Submissions by MotDi (ConcubinaSumisa)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write biographical erotic nonfiction free verse poetry from a slaves perspective my main fixation is sacred intimate connections spiritual metamorphasizm occurring when 2 bodies become 1 specifically in a Master slave dynamic between a man and woman.
EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Sep 2022 8:43am
27th Sep 2022 8:43am
Phoenix's Journal Entry #129
#lust
#sex
#erotic #BDSM
#erotic #BDSM
327 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Sep 2021 4:43am
13th Sep 2021 4:43am
Dear Douchebag
#anger
#breakup
#BDSM
559 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2021 3:35pm
6th Sep 2021 3:35pm
Overdosing
I snorted coke. Climaxed. And left my consciousness in the 6th dimension. Our love was fiction. I forgive you now. For those things you didn't do. Thank you God for my new numb. Here responsibility serves no purpose. There's no blame for expectation. Go away Sylvia. There's no room for you here. Existence and survival will bully you no more. You are no one. Purpose is unnecessary in this realm. Let yourself die. Give yourself permission to embrace this comatose. Let it take you. The peer pressure to breathe will no longer consume you. You don't have to care any longer. Sleep my liberated one.
#SelfHarm
535 reads
3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
8th Jul 2021 5:57pm
8th Jul 2021 5:57pm
Therapy
Scouring the internet attempting to find a black female therapist that can relate to my plight because I'm out of options
and have grown desperate enough to try anything just to heal
just so I'm not apart of the problem and evading being toxic to the next person
projecting all my baggage onto some innocent bystander
or turn into a bitter malicious feminist with only one goal
to destroy the black man and black family because the only people that have hurt me my entire life are the people that look just like me that come from where I come from with the same...
and have grown desperate enough to try anything just to heal
just so I'm not apart of the problem and evading being toxic to the next person
projecting all my baggage onto some innocent bystander
or turn into a bitter malicious feminist with only one goal
to destroy the black man and black family because the only people that have hurt me my entire life are the people that look just like me that come from where I come from with the same...
#anger
#rejection
#MentalHealth
#frustration
#despair
547 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
17th Sep 2020 5:02pm
17th Sep 2020 5:02pm
Sweet Release
#SelfHarm
#BDSM
677 reads
4 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
17th Sep 2020 3:57pm
17th Sep 2020 3:57pm
USED
I often relive a time in my mind when men use to pay me for my time.
Just to make me feel like the best thing since slice bread
And I'd reject it because I'd take being humble over queen privileges any day of the week,
but I digress.
They'd pamper and spoil me rotten
only to go home and scrub my existence from their body
1. 2. 3. times over again
like we never happen
until skin is raw and water stung like lemon juice.
Like I was scum of the earth or an expired cheese cake that they just couldn’t turn away because it's their favorite...
Just to make me feel like the best thing since slice bread
And I'd reject it because I'd take being humble over queen privileges any day of the week,
but I digress.
They'd pamper and spoil me rotten
only to go home and scrub my existence from their body
1. 2. 3. times over again
like we never happen
until skin is raw and water stung like lemon juice.
Like I was scum of the earth or an expired cheese cake that they just couldn’t turn away because it's their favorite...
#love
#BDSM
567 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Aug 2020 12:51pm
12th Aug 2020 12:51pm
Apart
When I’m sad and my soul cries out for you to come and save me
Do you hear me?
Even though we’re as far apart from each other as the east is from the west
Can you feel the vibration of my wails sing to your heart for protection and comfort?
Master!
Please!
Where are you?!
I need you!
If you love me so much why are you not here?!
Only your love can aid, but you know that!
Please don’t forget about me in these times of desperation!
Listen for my tears!
Come for me!
Don’t I still belong to you?!
Help me Master! ...
Do you hear me?
Even though we’re as far apart from each other as the east is from the west
Can you feel the vibration of my wails sing to your heart for protection and comfort?
Master!
Please!
Where are you?!
I need you!
If you love me so much why are you not here?!
Only your love can aid, but you know that!
Please don’t forget about me in these times of desperation!
Listen for my tears!
Come for me!
Don’t I still belong to you?!
Help me Master! ...
#love
#relationships
#LongDistanceRelationship #despair
#LongDistanceRelationship #despair
494 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
4th Aug 2020 1:59pm
4th Aug 2020 1:59pm
Sallow
I miss the warmth radiating from your body on chilly nights when you hog the blanket.
Laying on your chest while I doze off to the cadence of your heart beat.
I miss waking up before you only to stare at you while you slumber
hoping that you'll feel my gaze and finally wake up so I won't have to wake you up selfishly and feel guilty for wanting every moment your attention like the spoiled brat that I am.
Being in such close proximity to you will always give me tingles in places I care not to admit because the timing is never right when my pussy is wet. ...
Laying on your chest while I doze off to the cadence of your heart beat.
I miss waking up before you only to stare at you while you slumber
hoping that you'll feel my gaze and finally wake up so I won't have to wake you up selfishly and feel guilty for wanting every moment your attention like the spoiled brat that I am.
Being in such close proximity to you will always give me tingles in places I care not to admit because the timing is never right when my pussy is wet. ...
#love
#erotic
#dirty #obsession
#dirty #obsession
629 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Jul 2020 4:28pm
29th Jul 2020 4:28pm
What A Mess We've Made
And as much as I hate him for not taking me
Taking control of me
Owning my life
Owning my will
Being my only reason
My #1 goal
My God
I wish that he was here with me. Right now.
Kissing my forehead
Binge watching anime with me
Why even give me your love just to have me take it away
You knew that whole one foot in one foot out bit you do was never going to work
Even more so why do you make me want revenge for it
I guess hypocrisy has always been easier
Then your absence
Then actually leaving you
For good ...
Taking control of me
Owning my life
Owning my will
Being my only reason
My #1 goal
My God
I wish that he was here with me. Right now.
Kissing my forehead
Binge watching anime with me
Why even give me your love just to have me take it away
You knew that whole one foot in one foot out bit you do was never going to work
Even more so why do you make me want revenge for it
I guess hypocrisy has always been easier
Then your absence
Then actually leaving you
For good ...
#relationships
#breakup
#IMissYou
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