Submissions by Officialkn9ne (Kiki Longmire)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SONG LYRICS
Published
21st Jul 2020 5:57am
21st Jul 2020 5:57am
Prove It
I really got it out the mud I can prove it
I worked long hour shifts and still kept it moving
Couldn’t stop my grind or the movement
Took a couple L’s but I’m back and I ain’t losing
They see me walking around the streets
Cause I ain’t have no way
Worked a 12 and came back the next day.
I’m on my grind and I’m chasing bank.
See I done earned every dollar that I made.
I’m self paid.
Never lost my way.
Just grinding it out day by day.
The struggle was real.
I’m out here chasing a deal.
Gotta do it for the ones who...
I worked long hour shifts and still kept it moving
Couldn’t stop my grind or the movement
Took a couple L’s but I’m back and I ain’t losing
They see me walking around the streets
Cause I ain’t have no way
Worked a 12 and came back the next day.
I’m on my grind and I’m chasing bank.
See I done earned every dollar that I made.
I’m self paid.
Never lost my way.
Just grinding it out day by day.
The struggle was real.
I’m out here chasing a deal.
Gotta do it for the ones who...
#teens
#lyrics
#rap
#poverty
#SelfWorth
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SONG LYRICS
Published
21st Jul 2020 5:53am
21st Jul 2020 5:53am
Backstabber
They tryna cross me like a crucifix
I see the hate, it’s sad to say but I got used to this
Every single day it’s something new and I’m sick of it
I make my own money so I’m through with it
These bitches crazy and I’m not doing it
She tried to call my phone, always accusing shit
I’m just tryna make it out the mud
they see the drip
These stab wounds are getting covered
I’m not losing shit
You thought you had me down pat but that’s ludacris
You tryna fuck up my wave girl
You tryna drive me insane girl
Every single day they...
I see the hate, it’s sad to say but I got used to this
Every single day it’s something new and I’m sick of it
I make my own money so I’m through with it
These bitches crazy and I’m not doing it
She tried to call my phone, always accusing shit
I’m just tryna make it out the mud
they see the drip
These stab wounds are getting covered
I’m not losing shit
You thought you had me down pat but that’s ludacris
You tryna fuck up my wave girl
You tryna drive me insane girl
Every single day they...
#hate
#betrayal
#lyrics
#humankind
#rap
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
7th Jun 2020 4:23am
7th Jun 2020 4:23am
God I’m Sorry
God I feel ashamed, I tainted your name
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the...
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the...
#religion
#Christian
#shame
#frustration
#aging
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SONG LYRICS
Published
7th Jun 2020 4:11am
7th Jun 2020 4:11am
True Story
Roses are red violets are blue
Why did you leave? I still have no clue
Look at my phone see nothing from you
This girl had me blocked these feeling too true
I hope you okay Cuhz this love is past due
My hearts turning black my face has turned blue
Like how could you leave, the shit we went through
Ain’t nowhere to run I can’t run to you
She was 25 and I was 17
I used to hurt her and she used to hurt me, Just a young queen, living her dream
Tried to make it work but it was always something
Thought about our future but you was in the...
Why did you leave? I still have no clue
Look at my phone see nothing from you
This girl had me blocked these feeling too true
I hope you okay Cuhz this love is past due
My hearts turning black my face has turned blue
Like how could you leave, the shit we went through
Ain’t nowhere to run I can’t run to you
She was 25 and I was 17
I used to hurt her and she used to hurt me, Just a young queen, living her dream
Tried to make it work but it was always something
Thought about our future but you was in the...
#sadness
#anger
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
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SONG LYRICS
Published
29th Jan 2020 5:27pm
29th Jan 2020 5:27pm
The Truth Hurts
A month and seven days
Wasted my time, now all I feel is pain
Can't believe you changed
Stuck in my lane
Had to man up and face these things
You caused me pain
Ever since you left, girl, it ain't been the same
Wanna move on but I can't face this pain
Memories fade
You took all my love, heartbreak
2018 do me right
We were closer than ever
Rather have you as a friend than never
Wanna change for the better
But my heart is cold, like this weather
Used to picture us together
Forever and ever
Heart...
