Submissions by MeggyMaeeye (MeganElisabeth)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
All you can do is take it one day at a time.
You Didn't Call
Today is your daughters birthday.
It's 5 o'clock and you still
haven't even called her.
You don't even care.
Now you're disputing the 209.00
that you owe me for child support
for the last 4 months.
I always knew that you were
messed up in the head
but I always thought you were
a decent dad up until you
started hating me.
Now you're making her
suffer the consequences
by not talking to her.
Luckily, I think she's realized
your true colors because
she hasn't even asked about you
today.
I hate it though.
I hate it...
It's 5 o'clock and you still
haven't even called her.
You don't even care.
Now you're disputing the 209.00
that you owe me for child support
for the last 4 months.
I always knew that you were
messed up in the head
but I always thought you were
a decent dad up until you
started hating me.
Now you're making her
suffer the consequences
by not talking to her.
Luckily, I think she's realized
your true colors because
she hasn't even asked about you
today.
I hate it though.
I hate it...
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Thought It Was Over With
Shits gettin' rough
I ain't this tough..
It's got such a hold on me
why cant I be free?
My stomach rocks up
and every bone in me feels fucked.
My hands are just shaking
for that little pack, I am aching.
Just enough to hold me over
I promise it will be the last one ever.
Cross my fingers behind my back
I'm full of shit, that's a fact.
I'm feeling pretty bad
and I look really damn sad.
Make up worn right off my face
I need to get out of this place.
Take me for a drive
I promise just one ride
let me have at it one more time...
I ain't this tough..
It's got such a hold on me
why cant I be free?
My stomach rocks up
and every bone in me feels fucked.
My hands are just shaking
for that little pack, I am aching.
Just enough to hold me over
I promise it will be the last one ever.
Cross my fingers behind my back
I'm full of shit, that's a fact.
I'm feeling pretty bad
and I look really damn sad.
Make up worn right off my face
I need to get out of this place.
Take me for a drive
I promise just one ride
let me have at it one more time...
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A f**ked Up Day
I woke up this morning
just hating myself.
Wishing I was still
sleeping and going into
a different day.
When ever I see my ex...
that night I have horrible
dreams and wake up
with such a chip on my
shoulder.
I was wide eyed
and started to bawl my
eyes out for no reason
at all.
I had NO fucking reason
to start crying.
Preparing for my daughters
birthday, I started getting
happier knowing what a
great day she's going to have
tomorrow.
Then I talked to you and you
made my day...telling me
you weren't...
just hating myself.
Wishing I was still
sleeping and going into
a different day.
When ever I see my ex...
that night I have horrible
dreams and wake up
with such a chip on my
shoulder.
I was wide eyed
and started to bawl my
eyes out for no reason
at all.
I had NO fucking reason
to start crying.
Preparing for my daughters
birthday, I started getting
happier knowing what a
great day she's going to have
tomorrow.
Then I talked to you and you
made my day...telling me
you weren't...
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The Parking Lot
We climbed up in your truck
not a person around...
I straddled your lap
Good thing I'm tiny around.
My back in the steering wheel
kissing your neck
taking your hat off pulling on your hair
I know you like that.
Moving my hips just a little
I feel you getting all riled up
pull up my skirt, un button your pants
now to the good stuff.
Your hands up my shirt
put you inside of me
The look on your face is priceless
I'm giving you what you need.
Moving up and down
grinding back and forth
no way for you to go anywhere
it...
not a person around...
I straddled your lap
Good thing I'm tiny around.
My back in the steering wheel
kissing your neck
taking your hat off pulling on your hair
I know you like that.
Moving my hips just a little
I feel you getting all riled up
pull up my skirt, un button your pants
now to the good stuff.
Your hands up my shirt
put you inside of me
The look on your face is priceless
I'm giving you what you need.
Moving up and down
grinding back and forth
no way for you to go anywhere
it...
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September 28, 2008
Tomorrow at 1:19 pm...
after 19 hours of gruelling
labor...
you came into my world
and changed my life.
Tears formed in my eyes
and dropped heavily
as I fell in love with those
beautiful blue eyes.
I can't believe it was 5
years ago...
and how you've grown,
my little peanut.
As you say "my bestest
girlfriend ever"....
I look in to watch you sleep
every night in your funny ways
but turn to look at your heavy
eyes and mumbling sweet nothings
out of those pure red lips.
You woke me this...
after 19 hours of gruelling
labor...
you came into my world
and changed my life.
Tears formed in my eyes
and dropped heavily
as I fell in love with those
beautiful blue eyes.
I can't believe it was 5
years ago...
and how you've grown,
my little peanut.
As you say "my bestest
girlfriend ever"....
I look in to watch you sleep
every night in your funny ways
but turn to look at your heavy
eyes and mumbling sweet nothings
out of those pure red lips.
You woke me this...
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You Cant Do This AnyMore
The control you have over me
over my thoughts, my life,
my peace of mind.
Everything I do REVOLVES
around you...
well, atleast it did.
I don't cry any more at night
my daughter doesn't worry about
me any more.
We chase the chickens and she
"moos" at the cows in the pen.
We laugh...
I haven't thought about crying in
a while now.
I'm still sad though...sad we didn't work
and it has to be like this. Only
sad for Kaelen though.
You tried to mold me into someone
I fought not to be....
over my thoughts, my life,
my peace of mind.
Everything I do REVOLVES
around you...
well, atleast it did.
I don't cry any more at night
my daughter doesn't worry about
me any more.
We chase the chickens and she
"moos" at the cows in the pen.
We laugh...
