Submissions by Queen_of_darkness
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
please let me take you to a world that you have never been before, let me show you that there are no remedies for insanity. from sexual desires to self-mutilation.....from being in love to murdering your lover
footsteps
our footprint in the sand
we walk for miles and miles
people look at us like we're bad
but each step we take is toward good
our laughs empty into thin air
fringer prints disappear
skin cells go away
but the steps we take forever stay
a canvas that holds our path
one movement to the next
each word gone just like that
but our not our footsteps
our voices forgotten
our handwriting erased
our smiles captured
our hopes taken to the grave
but our footsteps forever stay
each one marking us...
we walk for miles and miles
people look at us like we're bad
but each step we take is toward good
our laughs empty into thin air
fringer prints disappear
skin cells go away
but the steps we take forever stay
a canvas that holds our path
one movement to the next
each word gone just like that
but our not our footsteps
our voices forgotten
our handwriting erased
our smiles captured
our hopes taken to the grave
but our footsteps forever stay
each one marking us...
#love
#grief
#death
#memories
#IMissYou
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The funny thing about suicide is
How's your heart little brown girl"
The blue boy asked
U looked at the pretty blue boy
His pretty blue eyes.
And just like that "pow!!!"
A sound so loud blew his ears.
He'd never heard a sound like that before
The blue boy had red all over him
The blue boy was now covered in red blood
He exhaled slow into the sky and smile
And said " I see how it is. I too had my heart broken"
The blue boy then looks down at his feet
Waiting and thinking why didn't she plead
Instead she wanted to bleed
Did no one hear her...
The blue boy asked
U looked at the pretty blue boy
His pretty blue eyes.
And just like that "pow!!!"
A sound so loud blew his ears.
He'd never heard a sound like that before
The blue boy had red all over him
The blue boy was now covered in red blood
He exhaled slow into the sky and smile
And said " I see how it is. I too had my heart broken"
The blue boy then looks down at his feet
Waiting and thinking why didn't she plead
Instead she wanted to bleed
Did no one hear her...
#heartbroken
#bipolar
#MentalHealth #FallingInLove
#MentalHealth #FallingInLove
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pretty flowers kill
toxic by nature
shredded like paper
hear the darkness escape with her
why am i filled with anger
the doubt in her voice
your eyes filled with tears
why am i here?
i think about bleeding and count to 10
why is my mind so broken
i really am corrupted
can't be fixed within
so i try escaping
"how are you?"
i lie and say im great
we are breaking
good thing im good at faking
you can't tell im pretending
i love so much
but people just use me up
i often think about giving up
walk...
shredded like paper
hear the darkness escape with her
why am i filled with anger
the doubt in her voice
your eyes filled with tears
why am i here?
i think about bleeding and count to 10
why is my mind so broken
i really am corrupted
can't be fixed within
so i try escaping
"how are you?"
i lie and say im great
we are breaking
good thing im good at faking
you can't tell im pretending
i love so much
but people just use me up
i often think about giving up
walk...
#anxiety
#love
#hope
#dark
#MentalHealth
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Lon the first heart of mine
looking at the cold air leaving my mouth
no bra, just a shirt so my nipples are hard
the coldness of the ring makes it worse
fuzzy socks but my mind isn't focused on the cold
but her
I want to say in the empty air
please stay, don't leave me in despair
what beautiful thoughts are in my head
but such bullshit I fear
open up my heart and
ill wrap you up in my thighs
give me your hand and i'll
never leave you in the night
oh what I'd give for you to be mine
never leaving your side
holding you in the...
no bra, just a shirt so my nipples are hard
the coldness of the ring makes it worse
fuzzy socks but my mind isn't focused on the cold
but her
I want to say in the empty air
please stay, don't leave me in despair
what beautiful thoughts are in my head
but such bullshit I fear
open up my heart and
ill wrap you up in my thighs
give me your hand and i'll
never leave you in the night
oh what I'd give for you to be mine
never leaving your side
holding you in the...
