Submissions by NikkiD
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hey, Wouldn't Quite Say I Am A Poet, I Just Write How I Feel When I Feel It. Sometimes Dark Sometimes Enlightening, Either Way Hope You Enjoy.
DARK POEM
Published
17th Jan 2018 4:04am
17th Jan 2018 4:04am
Existing
Stumbling Through This Plane Of Existence
It'll Take More Than Persistence To Go the Distance
Life Has No Purpose If Your Already Dead
Are The Only Comforting Words That Echo Through My Head
I Feel I'm Slowing Down Even As I'm Falling
Waiting For The Crash As my Fears Are Silently Calling
Sleep Isn't Sleep Anymore, It's More An Escape
Where All My Dark Thoughts Just Seem To Take Shape
I Don't Fear The Darkness As It's Always Been There
Invading My Soul To The Point Of Despair
So Welcome to A World Where Being Yourself Isn't Enough ...
It'll Take More Than Persistence To Go the Distance
Life Has No Purpose If Your Already Dead
Are The Only Comforting Words That Echo Through My Head
I Feel I'm Slowing Down Even As I'm Falling
Waiting For The Crash As my Fears Are Silently Calling
Sleep Isn't Sleep Anymore, It's More An Escape
Where All My Dark Thoughts Just Seem To Take Shape
I Don't Fear The Darkness As It's Always Been There
Invading My Soul To The Point Of Despair
So Welcome to A World Where Being Yourself Isn't Enough ...
455 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Jan 2018 2:32am
17th Jan 2018 2:32am
Betrayal
Does It Fell Like Betrayal? It Kind Of Does
You Went And Broke My Heart, Well Just Because
You Said I Was Your Drug, And You Was Addicted
So How All Of A Sudden, Can You Feel So Conflicted
You Flat Out Betrayed My Trust
Went Back On All The Things We'd Discussed
I Honestly Thought We Had A Rare Connection
Time Spent With You Was Better Than Perfection
If you Could Cut Me Open And See Inside
You'd See My Love And Hate For You Coincide
I Can Only Hope This Feeling Is Temporary
The Thought Of Feeling Like This Forever, Is Nothing...
You Went And Broke My Heart, Well Just Because
You Said I Was Your Drug, And You Was Addicted
So How All Of A Sudden, Can You Feel So Conflicted
You Flat Out Betrayed My Trust
Went Back On All The Things We'd Discussed
I Honestly Thought We Had A Rare Connection
Time Spent With You Was Better Than Perfection
If you Could Cut Me Open And See Inside
You'd See My Love And Hate For You Coincide
I Can Only Hope This Feeling Is Temporary
The Thought Of Feeling Like This Forever, Is Nothing...
591 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2018 4:34pm
9th Jan 2018 4:34pm
Messed Up Me
Fear Is Greater Without Consent
I'll Steal Your Heart With No Intent
Plant The Seeds And Watch Them Grow
And When It's All Said And Done, Act Like I Don't Know
I Swear, I Don't Mean To Be Like This
It Starts With A Kiss And Ends In An Abyss
To The People That Love Me, I Can Be So Cold
And If Only They Knew The Lies That I've Told
I Could Argue With You All Day Long
Turn It Around And Make You Feel Wrong
See The Thing Is With Me, I Can Be So Indecisive
Force Myself Onto Your Mind, Whilst Uninvited
I'm So Skilled In The Art Of...
I'll Steal Your Heart With No Intent
Plant The Seeds And Watch Them Grow
And When It's All Said And Done, Act Like I Don't Know
I Swear, I Don't Mean To Be Like This
It Starts With A Kiss And Ends In An Abyss
To The People That Love Me, I Can Be So Cold
And If Only They Knew The Lies That I've Told
I Could Argue With You All Day Long
Turn It Around And Make You Feel Wrong
See The Thing Is With Me, I Can Be So Indecisive
Force Myself Onto Your Mind, Whilst Uninvited
I'm So Skilled In The Art Of...
653 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Jan 2018 4:27pm
8th Jan 2018 4:27pm
Us
Why Do I Take Everything Out On You, When I Love You The Most?
I've Never Been Lucky Enough To Find Someone, To Which I Feel This Close
I Know The Trust Is Not 100% And Needs To Be Repaired
But A Lifetime With My Best Friend By My Side, For That I Am Prepared
You Put Up With So Much Bullshit, And I Do Believe You'll Stay
So I Know I Let You Down Massively, The Day I Walked Away
I Gave Up On Our Relationship, Which Is Something I Know You Will Never Do
Now Looking Back, I Know, If I'd Have Tried We'd Have Made It Through
I Feel I Don't Deserve You,...
