Submissions by Queen_of_darkness
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
please let me take you to a world that you have never been before, let me show you that there are no remedies for insanity. from sexual desires to self-mutilation.....from being in love to murdering your lover
i sit naked in my room
i feel so fat and insecure
in the dark is where i lurk
smiling to myself thinking of her
what I'd give to be her's
in my darkroom is where i sit
insecure and naked
wondering when I'll be thin
wondering if I'll be missed
here i lurk in my darkroom
taking pictures of my naked body
wondering if she wants to touch me
wondering if she wants to fuck me
but im not fat just curvy
sitting in my own self-pity and worry
please allow me to get dirty
to fill your body with my worry
to eat you out and hear you...
in the dark is where i lurk
smiling to myself thinking of her
what I'd give to be her's
in my darkroom is where i sit
insecure and naked
wondering when I'll be thin
wondering if I'll be missed
here i lurk in my darkroom
taking pictures of my naked body
wondering if she wants to touch me
wondering if she wants to fuck me
but im not fat just curvy
sitting in my own self-pity and worry
please allow me to get dirty
to fill your body with my worry
to eat you out and hear you...
#sex
#SelfWorth
411 reads
whore
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
#sexy
988 reads
3 Comments
i want her to f**k me
#lust
#lesbian
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
1280 reads
7 Comments
what's it like to be a man
pick up the check and never ask for sex
a woman doesn't owe you that
mow the lawn and take out the trash
that's the whole point of being a man
boys don't cry
they don't wear pink
they must fight for our country
men don't show fear
and shouldn't be afraid
that's what makes a man so great
work all day and work all night
come home and barely sleep through the night
you've been taught toxic masculinity
you don't even know what it means
to be comfortable with your sexuality
it takes so little to be...
a woman doesn't owe you that
mow the lawn and take out the trash
that's the whole point of being a man
boys don't cry
they don't wear pink
they must fight for our country
men don't show fear
and shouldn't be afraid
that's what makes a man so great
work all day and work all night
come home and barely sleep through the night
you've been taught toxic masculinity
you don't even know what it means
to be comfortable with your sexuality
it takes so little to be...
#men
#HumanRights
#feminism
662 reads
5 Comments
veil and evil
#dark
#death
#evil #nightmares
#evil #nightmares
455 reads
1 Comment
she's so beautiful but i don't think she's aware of it
her eyes scream hello
she makes me nervous
talking to her was so easy
and in her presence, I don't feel worthless
she made me feel like we were at 6 flags
the sky is dark yet the moon is shining
stars bringing out her eyes
leaving me so damn surprised at her beauty
not just out but inside
it feels like a dream and I never want to wake up
and she knows pain in a whole different way
but what good is life without a few hiccups
her hair in the wind reminds me of a summer night
dark blue sky, smiling so hard...
she makes me nervous
talking to her was so easy
and in her presence, I don't feel worthless
she made me feel like we were at 6 flags
the sky is dark yet the moon is shining
stars bringing out her eyes
leaving me so damn surprised at her beauty
not just out but inside
it feels like a dream and I never want to wake up
and she knows pain in a whole different way
but what good is life without a few hiccups
her hair in the wind reminds me of a summer night
dark blue sky, smiling so hard...
#happiness
#romantic
#FallingInLove
#dating
#crush
432 reads
0 Comments
i choose me
letting go of her doesn't feel too bad
i don't worry about how she'll react
i smile and i think of someone else
nothing is better than letting go of
the pain you've felt
i sometimes feel down but not because
i miss her, but because i miss what she
use to do for me....in the end she was
just using me
let go of that painful clutch
of holding on for what?
she turned into someone else
and i feel so free
no broken promises
no you and me
this time i come first
none of my words have
to be...
i don't worry about how she'll react
i smile and i think of someone else
nothing is better than letting go of
the pain you've felt
i sometimes feel down but not because
i miss her, but because i miss what she
use to do for me....in the end she was
just using me
let go of that painful clutch
of holding on for what?
she turned into someone else
and i feel so free
no broken promises
no you and me
this time i come first
none of my words have
to be...