Wasted my time, now all I feel is pain
Can't believe you changed
Stuck in my lane
Had to man up and face these things
You caused me pain
Ever since you left, girl, it ain't been the same
Wanna move on but I can't face this pain
Memories fade
You took all my love, heartbreak
2018 do me right
We were closer than ever
Rather have you as a friend than never
Wanna change for the better
But my heart is cold, like this weather
Used to picture us together
Forever and ever
Heart...
#anger
#heartbroken
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
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SONG LYRICS
Published
21st Sep 2019 11:04pm
21st Sep 2019 11:04pm
Kinda Love
Your ocean eyes drift me away,
Fall from the sky; your angel wings
I fell in love with the things you say
You fell in love with the better things
She's breaking hearts and taking notes,
I fell apart why did you go
It's kind of hard to let you know
I fall apart why did you go...
You're so intoxicating, my mind locked on you girl I'm incarcerated – no visits taken
Thought this was forever, guess you was mistaken
Told you that I loved you girl, I wasn't faking
All them nights I stayed up, I can't believe it
I gave you my heart, you...
Fall from the sky; your angel wings
I fell in love with the things you say
You fell in love with the better things
She's breaking hearts and taking notes,
I fell apart why did you go
It's kind of hard to let you know
I fall apart why did you go...
You're so intoxicating, my mind locked on you girl I'm incarcerated – no visits taken
Thought this was forever, guess you was mistaken
Told you that I loved you girl, I wasn't faking
All them nights I stayed up, I can't believe it
I gave you my heart, you...
#regret
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#FirstLove
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Aug 2019 10:23pm
10th Aug 2019 10:23pm
One Cut, Two Cut
One cut, two cut, three cut, four.
Cry for a while then cut some more.
Open cut, Closed cut, cut stabbed over.
Drink away the pain, then cut again sober.
Old cut, New cut, cut dripping blood.
Drag the blade across and watch as it floods.
Cut on my wrist, cut on my thigh.
Wait ‘til everyone’s asleep,
then cut in the night.
Small cut, Big cut, cut too deep.
Sit and watch as it continues to bleed.
Hi cut, Bye cut, it keeps bleeding out.
See you later cut.
It’s all over now.
Cry for a while then cut some more.
Open cut, Closed cut, cut stabbed over.
Drink away the pain, then cut again sober.
Old cut, New cut, cut dripping blood.
Drag the blade across and watch as it floods.
Cut on my wrist, cut on my thigh.
Wait ‘til everyone’s asleep,
then cut in the night.
Small cut, Big cut, cut too deep.
Sit and watch as it continues to bleed.
Hi cut, Bye cut, it keeps bleeding out.
See you later cut.
It’s all over now.
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#misunderstood
#emotional
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Aug 2019 10:12pm
10th Aug 2019 10:12pm
I Wish
I looked out into the night sky
And saw my wishing star
Even though I promised myself I wouldn’t
have you enter my thoughts no more
I made a few wishes upon your name
I wished love brought us together
I wished to hold you next to me so tight
I wished to feel me in your arms
I wished to smell your presence
I wished to travel the world with you
Even if it was in our wishes
I wished I could love you with no regrets
I wished I could tell your face I love you
I squeezed my eyes and shut them tight
And asked God for one more...
And saw my wishing star
Even though I promised myself I wouldn’t
have you enter my thoughts no more
I made a few wishes upon your name
I wished love brought us together
I wished to hold you next to me so tight
I wished to feel me in your arms
I wished to smell your presence
I wished to travel the world with you
Even if it was in our wishes
I wished I could love you with no regrets
I wished I could tell your face I love you
I squeezed my eyes and shut them tight
And asked God for one more...
#rejection
#summer
#night
#MovingOn
#ForbiddenLove
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
28th May 2019 2:49am
28th May 2019 2:49am
Saved
I know Christ Jesus
Saved my soul,
For on the cross
He made me whole.