I've Never Been Lucky Enough To Find Someone, To Which I Feel This Close
I Know The Trust Is Not 100% And Needs To Be Repaired
But A Lifetime With My Best Friend By My Side, For That I Am Prepared
You Put Up With So Much Bullshit, And I Do Believe You'll Stay
So I Know I Let You Down Massively, The Day I Walked Away
I Gave Up On Our Relationship, Which Is Something I Know You Will Never Do
Now Looking Back, I Know, If I'd Have Tried We'd Have Made It Through
I Feel I Don't Deserve You,...
574 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st Feb 2017 3:48am
1st Feb 2017 3:48am
Fight Or Invite
Cut My Skin, And My Blood Runs Black
Come To Close, I'm Very Likely To Attack
I'm Not Good At Dealing, With Feelings And Emotion
Probably Half The Reason, I'm Explosive And Broken
One Thing I Do Know For Sure, Is Anxiety
It Darkens My Day, So Quickly And Silently
All Of A Sudden, So Dark And Intense
Just Stuck In The Moment, In A State Of Suspense
I Struggle To Fight It, But Prepare For Resistance
Knowing Every Time I Do, I Become A Little Bit More Distant
So Do I Let It Take Me, Or Ride It Until The End
After All, It May Be My...
Come To Close, I'm Very Likely To Attack
I'm Not Good At Dealing, With Feelings And Emotion
Probably Half The Reason, I'm Explosive And Broken
One Thing I Do Know For Sure, Is Anxiety
It Darkens My Day, So Quickly And Silently
All Of A Sudden, So Dark And Intense
Just Stuck In The Moment, In A State Of Suspense
I Struggle To Fight It, But Prepare For Resistance
Knowing Every Time I Do, I Become A Little Bit More Distant
So Do I Let It Take Me, Or Ride It Until The End
After All, It May Be My...
555 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2017 7:15am
22nd Jan 2017 7:15am
Nothing Anymore
Your Words Mean Nothing, They Never Have And Never Will
Your Lies Paralyze My Body, Like A Million Sleeping Pills
Your Touch, It's Enough To Disgust
But Your Not Happy, Until I'm Corrupt And Crushed
My Pain Makes You Happy, And My Happiness You Hate
And You Refuse To Leave, Until I'm Embarrassed And Disgraced
So Leave Me All Open, I'm Too Far Gone To Notice
Because I Know To Try And Fight You, Would Be Nothing Less Than Hopeless
Your Lies Paralyze My Body, Like A Million Sleeping Pills
Your Touch, It's Enough To Disgust
But Your Not Happy, Until I'm Corrupt And Crushed
My Pain Makes You Happy, And My Happiness You Hate
And You Refuse To Leave, Until I'm Embarrassed And Disgraced
So Leave Me All Open, I'm Too Far Gone To Notice
Because I Know To Try And Fight You, Would Be Nothing Less Than Hopeless
584 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2017 6:49am
22nd Jan 2017 6:49am
Stuck Within Me
Watching The Walls Bleed
A Sign I'll Never Be Freed,
Solitude Is My Forte
And Tomorrow's Always The Last Day,
Darkness, Danger And Mutiny
Come Together Beautifully,
Living An Eternal Sentence
Until I Reach Repentance,
Stuck In Suspended Animation
In No One Fixed Location,
And Here I'll Happily Stay
Until The Day My Body Rots And Decays.
A Sign I'll Never Be Freed,
Solitude Is My Forte
And Tomorrow's Always The Last Day,
Darkness, Danger And Mutiny
Come Together Beautifully,
Living An Eternal Sentence
Until I Reach Repentance,
Stuck In Suspended Animation
In No One Fixed Location,
And Here I'll Happily Stay
Until The Day My Body Rots And Decays.