I haven't thought about crying in
a while now.
I'm still sad though...sad we didn't work
and it has to be like this. Only
sad for Kaelen though.
You tried to mold me into someone
I fought not to be....
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The 6th Floor
Today I saw you again
in the hall ways of that
place where we once got married.
The 6th floor.
Now the place where
we will soon sign papers...
saying we're not.
Everything you've ever done
and I, to you...has been
horrible, demeaning and
pathetic.
Even though I remember the laughs
all I can envision is the crying,
the name calling and constant fear
of feeling physical and mental pain.
We're like fire and gasoline.
We can't be together and
we should have realized
this the first time.
I wish I knew why...
in the hall ways of that
place where we once got married.
The 6th floor.
Now the place where
we will soon sign papers...
saying we're not.
Everything you've ever done
and I, to you...has been
horrible, demeaning and
pathetic.
Even though I remember the laughs
all I can envision is the crying,
the name calling and constant fear
of feeling physical and mental pain.
We're like fire and gasoline.
We can't be together and
we should have realized
this the first time.
I wish I knew why...
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Left you in the dust
You came to see me tonight...
grinning from ear to ear.
Never did I think for a minute
that you would come in here.
See a lonely waitress
in a run down podunk town
watching you walk through the door
look at me and sit down.
You say "hey, pretty lady"
and I couldn't hardly speak
the way he smiled and looked at me
my knees became weak.
You bent over and whispered to me
that I was the prettiest girl in here..
and if I'd like to join you later
to have just one beer.
But I turned around and looked at...
grinning from ear to ear.
Never did I think for a minute
that you would come in here.
See a lonely waitress
in a run down podunk town
watching you walk through the door
look at me and sit down.
You say "hey, pretty lady"
and I couldn't hardly speak
the way he smiled and looked at me
my knees became weak.
You bent over and whispered to me
that I was the prettiest girl in here..
and if I'd like to join you later
to have just one beer.
But I turned around and looked at...
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Will We Be?
We stare across the table
talking to each other.
You laugh and I smile....
Couple more beers
couple more shots
how I wish I was that bottle
wrapped around your red lips.
We have so much fun together
but a part of me just has
this feeling...
I'm trying so hard to see past it.
We're not going to last....
we're "friends"...and I
fall way too fast.
I fell for you before you even
had the chance to touch me.
I'm setting myself up for failure
but how I long to feel your
lips again on mine.
Is...
talking to each other.
You laugh and I smile....
Couple more beers
couple more shots
how I wish I was that bottle
wrapped around your red lips.
We have so much fun together
but a part of me just has
this feeling...
I'm trying so hard to see past it.
We're not going to last....
we're "friends"...and I
fall way too fast.
I fell for you before you even
had the chance to touch me.
I'm setting myself up for failure
but how I long to feel your
lips again on mine.
Is...
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The Pleasure Is Mine
I'll make you beg
and I'll make you plead
by the time you've had this
you'll be on your knees.
Rip off my undies
do it with your teeth...
Lift me up
right off my feet.
Now do it like you do
throw me on the bed
lay down on top of me
put my arms behind my head.
With one hand you touch me
touching my firm breasts
licking every inch of them
now down to the rest.
Feel your wet tongue
in between my legs so hot
slide your fingers into me
that's just how I want it.
Work your way back up to me...
and I'll make you plead
by the time you've had this
you'll be on your knees.
Rip off my undies
do it with your teeth...
Lift me up
right off my feet.
Now do it like you do
throw me on the bed
lay down on top of me
put my arms behind my head.
With one hand you touch me
touching my firm breasts
licking every inch of them
now down to the rest.
Feel your wet tongue
in between my legs so hot
slide your fingers into me
that's just how I want it.
Work your way back up to me...
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One Hot Dark Night
We walked into the room
to complete darkness...
You took my hand
and I proceeded to undress.
You put your hand behind my neck
and pulled me closer to you
put your lips on my neck
I knew I wanted you right then too.
From my lips
down to my collar bone
then my tight stomach
All I could do was moan.
You picked me up so gently
your hands firmly on my ass
backed me up against the wall
I wanted this moment to last.
Sliding your self in side of me
I hadn't made love in so long
feeling your body pressed...
to complete darkness...
You took my hand
and I proceeded to undress.
You put your hand behind my neck
and pulled me closer to you
put your lips on my neck
I knew I wanted you right then too.
From my lips
down to my collar bone
then my tight stomach
All I could do was moan.
You picked me up so gently
your hands firmly on my ass
backed me up against the wall
I wanted this moment to last.
Sliding your self in side of me
I hadn't made love in so long
feeling your body pressed...
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Touch Me Again
We shared those two nights together
I wish it could of lasted forever.
To lay down with you, put my head on your chest
not a day less.
I see you today
and God, how I wish I could've had my way..
Just the way that you kissed me...
I knew you wanted me.
You said just that felt so good
and you wish that you could....
Throw me on top of you right in the truck
who cares if anyone saw, you didn't give a fuck.
You wanted to just bend me over
cause I'm by far your best lover.
That you liked it when I fucked you the best
of anyone, of all the...
I wish it could of lasted forever.
To lay down with you, put my head on your chest
not a day less.
I see you today
and God, how I wish I could've had my way..
Just the way that you kissed me...
I knew you wanted me.
You said just that felt so good
and you wish that you could....
Throw me on top of you right in the truck
who cares if anyone saw, you didn't give a fuck.
You wanted to just bend me over
cause I'm by far your best lover.
That you liked it when I fucked you the best
of anyone, of all the...
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