really don't know. ..
Only I can change it..
But I don't want to alone .
I just want someone here w me
It sucks on my own.
And I know I can do it ,
I've done it before ..
But this time seems different.
And im not really sure .
I seem...
Im not doing drugs
There's nothing to drink.
I created this mess.
I made my own bed.
Now I sit here alone with the thoughts in my head.
Will I ever learn?
No it doesn't seem so...
Will I ever feel better.
I really don't know. ..
Only I can change it..
But I don't want to alone .
I just want someone here w me
It sucks on my own.
And I know I can do it ,
I've done it before ..
But this time seems different.
And im not really sure .
I seem...
#disappointment
#emptiness
#loneliness
#regret
#sadness
280 reads
13 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Apr 2024 11:44am
16th Apr 2024 11:44am
The Bible, a savior and a broken heart!
On I wish I knew just what to say ,
To help u ease your pain.
Spending too much time alone
Can make a man insane.
I know that you are broken,
And I know just how u feel ...
I know that it will take some time,
Before u start to heal...
I've spent lots of hours,
All alone and torn apart.
I still have scars that bleed sometimes
Deep inside my heart.
I didn't want to meet you..
Didn't want to take a chance.
Wasn't looking for a new friend
Or even fake romance.
I seldom make much effort,
Cuz I don't...
To help u ease your pain.
Spending too much time alone
Can make a man insane.
I know that you are broken,
And I know just how u feel ...
I know that it will take some time,
Before u start to heal...
I've spent lots of hours,
All alone and torn apart.
I still have scars that bleed sometimes
Deep inside my heart.
I didn't want to meet you..
Didn't want to take a chance.
Wasn't looking for a new friend
Or even fake romance.
I seldom make much effort,
Cuz I don't...
#sadness
#loneliness
#rejection #heartbroken
#rejection #heartbroken
301 reads
11 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Apr 2024 6:58pm
15th Apr 2024 6:58pm
Human nature
As humans we long to find love and affection,
Wandering lost, w no sense of direction .
So many lost souls, but no 2 are the same ,
And most people these days are all pretty lame.
Some how on the inside, I've been losing my mind. But reality is something im not trying to find.
Its all very stupid if ull look at the facts.
Just shut up for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short and the time just flies by.
Father time is the pilot so I assume he gets high.
They say you'll get good things if your willing to wait ,
But...
Wandering lost, w no sense of direction .
So many lost souls, but no 2 are the same ,
And most people these days are all pretty lame.
Some how on the inside, I've been losing my mind. But reality is something im not trying to find.
Its all very stupid if ull look at the facts.
Just shut up for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short and the time just flies by.
Father time is the pilot so I assume he gets high.
They say you'll get good things if your willing to wait ,
But...
#regret
#loneliness
#emptiness
168 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Mar 2024 4:27am
10th Mar 2024 4:27am
Sisters
Thru years of laughter, and even tears.
Thru all the pain and happy cheers!!
Thru bullshit fights, and cold cold shoulders.
To arguments cuz you acted older.
Sly remarks, and evil eyes.
Yet choked back sobs from each goodbye.
Slamming doors, breaking glass..
Funny jokes and smoking grass.
Talking shit, fights and screams..
To hanging out and sharing dreams.
Thru childhood trauma, we got got thru somehow ..
We stuck together, at least until now,
It shouldn't matter the mood were in..
Tomorrow will come and we can try...
Thru all the pain and happy cheers!!
Thru bullshit fights, and cold cold shoulders.
To arguments cuz you acted older.
Sly remarks, and evil eyes.
Yet choked back sobs from each goodbye.
Slamming doors, breaking glass..
Funny jokes and smoking grass.
Talking shit, fights and screams..
To hanging out and sharing dreams.
Thru childhood trauma, we got got thru somehow ..
We stuck together, at least until now,
It shouldn't matter the mood were in..
Tomorrow will come and we can try...
#anger
#regret
#rejection
#shame
#disappointment
201 reads
5 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
5th Mar 2024 10:24am
5th Mar 2024 10:24am
The man across the hall
Dear Father God In Heaven, yes its only me again.. asking for forgiveness for I know that I have sinned.
I just need a moment , I don't mean to bother you. I know your time is precious and you've more important things to do .
Lord I know you know that little man who lives across the hall...
He told me thats he resting while he's waiting for your call.
And that just touched my heart so deep , it was so sweet and sad.
And I think of all the many years that old man must have had.
Hes one of my favorites, up there where my mom stays...
And I always...
I just need a moment , I don't mean to bother you. I know your time is precious and you've more important things to do .
Lord I know you know that little man who lives across the hall...
He told me thats he resting while he's waiting for your call.
And that just touched my heart so deep , it was so sweet and sad.
And I think of all the many years that old man must have had.
Hes one of my favorites, up there where my mom stays...
And I always...
#God
188 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Feb 2024 3:12am
15th Feb 2024 3:12am
Where did the time go?
Sometimes the silence is so loud in my ears.. my mind can't stop thinking and I end up in tears.
Sometimes the solitude will drive me insane. ,
But there's no one around who isn't a pain.
Am I coming or going , or just standing still.
I might find the way if I just have the will.
I took a wrong turn somewhere on the way
And I got lost it seems, what can I say ?
So im spinning my wheels and im going nowhere..
Just hanging out here, cuz im not really all there.
And im searching for peace that comes from within ...
And asking forgiveness...
Sometimes the solitude will drive me insane. ,
But there's no one around who isn't a pain.
Am I coming or going , or just standing still.
I might find the way if I just have the will.
I took a wrong turn somewhere on the way
And I got lost it seems, what can I say ?
So im spinning my wheels and im going nowhere..
Just hanging out here, cuz im not really all there.
And im searching for peace that comes from within ...
And asking forgiveness...
#sadness
#regret
#loneliness #despair
#loneliness #despair
224 reads
4 Comments
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