Submissions by Officialkn9ne (Kiki Longmire)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Miss Me
You can put me on airplane mode
You’re still gonna think about me
When you want someone to hold
You’re still gonna think about me
It can take you all night or the rest of your life
But until you change your mind
You can put me on airplane mode
You’re still gonna think about me
No matter what I do I still think of you
Even though I really shouldn’t
I’m so bulletproof
Open up my chest, yeah I done caught the flu
Tired of losing all my ways
I’m so through with you
You’re gonna miss me
Miss the way you used to...
You’re still gonna think about me
When you want someone to hold
You’re still gonna think about me
It can take you all night or the rest of your life
But until you change your mind
You can put me on airplane mode
You’re still gonna think about me
No matter what I do I still think of you
Even though I really shouldn’t
I’m so bulletproof
Open up my chest, yeah I done caught the flu
Tired of losing all my ways
I’m so through with you
You’re gonna miss me
Miss the way you used to...
#teens
#breakup
#nostalgia
#manipulation
#deception
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Go Hard
On God I go hard
If you say the wrong thing I’m ah catch a charge
Keep a bag on deck with a stick in the car
If she talking good dick I’m the best by far
On God I go hard
If you say the wrong thing I’m ah catch a charge
Keep a bag on deck with a stick in the car
If she talking good dick I’m the best by far
Back breaka dick make her legs shake her
When it come to the best there should be no debata
I’m to playa Hardknoca creater
Fuck the middle man cause they never want to pay up
That dash board I’m speeding in a nascar ...
If you say the wrong thing I’m ah catch a charge
Keep a bag on deck with a stick in the car
If she talking good dick I’m the best by far
On God I go hard
If you say the wrong thing I’m ah catch a charge
Keep a bag on deck with a stick in the car
If she talking good dick I’m the best by far
Back breaka dick make her legs shake her
When it come to the best there should be no debata
I’m to playa Hardknoca creater
Fuck the middle man cause they never want to pay up
That dash board I’m speeding in a nascar ...
#lesbian
#relationships
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
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Lies
(Hook)
Telling myself lies, just how many times
Does it take for my world to break
(Verse)
Take away the pain
Take away the tears
Take everything that I have
I don’t want to be here
Too many in my ear
Trying to stay clear
But the love I have for you
Feels like it’s not there
It’s a constant battle
Constant back and forth
Between blood and the Iove of my life
I’m just fucked up
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know who to trust
I’m 3 seconds away
Of not giving a fuck
I’m in my backpack ...
Telling myself lies, just how many times
Does it take for my world to break
(Verse)
Take away the pain
Take away the tears
Take everything that I have
I don’t want to be here
Too many in my ear
Trying to stay clear
But the love I have for you
Feels like it’s not there
It’s a constant battle
Constant back and forth
Between blood and the Iove of my life
I’m just fucked up
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know who to trust
I’m 3 seconds away
Of not giving a fuck
I’m in my backpack ...
#breakup
#conflict
#lies
#TimeHeals
#manipulation
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Ashamed
God I feel ashamed, I tainted your name
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the book, I pack in...
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the book, I pack in...
#loneliness
#death
#religion
#Christian
#shame
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Hostage
A lot of pain built up
I don’t wanna feel your love
I just want to fuck
Late Night Day creeping
Just the two of us
Fuss and fighting all evening
Tired of feeling love
Thought you said you loved me
I just call your bluff
I feel like your hostage
I’m not good enough
It’s been a rough 2 days
Tryna clear it up
All we do is argue
Gave my feelings up
I’m tired of feeling this hurt
I’m tired of not being heard
All my feelings pent up
This shit is fucking absurd
You done lost your mind ...
I don’t wanna feel your love
I just want to fuck
Late Night Day creeping
Just the two of us
Fuss and fighting all evening
Tired of feeling love
Thought you said you loved me
I just call your bluff
I feel like your hostage
I’m not good enough
It’s been a rough 2 days
Tryna clear it up
All we do is argue
Gave my feelings up
I’m tired of feeling this hurt
I’m tired of not being heard
All my feelings pent up
This shit is fucking absurd
You done lost your mind ...
#anger
#loneliness
#dark
#heartbroken
#betrayal
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Old School Love
Verse 1
Man I’m feeling bright and it’s coming your way
We are 2 different people
We live in 2 different lanes
It’s hard not to call you up, not to sound insane
I’ve been wanting you for 6 months
When things gon change?
You’re playing hard to get
I see it in your eyes
I know you wouldn’t mind me licking in between your thighs
It’s not your body, it’s not your size
I promise I won’t be like them other guys
It’s an obsession and I can’t tame it
All this love around me, I feel famous
Walking the road of death
And...
Man I’m feeling bright and it’s coming your way
We are 2 different people
We live in 2 different lanes
It’s hard not to call you up, not to sound insane
I’ve been wanting you for 6 months
When things gon change?
You’re playing hard to get
I see it in your eyes
I know you wouldn’t mind me licking in between your thighs
It’s not your body, it’s not your size
I promise I won’t be like them other guys
It’s an obsession and I can’t tame it
All this love around me, I feel famous
Walking the road of death
And...
#girlfriend
#support
#respect
#FirstLove
#LookingForLove
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If I Die Tonight
If I die tonight
There ain’t gonna be no funeral
Put me in a box
That’s the only thing you should do
Got no love from my pops
Yeah but it was cool
I’m dead and gone
I wished that I knew you.
