Submissions by Oohloulala (Loulou)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I overthink everything. I occasionally write.
SELF POEM
Published
30th Nov 2024 4:28am
30th Nov 2024 4:28am
Faeries
#peace
189 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Nov 2024 2:25am
26th Nov 2024 2:25am
Untitled
I might push you away, but it’s easier to imagine that you will let me down than think you won’t.
My feelings won’t be hurt as much when the inevitable happens.
It’s a special kind of sadness and abandonment that builds these barriers, few people understand it and I’m glad of that.
A therapist said it’s called hyper independence and comes from neglect, how the behaviour stems from a lack of affection, security when a mind is young and developing.
Well meant I think but I can see from the look she gives me the only experience she has of this is from reading a book. ...
My feelings won’t be hurt as much when the inevitable happens.
It’s a special kind of sadness and abandonment that builds these barriers, few people understand it and I’m glad of that.
A therapist said it’s called hyper independence and comes from neglect, how the behaviour stems from a lack of affection, security when a mind is young and developing.
Well meant I think but I can see from the look she gives me the only experience she has of this is from reading a book. ...
#FeelingLost
#heartbroken
292 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Aug 2024 10:46pm
7th Aug 2024 10:46pm
14
#childhood
#motherhood
#teens
306 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Mar 2024 3:46am
24th Mar 2024 3:46am
Untitled
#love
#hurt
402 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
16th Mar 2024 2:19am
16th Mar 2024 2:19am
Rage
An overboiling kettle,
Scalding metal,
Molten lava melting all it touches,
Don't fucking touch me,
for the love of God please.
As rage rushes like Vesuvius,
Let it all pour out my love.
Grandiose power drawn from roman deities,
Psychosis in the melancholy,
Pain and love my dichotomy.
A sharp inhale, clutching at air
"I can't breathe"
Scared i'll drown in my own fury.
They can see what they are doing,
Polluting the essence of your being
Yet watch me disregard the intuitive
feelings...
Scalding metal,
Molten lava melting all it touches,
Don't fucking touch me,
for the love of God please.
As rage rushes like Vesuvius,
Let it all pour out my love.
Grandiose power drawn from roman deities,
Psychosis in the melancholy,
Pain and love my dichotomy.
A sharp inhale, clutching at air
"I can't breathe"
Scared i'll drown in my own fury.
They can see what they are doing,
Polluting the essence of your being
Yet watch me disregard the intuitive
feelings...
#anger
277 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jan 2024 4:36am
27th Jan 2024 4:36am
My heart
I scoop the shattered pieces between my hands.
Little shards sometimes snap and penetrate into the gaps between my fingers as I kneel on the floor.
I've performed the task many times before but it's easy to lose fragments amongst the dirt and debris.
I work carefully, every piece missing is a sliver lost in me.
Impossible to fix perfectly, but kindness and sunlight, and being alone for some time, it won't be the same design but it should work alright.
I'll still try.
Little shards sometimes snap and penetrate into the gaps between my fingers as I kneel on the floor.
I've performed the task many times before but it's easy to lose fragments amongst the dirt and debris.
I work carefully, every piece missing is a sliver lost in me.
Impossible to fix perfectly, but kindness and sunlight, and being alone for some time, it won't be the same design but it should work alright.
I'll still try.
#love
374 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Nov 2023 00:05am
1st Nov 2023 00:05am
London's burning
#death
#home
371 reads
3 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Sep 2023 1:29am
9th Sep 2023 1:29am
Words to live by
#kindness
#inspirational
#TruthOfLife
419 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Jun 2023 1:08am
12th Jun 2023 1:08am
Adhd
#MentalHealth
#ADHD
535 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2022 2:52am
2nd Oct 2022 2:52am
This C*ntry
#politics
#rebellion
856 reads
10 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2022 00:45am
2nd Aug 2022 00:45am
Most people are c*nts
#relationships
#honesty
1008 reads
14 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2022 3:10am
29th May 2022 3:10am
Second guesser
#anxiety
#regret
#aging
1021 reads
11 Comments
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