The Bad Part Of Me

She Is a woman of
Many faces
And she is a woman of
Many places

She Holds me in
My darkest hours
And it's Mine and hers
Life is ours

She can bleach my sorrow
They're a stain, Gone but still there
And her personality I borrow

She's bone thin
and White as snow
She is killing me within
and She wont go

She takes away my fears
And she lets a blade
Consume all my tears
And My life begins to fade

She diminishes my soul
When I let her
Take control
And I've heard she has a cure

But I can't get a hold of it
I'd Never be so bold to let go of it
It- The way she makes me scream

Her lips feel like Ice
And She Grips onto my stomach

It's a sacrifice I'll make
She is crazy as hell
But My pain she can take
If I promise not to kiss and tell

And she can make me hungry
For sex and food and weed and pain
And she can make me A junky
For her comfort, and it Gives me gain

Im addicted to her
And She runs her hands down me
And All around me
And I think she's found me

Slashes on my wrists
Where her lips kissed

And my heart is hurt
She treats me like dirt

Pain in my chest
From emotion she laid to rest

And Im I just dont want to feel
And I wish she was real

But In all reality
She'll never be
Because that fucked up girl
Is the bad part of me