Submissions by Mstrmnd1923
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Feb 2024 7:52pm
10th Feb 2024 7:52pm
Lost
Doubt and disillusion
Chaos and confusion
Lost in this world of men
Searching hopelessly for a friend
Scared beyond all help
Desperately you yelp
Give me a clue give me a reason
Help me through this untimely season
Lost in thought and in time
My minds dive starts this climb
Up a hill across the river
Moments of memories caught in a sliver
Or rather a corner in my heart
Pains sake tearing it apart
Where am I where to go
I can't see I don't know
Laughter I hear a voice
What to do is my own...
Chaos and confusion
Lost in this world of men
Searching hopelessly for a friend
Scared beyond all help
Desperately you yelp
Give me a clue give me a reason
Help me through this untimely season
Lost in thought and in time
My minds dive starts this climb
Up a hill across the river
Moments of memories caught in a sliver
Or rather a corner in my heart
Pains sake tearing it apart
Where am I where to go
I can't see I don't know
Laughter I hear a voice
What to do is my own...
#confusion
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Feb 2024 4:13am
10th Feb 2024 4:13am
HATE
I hate you more and more
With every breath I take
I never was so sure
The lies you live so fake
All your answers so pretend
You dont even believe them true
You created this bitter end
Like you had nothing with it to do
A friend so say you are
Lies echo from your breath
Serrated you cut my heart scars
It doesn't matter that I left
No emotions did you share
You left me hanging on
Did you even remotely care
Or was I just always wrong
How can you sleep at night
Or look yourself in the mirror ...
With every breath I take
I never was so sure
The lies you live so fake
All your answers so pretend
You dont even believe them true
You created this bitter end
Like you had nothing with it to do
A friend so say you are
Lies echo from your breath
Serrated you cut my heart scars
It doesn't matter that I left
No emotions did you share
You left me hanging on
Did you even remotely care
Or was I just always wrong
How can you sleep at night
Or look yourself in the mirror ...
#hate
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Feb 2024 3:46am
10th Feb 2024 3:46am
Worthless
All my dreams fade away
Lost I stand alone
What would've been one day
Now is never known
Numbness you are so cold
No feelings did you share
Lonely I grow weary and old
Knowing you never cared
You blackened my raging heart
To you it's just a game
Your emptiness rips me apart
I will never be the same
Everyday I feel this pain
Of what you did to me
Your coldness drives me insane
And triggers my destiny
Nothing I did was good enough
I failed your expectations
Death kissed a soft tender touch
And takes...
Lost I stand alone
What would've been one day
Now is never known
Numbness you are so cold
No feelings did you share
Lonely I grow weary and old
Knowing you never cared
You blackened my raging heart
To you it's just a game
Your emptiness rips me apart
I will never be the same
Everyday I feel this pain
Of what you did to me
Your coldness drives me insane
And triggers my destiny
Nothing I did was good enough
I failed your expectations
Death kissed a soft tender touch
And takes...
#rejection
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ANGER POEM
Published
9th Feb 2024 1:05pm
9th Feb 2024 1:05pm
Estranged
I used to close my eyes
And feel you in my arms
I could taste your breath
The innocence of your charm
Days move on time passes by
Will we ever be the same
Will you give me another try
Or should I swallow all the blame
Restless night after restless night
I still close my eyes and think
This love that once felt so right
Now feels like shades of pink
Every thought and memory
Of you there by my side
Are impeding my recovery
Inside I feel I already died
Our tears and our laughter
Everything we...
And feel you in my arms
I could taste your breath
The innocence of your charm
Days move on time passes by
Will we ever be the same
Will you give me another try
Or should I swallow all the blame
Restless night after restless night
I still close my eyes and think
This love that once felt so right
Now feels like shades of pink
Every thought and memory
Of you there by my side
Are impeding my recovery
Inside I feel I already died
Our tears and our laughter
Everything we...
#confusion
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Feb 2024 11:06am
9th Feb 2024 11:06am
Alone
Reflecting on my memories
Slowly time passes me by
Heartache never seems to ease
The reasons for my painful cry
I lie here awake and think
Is this how life will always be
Desolate stares I cannot blink
Consumed by this misery
I do not want another year
A year of the unknown
Haunting me my greatest fear
Another year where I'm alone
Slowly time passes me by
Heartache never seems to ease
The reasons for my painful cry
I lie here awake and think
Is this how life will always be
Desolate stares I cannot blink
Consumed by this misery
I do not want another year
A year of the unknown
Haunting me my greatest fear
Another year where I'm alone
#sadness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 11:20am
8th Feb 2024 11:20am
Institution
Professionals always playing with me
This crazy game is my reality
Spinning thoughts are constantly in my head
This mental abuse I wish I was dead
But I'm confined in this institution
How did I get in this situation
The echoes outside my imprisoned walls
Helping me escape but my freedom falls
Controlled by the hands that dictate this game
Knowing this I will never be the same
Please put me down so I can sleep at night
Because you never can make me feel right...
