Submissions by Order_in_Chaos (Sean Paul Gillum)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing poetry for about 14 years now. It is mostly sorrowful but can be somewhat cheery or dreary at times. I find it easier to write my feelings than talk about them.
STORY POEM
Published
15th Mar 2020 2:14am
15th Mar 2020 2:14am
Witch Hunt I
They called her a "witch",
Burned her at the stake
They took her life,
To save the human race
She claimed her innocence,
They laughed in her face
She is pure evil,
She must pay for every sin
Every little flaw,
Every imperfection
It's all her fault,
There is no one else to blame
Now she will die
Recognizing every shame
They had to humiliate her
Make her feel pain
She is the devil,
She must never rise again
Break her down inside,
Burn her alive,
Give her no hope to survive
She is a witch ...
Burned her at the stake
They took her life,
To save the human race
She claimed her innocence,
They laughed in her face
She is pure evil,
She must pay for every sin
Every little flaw,
Every imperfection
It's all her fault,
There is no one else to blame
Now she will die
Recognizing every shame
They had to humiliate her
Make her feel pain
She is the devil,
She must never rise again
Break her down inside,
Burn her alive,
Give her no hope to survive
She is a witch ...
#witches
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Mar 2020 6:17pm
10th Mar 2020 6:17pm
The Mourning After
The first was the finest
She was very quiet
I'll never forget
How she felt:
It was like velvet
Smelled like a dozen roses
Slippery as a pool of blood
Man, it felt so good
My second was sleazy
She was very easy
I'll never forget
How she felt:
It was like barbwire
Smelled like a forest fire
Dry as a sandy desert
Man, it felt so bad
Can't remember many more
Only been with a few good whores
My last I took as my bride
Show her off with plenty of pride
Never bad-mouth her 'til my last breath ...
She was very quiet
I'll never forget
How she felt:
It was like velvet
Smelled like a dozen roses
Slippery as a pool of blood
Man, it felt so good
My second was sleazy
She was very easy
I'll never forget
How she felt:
It was like barbwire
Smelled like a forest fire
Dry as a sandy desert
Man, it felt so bad
Can't remember many more
Only been with a few good whores
My last I took as my bride
Show her off with plenty of pride
Never bad-mouth her 'til my last breath ...
#love
#dark
505 reads
6 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Mar 2020 6:16pm
10th Mar 2020 6:16pm
Rise Phoenix Rise
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes,
I am reborn
No longer will I dwell in the darkness,
No longer will I mourn
Higher and higher I must rise,
Wipe the dirt and sweat from my eyes
I was born to soar
I can't take this anymore
I have to stand up and fight
Fight for my life
Rise from the ashes
Higher and higher
I must rise
2/8/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
I am reborn
No longer will I dwell in the darkness,
No longer will I mourn
Higher and higher I must rise,
Wipe the dirt and sweat from my eyes
I was born to soar
I can't take this anymore
I have to stand up and fight
Fight for my life
Rise from the ashes
Higher and higher
I must rise
2/8/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
#motivational
#inspirational
#uplifting
403 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Mar 2020 5:43am
9th Mar 2020 5:43am
The Voices
The voices say;
"Hurt yourself, you like the pain"
They talk so much they're driving me insane
I hear them all the time,
Even when I sleep
They go bump in the night,
They're the ones who creep
They get louder when I'm awake
Shut up voices,
Give me a fucking break!
I don't want to listen anymore!
Just shut up!!
Do it now,
No one ever cared
Get it over with,
Don't be scared
No voices,
I'm not concerned
You keep trying to teach me,
But I will never learn
They never listen to me,
They always...
"Hurt yourself, you like the pain"
They talk so much they're driving me insane
I hear them all the time,
Even when I sleep
They go bump in the night,
They're the ones who creep
They get louder when I'm awake
Shut up voices,
Give me a fucking break!
I don't want to listen anymore!
Just shut up!!
Do it now,
No one ever cared
Get it over with,
Don't be scared
No voices,
I'm not concerned
You keep trying to teach me,
But I will never learn
They never listen to me,
They always...
#sadness
#grief
#dark
367 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Mar 2020 5:38am
9th Mar 2020 5:38am
MurdeRedruM
Murder, murder
Redrum, redrum
Fresh blood must be spilled
It gives me such a thrill
Kill, kill, kill
Slaying never sounded so fun
This dirty deed has to be done
The slaughter brings me laughter
Massacre the masses
Plague the plenty
Eviscerate everybody
Carry out the carnage
Death is the only decision
Execution is the extreme forgiveness
Murder
Redrum
Everyone must die, spare no lives
So many should suffer
These threatening thoughts always rush through my head
Sometimes I think everyone would be...
Redrum, redrum
Fresh blood must be spilled
It gives me such a thrill
Kill, kill, kill
Slaying never sounded so fun
This dirty deed has to be done
The slaughter brings me laughter
Massacre the masses
Plague the plenty
Eviscerate everybody
Carry out the carnage
Death is the only decision
Execution is the extreme forgiveness
Murder
Redrum
Everyone must die, spare no lives
So many should suffer
These threatening thoughts always rush through my head
Sometimes I think everyone would be...
