Submissions by Liziantus-Marantus (Ivelina Boneva)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Dec 2022 1:32pm
14th Dec 2022 1:32pm
Christmas Mayhem
Santa Clause is coming to town.
The cookies I made are crispy and brown.
Jolly and holly this season will be,I wonder what my present will be!
Will it be a toy,a plushie,or an art supply?
Whatever it is,I will not cry.
I will be happy with whatever I get,
there will be snow in my town,i bet!
The Christmas bow is fluffy and red.
I will hang it up on my wall, so it can be seen by all.
Holly and jolly this season will be,
tonight you are gonna meet thee!
The cookies I made are crispy and brown.
Jolly and holly this season will be,I wonder what my present will be!
Will it be a toy,a plushie,or an art supply?
Whatever it is,I will not cry.
I will be happy with whatever I get,
there will be snow in my town,i bet!
The Christmas bow is fluffy and red.
I will hang it up on my wall, so it can be seen by all.
Holly and jolly this season will be,
tonight you are gonna meet thee!
#Christmas
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Dec 2022 2:25pm
11th Dec 2022 2:25pm
Emotional Acceptance
I tried to change for you to like me. In the end,you began to bite me.
Saying i will never be as cool as you.
I may be different,that is true.
But atleast I'm not a fool like you.
You always pushed the differences away.
Meanwhile, I would accept you for who you are any day.
I don't judge,because to me,everyone is unique.
It doesn't matter are you thin as a stick,
your body shape is unique.
It doesn't matter if you have two eyes or three,
just be who you want to be.
Even if deep inside you are dark, i just want to...
Saying i will never be as cool as you.
I may be different,that is true.
But atleast I'm not a fool like you.
You always pushed the differences away.
Meanwhile, I would accept you for who you are any day.
I don't judge,because to me,everyone is unique.
It doesn't matter are you thin as a stick,
your body shape is unique.
It doesn't matter if you have two eyes or three,
just be who you want to be.
Even if deep inside you are dark, i just want to...
#depression
#acceptance
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Dec 2022 3:08pm
5th Dec 2022 3:08pm
Emotional Attachement
I attached, because of the holes in my heart.
I didn't know you are actually bad. At the time,you were all that I had.
Your presence light a spark of joy in my heart.
I fluttered, love is something I finally had.
But you got toxic,you stabbed me in the back.
I'm still bleeding from the knife you held.
You pushed it in deep, now I hate myself.
I still wonder if the problem was me.
I told you I love you,but you didn't say you miss me.
If you don't love me,why did you kiss me?
For you,i was just a toy. I'm not something...
I didn't know you are actually bad. At the time,you were all that I had.
Your presence light a spark of joy in my heart.
I fluttered, love is something I finally had.
But you got toxic,you stabbed me in the back.
I'm still bleeding from the knife you held.
You pushed it in deep, now I hate myself.
I still wonder if the problem was me.
I told you I love you,but you didn't say you miss me.
If you don't love me,why did you kiss me?
For you,i was just a toy. I'm not something...
#depression
#betrayal
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Nov 2022 2:20pm
30th Nov 2022 2:20pm
Ashes Of Trust
I was lying in the dump. Surrounded by trash and junk.
Then, you picked me in your arms.
My heart fluttered, I felt loved.
Then, you threw me out in the street.
Keeping your real opinion a secret.
I said I love you,and told you to keep it.
With a smirk,you always hid it. I'm crying blood,I can't believe it.
I was naive,and so that's how you see it.
I was so stupid,I say it now. I heard the wolf inside you howl.
You were just looking for a prey.
Have a feast,and call it a day.
What a fun game you decided to play. ...
Then, you picked me in your arms.
My heart fluttered, I felt loved.
Then, you threw me out in the street.
Keeping your real opinion a secret.
I said I love you,and told you to keep it.
With a smirk,you always hid it. I'm crying blood,I can't believe it.
I was naive,and so that's how you see it.
I was so stupid,I say it now. I heard the wolf inside you howl.
You were just looking for a prey.
Have a feast,and call it a day.
What a fun game you decided to play. ...
