Submissions by Mailyng261

Why do I want what I can't have? All I do is think of what could be. You coming home from a long day at work. Looking at me like I am your everything. To have dinner on the table, house cleaned and the kids and I happy to see you. Getting a kiss after the kids. Asking you about your day while I rub your back. After dinner lounging on the couch til it is time for the kids to go to bed. Making out like horny teens once we are alone. And at night snuggle in each other arms safe and warm.

But

We don't leave together, we don't have kids and you don't even look at me like...

How could you do this to me? A smile and my heart melts. You speak and I fall to pieces. You hypnosis me with your eyes. And I don't care. But I want more. I want to kiss your lips after you drink a mango shake just to see which one is sweeter. I want to beheld in your arms and drown in your heat. How could you do this to me? But you do want me, only as a friend. I want to scream PICK ME. But I don't want to lose you. So even if I can never have you as my man, at lease I have you as a friend.

On my knees with my head down. I know the rules. You stand in front of me while you smoke a cigar. The sound of your zipper fills the room. Using your finger to lift my head till I am eye level. The sight of your hard dick makes my mouth water but I can't suck it. Yet. I know the rules. Your dick shines with precum. I wait and wait for the command. You rub the tip on my lips prolong the torture with a evil smirk. I feel like I am about to drown from my spit when you say "alimentar". Licking the precum as i glide your dick in my mouth. I always follow the rules.

Why can’t I taste you? I seat next to you almost every day. The table is the only thing that covers my naughty deeds. I glance at you while you seat there doing your work, at the same time my fingers find my release. Do you have any idea how hard it is not to moan when you lick your lips or how hard my nipples get when you look at me. Why can’t I taste you? That day you accidentally smacked my ass. I had to take my underwear off in the bathroom while I rubbed my clit till I came. Covering my mouth so that the sound would not carry outside. Why can’t I taste you?  Please let me taste you...