Lost

Doubt and disillusion  
Chaos and confusion
Lost in this world of men
Searching hopelessly for a friend
Scared beyond all help
Desperately you yelp
Give me a clue give me a reason
Help me through this untimely season
Lost in thought and in time
My minds dive starts this climb
Up a hill across the river
Moments of memories caught in a sliver
Or rather a corner in my heart
Pains sake tearing it apart
Where am I where to go  
I can't see I don't know
Laughter I hear a voice
What to do is my own choice
Answers that I'm searching for
Questions on my mind no more
How is it that I'm here
Savaged ravaged and full of fear
Remnants remaining all alone
Where have all the people gone
Lost in this disillusion  
Filled with chaos and confusion