#lies
#betrayal
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2022 2:25pm
23rd Nov 2022 2:25pm
Blurry Vision
All you wanted was a maid.
But really, all you wanted was to get laid.
This is not why women are made.
We have hearts, souls,we can feel pain.
You gave me a sweater made of love.
It kept me warm,untill it did not.
Now it's itchy and it burns. On the skin,
it really hurts. Now it's made of words.
The promises you didn't keep , and all the turns.
it turns into a rash, all if a sudden, in a flash.
Now I can't feel emotions. To heal it,I drank potions.
They are made of crystal sky and light.
Now they...
But really, all you wanted was to get laid.
This is not why women are made.
We have hearts, souls,we can feel pain.
You gave me a sweater made of love.
It kept me warm,untill it did not.
Now it's itchy and it burns. On the skin,
it really hurts. Now it's made of words.
The promises you didn't keep , and all the turns.
it turns into a rash, all if a sudden, in a flash.
Now I can't feel emotions. To heal it,I drank potions.
They are made of crystal sky and light.
Now they...
#LifeStruggles
#hurt
#emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Nov 2022 1:26pm
18th Nov 2022 1:26pm
Strings Of Emotions
All I wanted was to adapt,but I was left with a broken heart.
I tried hard,I really did.
To get used to the fact you don't actually like me.
You made a promise and said you love me.
You tore my heart,you don't want me.
For you I'm a marionette, you controlled me with your words.
I cut off my strings,it really hurts.
I still remember all those words.
I remember how you said you love me.
My heart fluttered,and so you had me.
Now I'm lost in the woods of my heart and emotions.
Wolves are followed me,as I walk down...
I tried hard,I really did.
To get used to the fact you don't actually like me.
You made a promise and said you love me.
You tore my heart,you don't want me.
For you I'm a marionette, you controlled me with your words.
I cut off my strings,it really hurts.
I still remember all those words.
I remember how you said you love me.
My heart fluttered,and so you had me.
Now I'm lost in the woods of my heart and emotions.
Wolves are followed me,as I walk down...
#depression
#heartbroken
#emotional #emotions
#emotional #emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2022 1:19pm
13th Nov 2022 1:19pm
Fake Emotions
I tried to dress to impress. But I failed,I must confess.
I ran into you in the speed of light.
You were kind,but now you give me a fright.
Now I don't trust you even the slightest.
To be a good friend,I tried my highest.
Then I fell from the sky as I collapsed.
In my skin was a piece of broken glass.
The other shards are in my heart.
When you left me,I felt so bad.
Now I cry as I take a bath.
My favorite subject was never math.
I am trying my best to go into the right path.
On the stone floor,there...
I ran into you in the speed of light.
You were kind,but now you give me a fright.
Now I don't trust you even the slightest.
To be a good friend,I tried my highest.
Then I fell from the sky as I collapsed.
In my skin was a piece of broken glass.
The other shards are in my heart.
When you left me,I felt so bad.
Now I cry as I take a bath.
My favorite subject was never math.
I am trying my best to go into the right path.
On the stone floor,there...
#depression
#hurt
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2022 2:25pm
2nd Nov 2022 2:25pm
Emotional Betrayal
You were my precious mitten.
You soul was fluffy as a kitten.
Then, you scratched me with your claws.
A wound so deep I can't do my vows. But then,I realised,
you do have flaws. Your angelic voice is now playing through the halls.
A sound so calming,you forget your problems.
But now it just sounds demonic.
A sound so angelic,now terrific.
Somehow, now I don't want to hear it.
I used to love you,but now I see it. You were a devil in disguise,
but you hid it. I'm the only one that was able to see it.
I can't believe...
You soul was fluffy as a kitten.
Then, you scratched me with your claws.
A wound so deep I can't do my vows. But then,I realised,
you do have flaws. Your angelic voice is now playing through the halls.
A sound so calming,you forget your problems.
But now it just sounds demonic.
A sound so angelic,now terrific.
Somehow, now I don't want to hear it.
I used to love you,but now I see it. You were a devil in disguise,
but you hid it. I'm the only one that was able to see it.
I can't believe...
#BestFriend
#friendship
#betrayal
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Oct 2022 11:40am
28th Oct 2022 11:40am
Alone In The World
Everyday,I want to die. People is what makes me cry.