He took deep stripes
Upon His back,
That nothing I
Would ever lack.
I reached up
And could not contain,
The Blood that flowed
In Jesus name.
The tears were falling
Down my cheek;
I could not talk,
I could not speak.
I only could
Bow down in love,
Because I knew
He’d reign above.
Christ brought salvation
To the earth,
And paid the price
For our new birth.
And now I’ll...
Saved my soul,
For on the cross
He made me whole.
He took deep stripes
Upon His back,
That nothing I
Would ever lack.
I reached up
And could not contain,
The Blood that flowed
In Jesus name.
The tears were falling
Down my cheek;
I could not talk,
I could not speak.
I only could
Bow down in love,
Because I knew
He’d reign above.
Christ brought salvation
To the earth,
And paid the price
For our new birth.
And now I’ll...
#love
#religion
#God
#Christian
#honesty
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SELF POEM
Published
26th May 2019 2:48am
26th May 2019 2:48am
The Power Of Love
I don't think I could ever live with either a man or a woman for a long time. Male and female are attractive to my mind, but when it comes to the sexual act I am afraid. In every situation I need a lot of stimulation before I am conquered by the forces of passion and lust. But confusion, before and after, is the dominant factor.
I dreamed many times about a mature man with experience who would have the vigour of a boy but an adult's polished methods. Strangely enough, I also dreamed about women of my mother's age who were ideal lovers. These dreams came superimposed on one another....
I dreamed many times about a mature man with experience who would have the vigour of a boy but an adult's polished methods. Strangely enough, I also dreamed about women of my mother's age who were ideal lovers. These dreams came superimposed on one another....
#love
#identity
#honesty
#confusion
#bisexual
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SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd May 2019 8:11pm
23rd May 2019 8:11pm
Self-Made
I told y’all once before, I’m back on my grind
I got my dad’s blood, I be spittin’ that fire
I came along way, no time to retire
I be pushin’ my luck, spare tire
Y’all haters must be tired of the way I speak
Get on a track and murder any beat
Can’t give time to wack MC’s
We gotta eat — This is beef
Don’t come for me
Y’all better off catching sharks by the jaw and teeth — This is Ki
You gotta respect the name
Came from a King, but never paved my way
Had to get it on my own, I’m here to stay
Never switched up on my gang, Can’t...
I got my dad’s blood, I be spittin’ that fire
I came along way, no time to retire
I be pushin’ my luck, spare tire
Y’all haters must be tired of the way I speak
Get on a track and murder any beat
Can’t give time to wack MC’s
We gotta eat — This is beef
Don’t come for me
Y’all better off catching sharks by the jaw and teeth — This is Ki
You gotta respect the name
Came from a King, but never paved my way
Had to get it on my own, I’m here to stay
Never switched up on my gang, Can’t...
#lyrics
#confessional
#rap
#MovingOn
#SelfDiscovery
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SONG LYRICS
Published
21st May 2019 6:49pm
21st May 2019 6:49pm
Goodbye
Verse 1
God forgive me for my sins, I can't live like this
My conscience is too strong, i need your forgiveness
There is too much burden pressing up my chest
Maybe I should swallow pills and go to rest
That would not change a thing, everything would be the same
Only my body will be gone, nobody would remember my name
I know you can hear me now, when I pray and when I cry
Begging you to make me stronger when I look up at the sky
Your the only one who knows that I've tried
To be a better person when i cried and swallowed pride
I repent for...
God forgive me for my sins, I can't live like this
My conscience is too strong, i need your forgiveness
There is too much burden pressing up my chest
Maybe I should swallow pills and go to rest
That would not change a thing, everything would be the same
Only my body will be gone, nobody would remember my name
I know you can hear me now, when I pray and when I cry
Begging you to make me stronger when I look up at the sky
Your the only one who knows that I've tried
To be a better person when i cried and swallowed pride
I repent for...
#sadness
#dark
#suicide
#religion
#suffering
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