539 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Jan 2017 6:58am
21st Jan 2017 6:58am
No More
I Won't Be Here For You No More
You Don't Get To Use Me, Or Knock On My Door
No Longer Will I Be, Your Sordid Mistake
It's Like I Watch You Fall Apart, And Then Recuperate
How Is That Fair? You Get To Put Your Feelings On Me
Your Words Growing Deeper, Like The Roots Of A Tree
I've Said It Once, I'll Say It Again
I Wont Be Here For You No More
You Don't Get To Use Me, Or Knock On My Door
No Longer Will I Be, Your Sordid Mistake
It's Like I Watch You Fall Apart, And Then Recuperate
How Is That Fair? You Get To Put Your Feelings On Me
Your Words Growing Deeper, Like The Roots Of A Tree
I've Said It Once, I'll Say It Again
I Wont Be Here For You No More
584 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Jan 2017 6:54am
21st Jan 2017 6:54am
From Words To Feelings
Contagion, Mutation, Infection, Rejection
I Feel All These Things, Like Others Feels Affection
The Things That Echo Through My Soul, They Can't Be Right
Things Such As Lust, Hatred, Deceit And Spite
Anger Leads To Hate, And Hate Leads To Sorrow
I'd Be Happy Not To Wake Up, In This World Tomorrow
If I'm Hurting Then Burn Me, I'd Rather Physical Pain
At Least If I see It, I Can Make Sense Of It In My Brain
Words Are Just Windows, That Open To Actions
Just As Conversations, Can Lead To Distractions
So Never Trust Words, Always Trust Your...
I Feel All These Things, Like Others Feels Affection
The Things That Echo Through My Soul, They Can't Be Right
Things Such As Lust, Hatred, Deceit And Spite
Anger Leads To Hate, And Hate Leads To Sorrow
I'd Be Happy Not To Wake Up, In This World Tomorrow
If I'm Hurting Then Burn Me, I'd Rather Physical Pain
At Least If I see It, I Can Make Sense Of It In My Brain
Words Are Just Windows, That Open To Actions
Just As Conversations, Can Lead To Distractions
So Never Trust Words, Always Trust Your...
639 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Jan 2017 11:12am
17th Jan 2017 11:12am
Out Out Out
Change The Weather, Change The Scenery
Change Everything That You Mean To Me
We Used To Have Love, I Thought We Had Fate
And Now I Cant Seem To Get My Head Straight
I Didn't Think Black Could Be Any Darker
Maybe Next Time, I'll Be A Bit Smarter
Im a Realist, And Know Nothing Lasts Forever
But Still Enjoy These Rare Moments Of Pleasure
Feeling Lost, As You Was My Best Friend
But Time To Move On, To Grow And Transcend.
Change Everything That You Mean To Me
We Used To Have Love, I Thought We Had Fate
And Now I Cant Seem To Get My Head Straight
I Didn't Think Black Could Be Any Darker
Maybe Next Time, I'll Be A Bit Smarter
Im a Realist, And Know Nothing Lasts Forever
But Still Enjoy These Rare Moments Of Pleasure
Feeling Lost, As You Was My Best Friend
But Time To Move On, To Grow And Transcend.
663 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
16th Jan 2017 6:32am
16th Jan 2017 6:32am
Lost Where I Dont Belong
Feeling Dark, Turn On The Lights
Forgot How To Love, But Know How To Fight
This Room Is Forever, A Never Ending Struggle
I'd Still Rather Be Here, In A Pitch Black Bubble
Just Like A Star, Burning Away
Only No Bright Shine, Just A Dull Grey
I Look At This Place And Know I'm Not Home
I'm Not Suppose To Be Here, I Know This Much
This Is Not Where I Belong
Forgot How To Love, But Know How To Fight
This Room Is Forever, A Never Ending Struggle
I'd Still Rather Be Here, In A Pitch Black Bubble
Just Like A Star, Burning Away
Only No Bright Shine, Just A Dull Grey
I Look At This Place And Know I'm Not Home
I'm Not Suppose To Be Here, I Know This Much
This Is Not Where I Belong
807 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
16th Jan 2017 6:27am
16th Jan 2017 6:27am
You My Fate
Infect My Soul
Leave Me To Bleed
You Feel Like A Terminal Disease
Locked In A Room, With Empty Space
To Call It A Sin, Would Be A Disgrace
You Have My Thriving, Just Like A Fiend
My Soul Again, will Never Feel Clean
You Leave Me Dark, With Anger And Hate
But Somehow I Feel You Are My Fate.
Leave Me To Bleed
You Feel Like A Terminal Disease
Locked In A Room, With Empty Space
To Call It A Sin, Would Be A Disgrace
You Have My Thriving, Just Like A Fiend
My Soul Again, will Never Feel Clean
You Leave Me Dark, With Anger And Hate
But Somehow I Feel You Are My Fate.
715 reads
3 Comments
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