Submissions by OtherWorldWoman

Feeding off the energy of my dreams
That are seldom found
Controlling the bleeding
That once brought me down
I can feel the pounding in my heart
I can hear the ripping
But I refuse to be ripped apart

I am confused
I don't know where to start
I've been conquered
By my selfish, careless heart

Living off the power of my dreams
The false hope I can never find
Controlling the lunacy
That once made me lose my mind
I can feel the throbbing in my soul
I hear nothing
There's nothing but an empty hole
But I refuse,...

I look at myself
And I become afraid
This can not be, my destiny 
I look over my shoulder
No ones there
These voices in my head
Life's so unfair.

I Will Find My Way Back Home
To A Place Where I Belong
To A Place Where I Feel Safe
To A Place Where I Have Faith 
I Can't Be The Only One
Who Feels This Way

I look around 
Find myself looking down 
This can not be, my fate
Living with so much pain
So much shame 
This will pass, it's just a phase 
Leave me alone, go away.

I Will Find My Way Back Home...

Can you see me
I'm bleeding, nonstop
These feelings, aren't leaving
What do I do now?
What am I supposed to do now?

I Will Make It Go Away
Never Feel Pain Again
This Choice Will Be my Escape
My Choice Will Be My End
Times You See, They Change
Nothing's Always The Same
There's No Reason For Me To Stay
Now's The Time For Me To Dissipate

Can you hear me
I'm screaming, nonstop
My lungs are sore
They burn, can't do no more
My heart beats, I cry
I just want to die
I just want to kill the pain inside
...

I look into, the mirror
And I see a little girl
Alone, hiding in a corner
Shaking, staring up at me
Her eyes, are wet with terror
Body, covered with cuts and bruises
Can't deny, there's something wrong

These Walls Are Painted
With The Blood Of The Past
Closed Doors, Reopened
How Long Will I Last
Life's Being Wasted

I look into, the mirror
And I see this girl
Looking down, in horror
She's dead to the world
Razor, satisfy the itch
Please make her better
Doesn't even flinch
Eyes start to fade, drops the...