#dark
#murder
#evil #nightmares
#evil #nightmares
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Mar 2020 2:14pm
8th Mar 2020 2:14pm
Her
Daydreaming about her
She brings me so much bliss
My day always gets better
She drags me from the abyss
She illuminates the dark
Making everything bright
I love her every day
I love her every night
She puts a smile across my face
We have a love no one can erase
I feel our love will last forever
We have a tie no one can sever
5/3/19
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
She brings me so much bliss
My day always gets better
She drags me from the abyss
She illuminates the dark
Making everything bright
I love her every day
I love her every night
She puts a smile across my face
We have a love no one can erase
I feel our love will last forever
We have a tie no one can sever
5/3/19
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
#love
#wife
#husband #marriage
#husband #marriage
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Mar 2020 2:13pm
8th Mar 2020 2:13pm
Confessions of a Cutter
The scars on my wrists tell a tall tale
I was born to lose, set to fail
The razor slices across the tattered vein
I see my reflection in the bloodstain
I find the pleasure hidden in the pain
You may think what I do is inhumane
There is a method to all of this madness
Hidden in the self-hate and sadness
These are the confessions of a cutter
What you read may make you shudder
The scarlet spills onto the floor
I just can't take it anymore
Cutting towards my palm
No longer can I keep calm
Lying in this blood that won't clot ...
I was born to lose, set to fail
The razor slices across the tattered vein
I see my reflection in the bloodstain
I find the pleasure hidden in the pain
You may think what I do is inhumane
There is a method to all of this madness
Hidden in the self-hate and sadness
These are the confessions of a cutter
What you read may make you shudder
The scarlet spills onto the floor
I just can't take it anymore
Cutting towards my palm
No longer can I keep calm
Lying in this blood that won't clot ...
#sadness
#depression
#hate #SelfHarm
#hate #SelfHarm
490 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Mar 2020 1:17am
8th Mar 2020 1:17am
Humaniac
This is a cry for help
I can't do this by myself
I'm sick of all this pain
It's driven me past insane
I've failed you
I've failed me too
I'm unhinged by it
I desperately want to quit
I need some help
I'm living my own hell
Save me from myself
I'm just a humaniac
Trying to hold it all back
2/28/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
I can't do this by myself
I'm sick of all this pain
It's driven me past insane
I've failed you
I've failed me too
I'm unhinged by it
I desperately want to quit
I need some help
I'm living my own hell
Save me from myself
I'm just a humaniac
Trying to hold it all back
2/28/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
#grief
#dark
#curse
452 reads
7 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Mar 2020 1:11am
8th Mar 2020 1:11am
The Demon Drink
I can't put the bottle down
Buy myself another round
Should I take a rest
Or take another drink?
My mind is such a mess
I can't even think
My vision is so blurred
Every word is slurred
The room is starting to spin
When will this night conclude?
I've drank too much
I am so screwed
If I try to stand,
I will surely fall
This is my last drink
I'm not a drunk after all
2/27/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
Buy myself another round
Should I take a rest
Or take another drink?
My mind is such a mess
I can't even think
My vision is so blurred
Every word is slurred
The room is starting to spin
When will this night conclude?
I've drank too much
I am so screwed
If I try to stand,
I will surely fall
This is my last drink
I'm not a drunk after all
2/27/2020
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
#alcohol
561 reads
4 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
7th Mar 2020 12:26pm
7th Mar 2020 12:26pm
beLIEve
Don't believe the lies spread right before your eyes
The shepherd spews nothing but sharp-tongued venomous lies
Free yourself from the flock and soon you'll realize
This "God" you all pray to will some day betray you
There is no time to repent, that time is all spent
Your strange fixation of the crucifix I find rather sick
Over the years my prayers have fallen on deaf ears
I would rather die than listen to another fucking lie
I refuse to idolize and worship all this religious hypocritical bullshit
6/6/19
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
The shepherd spews nothing but sharp-tongued venomous lies
Free yourself from the flock and soon you'll realize
This "God" you all pray to will some day betray you
There is no time to repent, that time is all spent
Your strange fixation of the crucifix I find rather sick
Over the years my prayers have fallen on deaf ears
I would rather die than listen to another fucking lie
I refuse to idolize and worship all this religious hypocritical bullshit
6/6/19
(c) Sean Paul Gillum
#atheism
546 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Mar 2020 12:21pm
7th Mar 2020 12:21pm
Automatic Autopsy
As I hack your limbs away with my chainsaw
The stench of your putrid flesh is very intoxicating
I savor the taste of your blue lips as if your crimson still flowed
Bleed you dry
Until you die
Drain you empty
Life ends abruptly
Sawing your body in half
It just makes me laugh
Your lifeless corpse is left for me to pillage
I will spread your cadaver across the village
No respect is shown as I spit in the eyes of your decapitated head
Massacring you will bring thoughts of dread
As you too join the legion of dead
Mutilating you...
The stench of your putrid flesh is very intoxicating
I savor the taste of your blue lips as if your crimson still flowed
Bleed you dry
Until you die
Drain you empty
Life ends abruptly
Sawing your body in half
It just makes me laugh
Your lifeless corpse is left for me to pillage
I will spread your cadaver across the village
No respect is shown as I spit in the eyes of your decapitated head
Massacring you will bring thoughts of dread
As you too join the legion of dead
Mutilating you...
#dark
#murder
#evil
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8 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by Order_in_Chaos (Sean Paul Gillum)
