Submissions by Mstrmnd1923
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Death Is The One
It's here the angel of death
I've waited long and patiently
Crystallized memories exhale my breath
I'm so sorry please forgive me
For years and years I've bled
Drowning this pain inside
Friendships I've often misled
Truth is long ago I died
My thoughts always were confused
What's the point of being here
My feelings all scarred and bruised
I always knew greatness was near
Then quietly I heard I knock
And slowly I approached the door
Readily I unlocked the lock
It's here what I've been searching for
Opening to the...
I've waited long and patiently
Crystallized memories exhale my breath
I'm so sorry please forgive me
For years and years I've bled
Drowning this pain inside
Friendships I've often misled
Truth is long ago I died
My thoughts always were confused
What's the point of being here
My feelings all scarred and bruised
I always knew greatness was near
Then quietly I heard I knock
And slowly I approached the door
Readily I unlocked the lock
It's here what I've been searching for
Opening to the...
#hope
#admiration
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Asylum
The wind rustles echoes stir
Remembering what he did before
On the ground the victims lay
Flashbacks of that horrid day
Screams and questions fill his head
Blinded by the color red
Darkness haunts the sometimes scary
Memories created the imaginary
Blackened soul no guilt to feel
Haunted by what isn't real
Racing heart and gasping breath
Tightness grips his inner chest
Surging jolts and seizing death
Soon too he will be blessed
Medicated to believe the lie
Fighting back he couldn't try
Slowly his body now paralyzed...
Remembering what he did before
On the ground the victims lay
Flashbacks of that horrid day
Screams and questions fill his head
Blinded by the color red
Darkness haunts the sometimes scary
Memories created the imaginary
Blackened soul no guilt to feel
Haunted by what isn't real
Racing heart and gasping breath
Tightness grips his inner chest
Surging jolts and seizing death
Soon too he will be blessed
Medicated to believe the lie
Fighting back he couldn't try
Slowly his body now paralyzed...
#anxiety
#loneliness
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Misery
Leave me in my misery
Alone and left undead
Punishing my reality
And haunt the life I dread
Chances deny my death
And tease my slowing blood
Stuck with everlasting breath
Rain tortures my tears that flood
My mind escapes and I erase
The future doesn't deserve me
My life continues and I race
For death is my fantasy
Day by day and night by night
I'm searching for some peace
When death comes I won't fight
Please make my misery cease
...
Alone and left undead
Punishing my reality
And haunt the life I dread
Chances deny my death
And tease my slowing blood
Stuck with everlasting breath
Rain tortures my tears that flood
My mind escapes and I erase
The future doesn't deserve me
My life continues and I race
For death is my fantasy
Day by day and night by night
I'm searching for some peace
When death comes I won't fight
Please make my misery cease
...
#despair
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Captivated
Just arrived home from a long day
And I see my beautiful wife
I tell her the things i want to say
As she stares at me with eternal life
She's waiting at the kitchen table
I'll make dinner for her and I
Sometimes she's unable
And too reticent to give a try
She listens so intently
And she never ever complains
I touch her face so gently
My love for her remains
In my soul and in my heart
Where it will always be
Nothing will ever tear us apart
She is everything to me
I'm tired and it's getting late ...
And I see my beautiful wife
I tell her the things i want to say
As she stares at me with eternal life
She's waiting at the kitchen table
I'll make dinner for her and I
Sometimes she's unable
And too reticent to give a try
She listens so intently
And she never ever complains
I touch her face so gently
My love for her remains
In my soul and in my heart
Where it will always be
Nothing will ever tear us apart
She is everything to me
I'm tired and it's getting late ...
#emptiness
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Poison Back
It cuts through my flesh
Leaves my heart to bleed
Oxygen and poison mesh
My vision cannot see
I'm weathered and scorned
By the bright red sun
Saturated and so burned
Doubled twice form as one
But half of me
Has journeyed in time
And this side of reality
Doesn't seem as fine
Crystalized I feel numb
As I float through the air
My mind still deaf and dumb
My heart no feelings to share
My journey has begun
But my will still fights
From life my body runs
Ruined under blackened lights ...
Leaves my heart to bleed
Oxygen and poison mesh
My vision cannot see
I'm weathered and scorned
By the bright red sun
Saturated and so burned
Doubled twice form as one
But half of me
Has journeyed in time
And this side of reality
Doesn't seem as fine
Crystalized I feel numb
As I float through the air
My mind still deaf and dumb
My heart no feelings to share
My journey has begun
But my will still fights
From life my body runs
Ruined under blackened lights ...
#anxiety
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Contrast
The red flame flickers in the night
Shadowed by orange in colors sight
The vicious winds scowl the darkened sky
Where time stands still motionless I lie
Visions of pink dance in my head
In my dream of reality her voice said
Take me it's your lucky day
Take my heart soul and body away
Her lucious radiance surrounds me
As the white moon hides what I see
Grey faces laugh and echo the night
Until the moon shines again bright
The angry clouds rush through the air
Those pale faces of death still...