#love
#girlfriend
#FallingInLove #FirstLove
#FallingInLove #FirstLove
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Horny
My vans push against the ground
Each step crunches the leaves
No pain or screams yet I still bleed
I feel the cold blow of the wind press
Against me
Hours and hours in my head
I feel lost as I walk along the dead
Each hour pass and I'm still stuck in my head
Come and welcome me , I'm clearly broken within
Monday mornings filled in my cup
Sweet and strong but I've had enough
Bladder filled to the top
But I don't want to make that stop
Summer ended now I'm stuck with hoodies
Which is fine by me ...
Each step crunches the leaves
No pain or screams yet I still bleed
I feel the cold blow of the wind press
Against me
Hours and hours in my head
I feel lost as I walk along the dead
Each hour pass and I'm still stuck in my head
Come and welcome me , I'm clearly broken within
Monday mornings filled in my cup
Sweet and strong but I've had enough
Bladder filled to the top
But I don't want to make that stop
Summer ended now I'm stuck with hoodies
Which is fine by me ...
#lust
#lesbian
#erotic #dirty
#erotic #dirty
821 reads
virgin
#love
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#passion
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rabbit hole
#lust
#lesbian
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
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suicide is not just a state of mind
blood down my legs
you have left me with this pain
can i ask why must you be this way
got me so in love with the games
my heartache
it feels like forever
why must it be this way?
i get happy then it's taken away
am i responsible for my own pain
i shouldn't have given it away
in so many words, i know you feel the same
you love the chase but i don't want to race
morphine there it goes again
do what you do best
make me hallucinate it away
so destroy my brain
so my heart won't ache
i don't need...
you have left me with this pain
can i ask why must you be this way
got me so in love with the games
my heartache
it feels like forever
why must it be this way?
i get happy then it's taken away
am i responsible for my own pain
i shouldn't have given it away
in so many words, i know you feel the same
you love the chase but i don't want to race
morphine there it goes again
do what you do best
make me hallucinate it away
so destroy my brain
so my heart won't ache
i don't need...
#anxiety
#depression
#suicide #MentalHealth
#suicide #MentalHealth
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I ate him and raped him
#murder
#abuse
#bipolar #silence
#bipolar #silence
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love is something to fear
again again I'm back where i was
i swore I'd given up
nothing but pain and it hurts
bittersweet blood on my fingertips
purple sheets wrinkle as i lay on them
heat is all i crave
i just pray i don't end up that way
you scare me in all the good ways
please, God, don't make me beg
help me not to be blind again
it's not regret just worry
that im not enough
that im not worthy
that i move too fast and need to slow down
why can't i breathe right now?
dreaming of you fucking me
dreaming of loving...
i swore I'd given up
nothing but pain and it hurts
bittersweet blood on my fingertips
purple sheets wrinkle as i lay on them
heat is all i crave
i just pray i don't end up that way
you scare me in all the good ways
please, God, don't make me beg
help me not to be blind again
it's not regret just worry
that im not enough
that im not worthy
that i move too fast and need to slow down
why can't i breathe right now?
dreaming of you fucking me
dreaming of loving...
#girlfriend
#relationships
#MentalHealth
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loyal to my past self
i sit in the darkness and cry
does it even matter why?
i know I'll be alright
just wipe my tears and fight
i am temporary
come to me when you need me
use me up and deceive me
tell me that you hear me
let the morphine make me numb
until i can't get up
love is never enough
is it tears or blood that they want?
temporary is what you think of me
they watch me bleed
walk over my dead body
they hear my screams
but say nothing
because i am temporary
let my feet guide me to the past ...
does it even matter why?
i know I'll be alright
just wipe my tears and fight
i am temporary
come to me when you need me
use me up and deceive me
tell me that you hear me
let the morphine make me numb
until i can't get up
love is never enough
is it tears or blood that they want?
temporary is what you think of me
they watch me bleed
walk over my dead body
they hear my screams
but say nothing
because i am temporary
let my feet guide me to the past ...
#rejection
#SelfHarm
#MentalHealth
#myself
#SelfWorth
573 reads
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dreams that'll make you wet
#lust
#lesbian
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
1241 reads
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