Submissions by Saif

I don't eat, sleep, breathe
I don't feel happy, sad
I am suffocating with life
Drowning and crawling
Suffering and Struggling
They are alive
They took my life
I can't handle it anymore
It's so dark in here
It's not like I am scared of suicide
It's like I am left to it
Can't sense anything
It's getting darker and harder
I really don't know now
But I keep asking myself

Why do I struggle, why do I fear death?

Why do I struggle, why do I fear death?

Why do I struggle, why do I fear death? ...

The unstoppable force that pushes me

The immovable object that helds me

Their faces that define me

And the almighty god that hates me

For the now I reside

For the later I genocide

Lord, father, are you here or helping the others?

He is asking, seeking your help, but you seem biased, for them but not for him

Did he hurt you? Hurt your creation? Wasn't he peaceful, but you decided to hate him

He is just begging, for your help is asking, help him oh father, help him oh father

Does it please you? When he is in suffer? Does it satisfies you, when he wants to die?

Shall he be thankful, indeed he is, but he is drowning in his tears of pain

So much of his praying, just kill him oh father, you are the god,...