I’m from the gutta — where niggas don’t eat
We got each other and that’s all that we need
From different mothers, but run with the same team
It’s sad to say but I’m all that I need
I can’t run these streets, no, not today
I’m trying my best each and everyday
Gotta work long hours, gotta get paid
My goal is to move out...
There ain’t gonna be no funeral
Put me in a box
That’s the only thing you should do
Got no love from my pops
Yeah but it was cool
I’m dead and gone
I wished that I knew you.
I’m from the gutta — where niggas don’t eat
We got each other and that’s all that we need
From different mothers, but run with the same team
It’s sad to say but I’m all that I need
I can’t run these streets, no, not today
I’m trying my best each and everyday
Gotta work long hours, gotta get paid
My goal is to move out...
#childhood
#LGBT
#lyrics
#MyInspiration
#rap
867 reads
4 Comments
Prove It
I really got it out the mud I can prove it
I worked long hour shifts and still kept it moving
Couldn’t stop my grind or the movement
Took a couple L’s but I’m back and I ain’t losing
They see me walking around the streets
Cause I ain’t have no way
Worked a 12 and came back the next day.
I’m on my grind and I’m chasing bank.
See I done earned every dollar that I made.
I’m self paid.
Never lost my way.
Just grinding it out day by day.
The struggle was real.
I’m out here chasing a deal.
Gotta do it for the ones who...
I worked long hour shifts and still kept it moving
Couldn’t stop my grind or the movement
Took a couple L’s but I’m back and I ain’t losing
They see me walking around the streets
Cause I ain’t have no way
Worked a 12 and came back the next day.
I’m on my grind and I’m chasing bank.
See I done earned every dollar that I made.
I’m self paid.
Never lost my way.
Just grinding it out day by day.
The struggle was real.
I’m out here chasing a deal.
Gotta do it for the ones who...
#teens
#lyrics
#rap
#poverty
#SelfWorth
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Backstabber
They tryna cross me like a crucifix
I see the hate, it’s sad to say but I got used to this
Every single day it’s something new and I’m sick of it
I make my own money so I’m through with it
These bitches crazy and I’m not doing it
She tried to call my phone, always accusing shit
I’m just tryna make it out the mud
they see the drip
These stab wounds are getting covered
I’m not losing shit
You thought you had me down pat but that’s ludacris
You tryna fuck up my wave girl
You tryna drive me insane girl
Every single day they...
I see the hate, it’s sad to say but I got used to this
Every single day it’s something new and I’m sick of it
I make my own money so I’m through with it
These bitches crazy and I’m not doing it
She tried to call my phone, always accusing shit
I’m just tryna make it out the mud
they see the drip
These stab wounds are getting covered
I’m not losing shit
You thought you had me down pat but that’s ludacris
You tryna fuck up my wave girl
You tryna drive me insane girl
Every single day they...
#hate
#betrayal
#lyrics
#humankind
#rap
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God I’m Sorry
God I feel ashamed, I tainted your name
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the...
After everything you did, Lord I can’t change
You gave your blood, you died for me
I don’t deserve your love but you still give it to me
All I’m asking for is your mercy
I just pray you watch over me
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
At the end of the day I’m crackin’
I just hope it’s not too late for me
I feel your blood on my satin sheets
It’s 2020 and I done lost all my faith you see
But I can’t take no more, I’m coming back
What I lack in the...
#religion
#Christian
#shame
#frustration
#aging
390 reads
3 Comments
True Story
Roses are red violets are blue
Why did you leave? I still have no clue
Look at my phone see nothing from you
This girl had me blocked these feeling too true
I hope you okay Cuhz this love is past due
My hearts turning black my face has turned blue
Like how could you leave, the shit we went through
Ain’t nowhere to run I can’t run to you
She was 25 and I was 17
I used to hurt her and she used to hurt me, Just a young queen, living her dream
Tried to make it work but it was always something
Thought about our future but you was in the...
Why did you leave? I still have no clue
Look at my phone see nothing from you
This girl had me blocked these feeling too true
I hope you okay Cuhz this love is past due
My hearts turning black my face has turned blue
Like how could you leave, the shit we went through
Ain’t nowhere to run I can’t run to you
She was 25 and I was 17
I used to hurt her and she used to hurt me, Just a young queen, living her dream
Tried to make it work but it was always something
Thought about our future but you was in the...
#sadness
#anger
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
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The Truth Hurts
A month and seven days
Wasted my time, now all I feel is pain
Can't believe you changed
Stuck in my lane
Had to man up and face these things
You caused me pain
Ever since you left, girl, it ain't been the same
Wanna move on but I can't face this pain
Memories fade
You took all my love, heartbreak
2018 do me right
We were closer than ever
Rather have you as a friend than never
Wanna change for the better
But my heart is cold, like this weather
Used to picture us together
Forever and ever
Heart...
Wasted my time, now all I feel is pain
Can't believe you changed
Stuck in my lane
Had to man up and face these things
You caused me pain
Ever since you left, girl, it ain't been the same
Wanna move on but I can't face this pain
Memories fade
You took all my love, heartbreak
2018 do me right
We were closer than ever
Rather have you as a friend than never
Wanna change for the better
But my heart is cold, like this weather
Used to picture us together
Forever and ever
Heart...
#anger
#heartbroken
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
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