This crazy game is my reality
Spinning thoughts are constantly in my head
This mental abuse I wish I was dead
But I'm confined in this institution
How did I get in this situation
The echoes outside my imprisoned walls
Helping me escape but my freedom falls
Controlled by the hands that dictate this game
Knowing this I will never be the same
Please put me down so I can sleep at night
Because you never can make me feel right...
#anxiety
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 2:30am
8th Feb 2024 2:30am
The Serpents Kiss
You are still in my mind
Erasing memories I cannot find
I breathe deep into the night
Wild visions unleash my sight
I'm bit I've been struck
The serpents kiss down on my luck
I cannot believe the way I feel
This poisoned venom is for real
As you try to slither away
You consume me another day
Something beautiful and so cruel
From my head the thoughts you pull
My life has been stolen from me
I'm addicted to this hells eternity
From my eyes my tears flood
Flicking tongue sucked...
Erasing memories I cannot find
I breathe deep into the night
Wild visions unleash my sight
I'm bit I've been struck
The serpents kiss down on my luck
I cannot believe the way I feel
This poisoned venom is for real
As you try to slither away
You consume me another day
Something beautiful and so cruel
From my head the thoughts you pull
My life has been stolen from me
I'm addicted to this hells eternity
From my eyes my tears flood
Flicking tongue sucked...
#regret
#hate
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 2:16am
8th Feb 2024 2:16am
Questioned As
The night settles in
As the devil whispers in my ears
My ultimate desire begins
And my passion steers
Myself into a maze
And my lustful heart
Its so full of craze
Beating rapidly apart
Her eyes glance my way
And mine into hers
Sparkling they lay
Like shining stars
Dazed and in a trance
My hearts been captured
Her sweet aroma enhance
My mind being tortured
Awaited this moment in time
And finally it is here
Now soon will I find
Her love is it near
As I look in her eyes
At her inviting smile...
As the devil whispers in my ears
My ultimate desire begins
And my passion steers
Myself into a maze
And my lustful heart
Its so full of craze
Beating rapidly apart
Her eyes glance my way
And mine into hers
Sparkling they lay
Like shining stars
Dazed and in a trance
My hearts been captured
Her sweet aroma enhance
My mind being tortured
Awaited this moment in time
And finally it is here
Now soon will I find
Her love is it near
As I look in her eyes
At her inviting smile...
#rejection
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Feb 2024 4:22am
7th Feb 2024 4:22am
Almost Heaven
Suddenly the world again appeared bright
And the clouds rose slowly from the ground
The colors of life were now in sight
And the birds were singing all around
I turned and saw a crystal reflection
As the sun glimmers over the clear blue lake
I finally knew I made my way to heaven
Despite my life lived and all my mistakes
The grass was plush beneath my feet
And the cool breeze echoed harmony
A perfect world I could not believe
Was home for my new eternity
Everything in front of me I've ever dreamed
A beautiful world...
And the clouds rose slowly from the ground
The colors of life were now in sight
And the birds were singing all around
I turned and saw a crystal reflection
As the sun glimmers over the clear blue lake
I finally knew I made my way to heaven
Despite my life lived and all my mistakes
The grass was plush beneath my feet
And the cool breeze echoed harmony
A perfect world I could not believe
Was home for my new eternity
Everything in front of me I've ever dreamed
A beautiful world...
#heartbroken
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Feb 2024 3:28am
7th Feb 2024 3:28am
Morning After
As I slowly wake
I rub my moistened eyes
I hold her and I shake
My head to my surprise
It must have been a dream
We're here and I'm still fine
But nothing was what it seemed
Was my past really left behind
As I look outside
I see the sunny sky
I thought I had already died
But the wind was passing by
Was I in heaven
How could this even be
So much for unlucky seven
And my countdown to destiny
But then a flash before my opened eyes
Quickly my hope does fade
Thunder roared a screaming sigh
The sun to...
I rub my moistened eyes
I hold her and I shake
My head to my surprise
It must have been a dream
We're here and I'm still fine
But nothing was what it seemed
Was my past really left behind
As I look outside
I see the sunny sky
I thought I had already died
But the wind was passing by
Was I in heaven
How could this even be
So much for unlucky seven
And my countdown to destiny
But then a flash before my opened eyes
Quickly my hope does fade
Thunder roared a screaming sigh
The sun to...
#frustration
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