Shadowed by orange in colors sight
The vicious winds scowl the darkened sky
Where time stands still motionless I lie
Visions of pink dance in my head
In my dream of reality her voice said
Take me it's your lucky day
Take my heart soul and body away
Her lucious radiance surrounds me
As the white moon hides what I see
Grey faces laugh and echo the night
Until the moon shines again bright
The angry clouds rush through the air
Those pale faces of death still...
#lust
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Stalked 2
My vision is blinded
My flesh is cut
Pain has reminded
My mind's a slut
This stalking killer
Is chasing after me
Laughter is still or
My dreams are reality
Sizzling sins sacrificed
My night is on fire
Unlike crucified Christ
The devil is a liar
Whispering in my ear
A tear rolls down my cheek
Evil thoughts full of fear
Just go away I speak
Land of the unknown
My ultimate desire
Home away from home
As evil thoughts conspire
Lost as lost can be
Get me to another day ...
My flesh is cut
Pain has reminded
My mind's a slut
This stalking killer
Is chasing after me
Laughter is still or
My dreams are reality
Sizzling sins sacrificed
My night is on fire
Unlike crucified Christ
The devil is a liar
Whispering in my ear
A tear rolls down my cheek
Evil thoughts full of fear
Just go away I speak
Land of the unknown
My ultimate desire
Home away from home
As evil thoughts conspire
Lost as lost can be
Get me to another day ...
#anxiety
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Who Really Knows
I know
Do you know
Do they know
You just think you know
That I don't know
But I know
You think you know
That I don't know
They know
But not yet, they will know
They just want to know
But they don't know
Not yet, that you know
They'll learn to know
But as soon as they know
They will know
They really don't know
Because only I know
It will seem I don't know
And all else will know
But I alone will only know
What you think you know
And what they think they know ...
Do you know
Do they know
You just think you know
That I don't know
But I know
You think you know
That I don't know
They know
But not yet, they will know
They just want to know
But they don't know
Not yet, that you know
They'll learn to know
But as soon as they know
They will know
They really don't know
Because only I know
It will seem I don't know
And all else will know
But I alone will only know
What you think you know
And what they think they know ...
#confusion
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Midnight Treat
Your appetite begins to grow
And you rise not so slow
As your midnight treats in sight
You split the seam
Fill with whipped cream
And eat to your hearts delight
Bring out the fudge
Lick and nudge
And savor the flavor all night
Then it gets merry
As you eat the cherry
Everything's tasting alright
And you rise not so slow
As your midnight treats in sight
You split the seam
Fill with whipped cream
And eat to your hearts delight
Bring out the fudge
Lick and nudge
And savor the flavor all night
Then it gets merry
As you eat the cherry
Everything's tasting alright
#happiness
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Lost
Doubt and disillusion
Chaos and confusion
Lost in this world of men
Searching hopelessly for a friend
Scared beyond all help
Desperately you yelp
Give me a clue give me a reason
Help me through this untimely season
Lost in thought and in time
My minds dive starts this climb
Up a hill across the river
Moments of memories caught in a sliver
Or rather a corner in my heart
Pains sake tearing it apart
Where am I where to go
I can't see I don't know
Laughter I hear a voice
What to do is my own...
Chaos and confusion
Lost in this world of men
Searching hopelessly for a friend
Scared beyond all help
Desperately you yelp
Give me a clue give me a reason
Help me through this untimely season
Lost in thought and in time
My minds dive starts this climb
Up a hill across the river
Moments of memories caught in a sliver
Or rather a corner in my heart
Pains sake tearing it apart
Where am I where to go
I can't see I don't know
Laughter I hear a voice
What to do is my own...
#confusion
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HATE
I hate you more and more
With every breath I take
I never was so sure
The lies you live so fake
All your answers so pretend
You dont even believe them true
You created this bitter end
Like you had nothing with it to do
A friend so say you are
Lies echo from your breath
Serrated you cut my heart scars
It doesn't matter that I left
No emotions did you share
You left me hanging on
Did you even remotely care
Or was I just always wrong
How can you sleep at night
Or look yourself in the mirror ...
With every breath I take
I never was so sure
The lies you live so fake
All your answers so pretend
You dont even believe them true
You created this bitter end
Like you had nothing with it to do
A friend so say you are
Lies echo from your breath
Serrated you cut my heart scars
It doesn't matter that I left
No emotions did you share
You left me hanging on
Did you even remotely care
Or was I just always wrong
How can you sleep at night
Or look yourself in the mirror ...
#hate
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Worthless
All my dreams fade away
Lost I stand alone
What would've been one day
Now is never known
Numbness you are so cold
No feelings did you share
Lonely I grow weary and old
Knowing you never cared
You blackened my raging heart
To you it's just a game
Your emptiness rips me apart
I will never be the same
Everyday I feel this pain
Of what you did to me
Your coldness drives me insane
And triggers my destiny
Nothing I did was good enough
I failed your expectations
Death kissed a soft tender...
Lost I stand alone
What would've been one day
Now is never known
Numbness you are so cold
No feelings did you share
Lonely I grow weary and old
Knowing you never cared
You blackened my raging heart
To you it's just a game
Your emptiness rips me apart
I will never be the same
Everyday I feel this pain
Of what you did to me
Your coldness drives me insane
And triggers my destiny
Nothing I did was good enough
I failed your expectations
Death kissed a soft tender...
#rejection
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