Submissions by Milpalabras1000

I've got bruises
I've got scars I no longer show
There's nightmares in my mind
I've seen stars that no longer glow
I had dreams
I've sent prayers to the sky
When all was dark
I had demons stare me in the eyes
But the light never came
The angels ignored my call
I was wrapped in hate
Faith became my downfall
Falling to the concrete floor
Still begging to be saved
God left me alone
Now I'm left alone and enraged
Was I not worth saving?
Did my soul mean nothing at all?
Where did my prayers go?
Am I...

I thought you sent me a blessing
Why do you insist on breaking me down?
God, why are you breaking me down again?
You gave me air just to have me drown
I trusted you again
I spoke to you and believed in you
You gave me a little piece of Heaven
One I believe was real and true
You’re a cruel God
I don’t want to ever speak your name
I’d rather curse your name again and again
And let you burn me in your eternal flame
I hate you so much
I didn’t ask for this pain
You told me this was a blessing
But all my faith was all in...

I’m drowning
The ground is dry but still I’m sinking
I can’t scream help
God, what were you thinking?
You say that you’re here
I hear your name being praised aloud
Yet here I am gasping for air
I’m all alone when I look around
I’m supposed to believe in you
Leave every ounce of doubt behind
But how can I place my faith in you?
Your true face you always hide
You weren’t there when I needed you then
Why would you bother to be here now?
Maybe I’m not the only one who’s fucked up in the head
Perhaps you’re the one who’s...