#happiness
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
363 reads
1 Comment
sleep paralysis part 2
i hear the world around me
i try to pretend I'm completely unconscious
as i hear people lean over me
i sleep soundly but i still feel and see the world
how unfortunate to know it's a lie
i struggle to open my eyes
a face feels tight
and soon waking up seems out of sight
i feel my body go numb
as i struggle to wake up
i hear my love ones who aren't there
now I'm panicking as a rush of fear
run through my eyes
and my ears.
i don't know what's truly there
i don't know what's truly real
i know...
i try to pretend I'm completely unconscious
as i hear people lean over me
i sleep soundly but i still feel and see the world
how unfortunate to know it's a lie
i struggle to open my eyes
a face feels tight
and soon waking up seems out of sight
i feel my body go numb
as i struggle to wake up
i hear my love ones who aren't there
now I'm panicking as a rush of fear
run through my eyes
and my ears.
i don't know what's truly there
i don't know what's truly real
i know...
#dark
#sleep
#nightmares
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But you're so unaware of it
hope
as the light shines through
my blue curtains,
i smile so hard thinking of you.
you're not a girl or a car
you're more beautiful than a star
as the sun hits my purple sheets
and they turn orange,
i feel as if i know where I'm going.
and yes i am still so young
but hope keeps me from giving up.
i feel no need to yell and cry
your words have made it easy
to say goodbye.
i hear the whispers from
the 1975 singing " we should be
loving someone" and i know i will
not die.
i will...
as the light shines through
my blue curtains,
i smile so hard thinking of you.
you're not a girl or a car
you're more beautiful than a star
as the sun hits my purple sheets
and they turn orange,
i feel as if i know where I'm going.
and yes i am still so young
but hope keeps me from giving up.
i feel no need to yell and cry
your words have made it easy
to say goodbye.
i hear the whispers from
the 1975 singing " we should be
loving someone" and i know i will
not die.
i will...
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
#determination
384 reads
2 Comments
sleep paralysis
alone
a feeling created to break at me
to watch my dreams crumble at my feet
to say goodbye to what comforts me
knowing damn well it will eat at me
my soul for those who bare it
nothing is worse than caring
for someone who cannot see
the pain they are causing me
sweet dream eating at my head
hearing voices from the dead
wanting so desperately to let go
whatever I fear will only grow
but I'll simply say goodnight
enter a world where I am paralyzed
seeing things coming from the walls
while I...
a feeling created to break at me
to watch my dreams crumble at my feet
to say goodbye to what comforts me
knowing damn well it will eat at me
my soul for those who bare it
nothing is worse than caring
for someone who cannot see
the pain they are causing me
sweet dream eating at my head
hearing voices from the dead
wanting so desperately to let go
whatever I fear will only grow
but I'll simply say goodnight
enter a world where I am paralyzed
seeing things coming from the walls
while I...
#insomnia
#sleep
468 reads
2 Comments
words coming from a cheater's mouth
take a step back for a moment
and think about the laughs
that you shared.
think about the true meaning
of her name, about all the fun games
and how now the only thing left is pain.
why is it okay for me to hurt her
but not the other way around?
i fell for her when i didn't intend to
now i don't know what the fuck i should do
I love her but I've found another
even though i ended our relationship
i still think of her smile, how much she laughed
and how much she reminds me of a small child.
...
and think about the laughs
that you shared.
think about the true meaning
of her name, about all the fun games
and how now the only thing left is pain.
why is it okay for me to hurt her
but not the other way around?
i fell for her when i didn't intend to
now i don't know what the fuck i should do
I love her but I've found another
even though i ended our relationship
i still think of her smile, how much she laughed
and how much she reminds me of a small child.
...
#secrets
#lies
#betrayal
357 reads
1 Comment
secrets to hurting others
when we practice to deceive
what hideous things we weave
planting a bad seed
like fucking weeds
eating at our own flesh
trying to get the demons out our heads
feeling weak and broken within
oh how good we are at pretending
my chest hurts as i have no one to run to
anger flows through my bloodstream
and no one wants to help me
why must i be forever alone
this shit makes me want to just go
fuck your heavenly gates
it's done nothing for me
but give me false hope
and empty promises
we...
what hideous things we weave
planting a bad seed
like fucking weeds
eating at our own flesh
trying to get the demons out our heads
feeling weak and broken within
oh how good we are at pretending
my chest hurts as i have no one to run to
anger flows through my bloodstream
and no one wants to help me
why must i be forever alone
this shit makes me want to just go
fuck your heavenly gates
it's done nothing for me
but give me false hope
and empty promises
we...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#LifeStruggles
#frustration
411 reads
1 Comment
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