Submissions by Liv_ing_ston_ed (Nikole)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Oct 2018 3:45pm
30th Oct 2018 3:45pm
Knew
Im going to see a friend'
The lies fall from my lips
And into his eyes,
My God, I think he knows
'have fun, honey'
'We didnt do much'
The lies fall from my lips
And into his eyes,
My God, I think he knows
'Too bad sweetie'
'I want to take a hot bath'
The words fall from my lips
and into his soul,
My God, I think he knows
'Enjoy your bath dear'
'Im going to bed'
The words fall from my lips
And into his soul,
My God, I think he knows
'I love you.'
...
The lies fall from my lips
And into his eyes,
My God, I think he knows
'have fun, honey'
'We didnt do much'
The lies fall from my lips
And into his eyes,
My God, I think he knows
'Too bad sweetie'
'I want to take a hot bath'
The words fall from my lips
and into his soul,
My God, I think he knows
'Enjoy your bath dear'
'Im going to bed'
The words fall from my lips
And into his soul,
My God, I think he knows
'I love you.'
...
#regret
#lust
#lies #betrayal
#lies #betrayal
452 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
13th May 2018 5:30am
13th May 2018 5:30am
Grey
My medicine makes my eyes grey,
I Sometimes feel as though, I'm possessed by a devil,
He sinks his claws in deep and moves my body for me,
He opens my mouth and the poison flows out,
Without him, I wouldn't be me, right?
I Sometimes feel as though, I'm possessed by a devil,
He sinks his claws in deep and moves my body for me,
He opens my mouth and the poison flows out,
Without him, I wouldn't be me, right?
#grief
#frustration
#confusion #denial
#confusion #denial
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Apr 2015 3:21am
20th Apr 2015 3:21am
My Name Is Aching
You are a child's mistake
and a grown woman's tears
You are the soft in my heart
and the Pain in the soles of my feet
You have forced me to tread on dangerous grounds
You have forced me to stand on the tips of my feet
on top of gravel
You have forced me to lay my knees on that same gravel
You have forced me to swallow my tears
I want to be strong
I want to be A grown woman
Instead I am a cowering child
Still haunted by the soft spots in my heart
I am exposed
People see that they can say one name
and I break...
and a grown woman's tears
You are the soft in my heart
and the Pain in the soles of my feet
You have forced me to tread on dangerous grounds
You have forced me to stand on the tips of my feet
on top of gravel
You have forced me to lay my knees on that same gravel
You have forced me to swallow my tears
I want to be strong
I want to be A grown woman
Instead I am a cowering child
Still haunted by the soft spots in my heart
I am exposed
People see that they can say one name
and I break...
683 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Jan 2015 1:35am
7th Jan 2015 1:35am
Insanity at its Finest.
People tell me I'm "not okay",Because I want to die.
But I think they're insane For wanting to live
In a world filled with so much pain.
But I think they're insane For wanting to live
In a world filled with so much pain.
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Jan 2015 1:21am
7th Jan 2015 1:21am
Three Weeks Ago
I don't eat
So people think there's something
Wrong with me
And it sits wrong with me
Because I don't mean to
There's just no point
There's no point
To the things I can live without
Three weeks
Three weeks ago
I broke all my promises
I ate like a cow
I ate a lot of cow
It has to be smaller than
My fist
My fist is clenched tightly
I don't need food
I don't need food
I don't need food
I don't need food
But Maybe I do
But maybe i do have a problem?
Others point it out...
So people think there's something
Wrong with me
And it sits wrong with me
Because I don't mean to
There's just no point
There's no point
To the things I can live without
Three weeks
Three weeks ago
I broke all my promises
I ate like a cow
I ate a lot of cow
It has to be smaller than
My fist
My fist is clenched tightly
I don't need food
I don't need food
I don't need food
I don't need food
But Maybe I do
But maybe i do have a problem?
Others point it out...
739 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Jan 2015 00:47am
6th Jan 2015 00:47am
I'm My Own Worst Critic.
..
826 reads
10 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Dec 2014 6:13am
24th Dec 2014 6:13am
Dear Santa
It's the time for Holiday Cheer
And I celebrate Christmas
Santa and Flying Reindeer
People also say
-And It may be a rumor but-
Santa stole Jesus' birthday
But never mind to all of that
I've talked to Jesus
And he wont talk back
I've never Really done this before
Because my Grandma Ruined it for me
She told me Santa Was the Devil when I was Four
But... No matter. No mind.
I'll give this a shot
Maybe he can help me with what I'm looking to find
Dear Santa, -That's How you start right?-
I'm awful sorry I've...