Somehow I cannot apply. But why can't I just die?
All I tried was to fly,but people,all they did was lie.
They made me cry on purpose, when all I wanted was to socialize.
I don't fit in, now I realise. I tried to, so many times.
But I guess I do not fit in. The walls here are too thin.
Everybody can hear you sin. Especially if you are on a screen.
Everything you do can be seen. They say my sanity is too thin.
I hide my pain behind a screen. My fake smile is all that's seen.
...
Somehow I cannot apply. But why can't I just die?
All I tried was to fly,but people,all they did was lie.
They made me cry on purpose, when all I wanted was to socialize.
I don't fit in, now I realise. I tried to, so many times.
But I guess I do not fit in. The walls here are too thin.
Everybody can hear you sin. Especially if you are on a screen.
Everything you do can be seen. They say my sanity is too thin.
I hide my pain behind a screen. My fake smile is all that's seen.
...
#depression
#loneliness
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2022 2:25pm
25th Oct 2022 2:25pm
Fear Of Trust
I insisted you should atleast try. But instead,you told me a lie.
After all this time, you said goodbye.
That hurt me, I'm telling this as I cry. Now I can't even fly.
Meanwhile everyone is up in the sky.
I will never forget all the times we had.
I trusted you ,even when you treated me bad.
Because I had nobody to rant.
All I wanted was someone to talk.
But instead, all they did was bark.
I hid myself in a wooden shack,
to escape all the problems I had.
But eventually,they got me,and stole all my money.
...
After all this time, you said goodbye.
That hurt me, I'm telling this as I cry. Now I can't even fly.
Meanwhile everyone is up in the sky.
I will never forget all the times we had.
I trusted you ,even when you treated me bad.
Because I had nobody to rant.
All I wanted was someone to talk.
But instead, all they did was bark.
I hid myself in a wooden shack,
to escape all the problems I had.
But eventually,they got me,and stole all my money.
...
#depression
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Oct 2022 3:10pm
14th Oct 2022 3:10pm
The Right Direction
Everyone has somewhere to go.
Except me,that's not how my life will go.
For some,I'm just an ugly troll.
These people haven't even gotten to know me.
A witch is not what I want them to call me.
I was scared,and so they started to mock me.
Tears fell down my cheeks as I bled.
Now my hair is even starting to shed.
I think about it as I lay down on my bed.
My pillow is soaked from all the tears I shed.
It hurts,and so I fall asleep on my bed.
Dreaming of a happy Candyland.
My dreams take me to places, you...
Except me,that's not how my life will go.
For some,I'm just an ugly troll.
These people haven't even gotten to know me.
A witch is not what I want them to call me.
I was scared,and so they started to mock me.
Tears fell down my cheeks as I bled.
Now my hair is even starting to shed.
I think about it as I lay down on my bed.
My pillow is soaked from all the tears I shed.
It hurts,and so I fall asleep on my bed.
Dreaming of a happy Candyland.
My dreams take me to places, you...
#depression
#loneliness
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Sep 2022 4:33pm
30th Sep 2022 4:33pm
Puzzle Of Emotions
You told me you are flying high.
At the time,I was beneath the sky.
My wings were cut off,and so I die. When they grew back,
I was told to lie. Because nobody had sympathy for my past.
I told them,and they laughed fast. And so,my roots got worse fast.
I couldn't trust anyone,because of the past.
On my face is a coat
of depression,that lasts. But it's not visible for everybody.
For people,I am just a nobody. No matter the age,they are above me.
Apparently my opinions don't matter,a nobody.
Even though inside I'm dying,I...
At the time,I was beneath the sky.
My wings were cut off,and so I die. When they grew back,
I was told to lie. Because nobody had sympathy for my past.
I told them,and they laughed fast. And so,my roots got worse fast.
I couldn't trust anyone,because of the past.
On my face is a coat
of depression,that lasts. But it's not visible for everybody.
For people,I am just a nobody. No matter the age,they are above me.
Apparently my opinions don't matter,a nobody.
Even though inside I'm dying,I...
#depression
#dark
#emotions
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