And I celebrate Christmas
Santa and Flying Reindeer
People also say
-And It may be a rumor but-
Santa stole Jesus' birthday
But never mind to all of that
I've talked to Jesus
And he wont talk back
I've never Really done this before
Because my Grandma Ruined it for me
She told me Santa Was the Devil when I was Four
But... No matter. No mind.
I'll give this a shot
Maybe he can help me with what I'm looking to find
Dear Santa, -That's How you start right?-
I'm awful sorry I've...
681 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Dec 2014 10:38pm
15th Dec 2014 10:38pm
Purple...
I fantasize of a gun in my mouth
And my thick red blood painting
The deep blue sky
O' what a lovely purple...
No one can even possibly cry
I left behind something so pretty
It will replace me so easily
O' what a lovely deep blue
Even my corpse has things to do
Must look good. Must smile big
Do not forget
I left everyone my grave to dig
I'll visit there's
If they'll dig Mine
Fair is Fair
No one is too young to die
When the sun sets
Think of me
That's my blood on the horizon you see...
And my thick red blood painting
The deep blue sky
O' what a lovely purple...
No one can even possibly cry
I left behind something so pretty
It will replace me so easily
O' what a lovely deep blue
Even my corpse has things to do
Must look good. Must smile big
Do not forget
I left everyone my grave to dig
I'll visit there's
If they'll dig Mine
Fair is Fair
No one is too young to die
When the sun sets
Think of me
That's my blood on the horizon you see...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Dec 2014 5:38am
8th Dec 2014 5:38am
The Bad Part Of Me
She Is a woman of
Many faces
And she is a woman of
Many places
She Holds me in
My darkest hours
And it's Mine and hers
Life is ours
She can bleach my sorrow
They're a stain, Gone but still there
And her personality I borrow
She's bone thin
and White as snow
She is killing me within
and She wont go
She takes away my fears
And she lets a blade
Consume all my tears
And My life begins to fade
She diminishes my soul
When I let her
Take control
And I've heard she has a cure
But...
Many faces
And she is a woman of
Many places
She Holds me in
My darkest hours
And it's Mine and hers
Life is ours
She can bleach my sorrow
They're a stain, Gone but still there
And her personality I borrow
She's bone thin
and White as snow
She is killing me within
and She wont go
She takes away my fears
And she lets a blade
Consume all my tears
And My life begins to fade
She diminishes my soul
When I let her
Take control
And I've heard she has a cure
But...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2014 10:36pm
2nd Dec 2014 10:36pm
I Passed.
Dodged a bullet there
God Must love me
Life is more than fair
I didn't mess up
AS BAD AS IT MAY SEEM
It's like I just woke up
And I'm in the BEST dream
My life isn't ruined
So I think I'll take a bow
I'm gonna make it out alive
I'm stunned, just "wow"
As much as I wouldn't mind
To have another one of me
I'm way too happy
That this isn't the life god chose for me
I'm good
I'm not
I really really am
In the peak of my joy
I almost forgot to breathe again
*sucks in air*
...
God Must love me
Life is more than fair
I didn't mess up
AS BAD AS IT MAY SEEM
It's like I just woke up
And I'm in the BEST dream
My life isn't ruined
So I think I'll take a bow
I'm gonna make it out alive
I'm stunned, just "wow"
As much as I wouldn't mind
To have another one of me
I'm way too happy
That this isn't the life god chose for me
I'm good
I'm not
I really really am
In the peak of my joy
I almost forgot to breathe again
*sucks in air*
...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2014 2:10am
2nd Dec 2014 2:10am
I Have To Leave Now
Spark. Spark
And a bright flame
The child breathes at last
Clinging to the paper
Rolling in the grass
Her imagination opens wide
And her Body releases all pain
A fresh new life
And with another "Spark.Spark"
She's reborn again
Purple flames that spread too far
Quickly covering a nasty scar
Or a body made of scars
Her eyes droop low
and she's crying tears of red
But they haven't dropped yet
They're resting in their bed
Where she'd like to be
In her new eyes comfortable little bed...
And a bright flame
The child breathes at last
Clinging to the paper
Rolling in the grass
Her imagination opens wide
And her Body releases all pain
A fresh new life
And with another "Spark.Spark"
She's reborn again
Purple flames that spread too far
Quickly covering a nasty scar
Or a body made of scars
Her eyes droop low
and she's crying tears of red
But they haven't dropped yet
They're resting in their bed
Where she'd like to be
In her new eyes comfortable little bed...
793 reads
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