Submissions by LaRochelleRaven (LaRochelle)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Real honest and raw also love playing around with words and meanings as well as try to put all of me into my work
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2021 5:44am
3rd Dec 2021 5:44am
I was never fooled
I was never fooled
Finally I said enough
You have lied and used enough
You truly believed I was fooled in thinking that you loved me
I was never fooled
I met you in a place filled with sadness and I saw your selfish desire
I gave you a hundred moments to wake up and finally take responsibility
I have also spent lonely cold dark nights upon pavement beds and I have been hungry and tired and I have done horrific acts in the name of survival.
I was never fooled by your so called affection or tears which only...
Finally I said enough
You have lied and used enough
You truly believed I was fooled in thinking that you loved me
I was never fooled
I met you in a place filled with sadness and I saw your selfish desire
I gave you a hundred moments to wake up and finally take responsibility
I have also spent lonely cold dark nights upon pavement beds and I have been hungry and tired and I have done horrific acts in the name of survival.
I was never fooled by your so called affection or tears which only...
#anger
#grief
#frustration
#despair
#disappointment
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2021 5:40am
3rd Dec 2021 5:40am
Did you hear it?
Did you hear that sound
did you notice the silence
then the absolute explosive noise
did you hear the slow tearing off a heart
did you hear that deep crackling noise
did you hear that breaking into pieces
did you hear the shattering
did you hear that soul numbing sound
did you hear it?
did you hear my heart break?
did you hear my soul fade?
did you hear my tears fall?
did you hear it?
that exact moment that you broke me
did you hear it? did...
did you notice the silence
then the absolute explosive noise
did you hear the slow tearing off a heart
did you hear that deep crackling noise
did you hear that breaking into pieces
did you hear the shattering
did you hear that soul numbing sound
did you hear it?
did you hear my heart break?
did you hear my soul fade?
did you hear my tears fall?
did you hear it?
that exact moment that you broke me
did you hear it? did...
#sadness
#grief
#heartbroken #despair
#heartbroken #despair
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Nov 2021 3:45pm
7th Nov 2021 3:45pm
The Pain didn't Stop, So I will...
It came slowly, silently, little by little in the beginning
It weaved itself around every sensitive and needed element
Gently squeezing the life force towards death
It was beautifully camouflaged with justification, blame, guilt, denial and fear
That the burning of its poison
Almost felt normal, meant to be
Then without warning it destroyed
all of Me
Sudden and constant impact on every nerve
Never ending moments of torture
Taking away all I knew as good
Replacing it with dark wastelands
I am too tired to keep fighting ...
It weaved itself around every sensitive and needed element
Gently squeezing the life force towards death
It was beautifully camouflaged with justification, blame, guilt, denial and fear
That the burning of its poison
Almost felt normal, meant to be
Then without warning it destroyed
all of Me
Sudden and constant impact on every nerve
Never ending moments of torture
Taking away all I knew as good
Replacing it with dark wastelands
I am too tired to keep fighting ...
#secrets
#abuse
#suicide
#emotional
#fear
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Oct 2021 3:39pm
19th Oct 2021 3:39pm
The Lonely soul
As the time goes by and the clock slowly moves towards another endless hour, she sits with tear filled eyes wishing for an end to this miserable life.
No one knows
No one cares
No one sees
No one heard
No one asks
No one ever arrives at her doorstep
The most unthinkable act of destruction lies within the solitary confinement of her soul mended with the longing for connection and not anyone too talk to.
She asks only for a little Time
She asks for a way out
She asks for a house to be home
She asks for a solution
She asks for a friend ...
No one knows
No one cares
No one sees
No one heard
No one asks
No one ever arrives at her doorstep
The most unthinkable act of destruction lies within the solitary confinement of her soul mended with the longing for connection and not anyone too talk to.
She asks only for a little Time
She asks for a way out
She asks for a house to be home
She asks for a solution
She asks for a friend ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#fear
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Jun 2021 3:53pm
28th Jun 2021 3:53pm
Blessing in Dishes
As a general idea dishes don't stand as one of the top 10 favourite things to do.
I guess in many ways I never understood the true great gift one receive in doing this very small yet pretty nessary task.
On my journey through life I landed myself on a very unpleasant yet surprisingly wonderful place as I came to see.
I was staying under a bridge with some interesting characters and made it my personal task to insure at times that we shared at least one meal together after a long day.
I would take the coffee cans and start preparing the food on the fire and made cutlery...
I guess in many ways I never understood the true great gift one receive in doing this very small yet pretty nessary task.
On my journey through life I landed myself on a very unpleasant yet surprisingly wonderful place as I came to see.
I was staying under a bridge with some interesting characters and made it my personal task to insure at times that we shared at least one meal together after a long day.
I would take the coffee cans and start preparing the food on the fire and made cutlery...
#MyInspiration
#PowerOfWords
#passion
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jun 2021 2:25pm
27th Jun 2021 2:25pm
I Am Done
Wishing I could run could just scream
Help me Fucking hell I'm drowning
I have to keep moving keep performing
Be the perfect punching bag
I watch you destroy yourself
I watch you lie to yourself
I watch myself slowly killing myself
What is there to carry on for
No one is coming to a point of
Just saying enough
Just stop for one bloody moment
I am right here
I have been here watching hearing
Pretending betraying and in the end
Being in the middle of your pain
I have used it at times and I have hated it at times. ...
Help me Fucking hell I'm drowning
I have to keep moving keep performing
Be the perfect punching bag
I watch you destroy yourself
I watch you lie to yourself
I watch myself slowly killing myself
What is there to carry on for
No one is coming to a point of
Just saying enough
Just stop for one bloody moment
I am right here
I have been here watching hearing
Pretending betraying and in the end
Being in the middle of your pain
I have used it at times and I have hated it at times. ...
#anger
#confusion
#denial
#emptiness
#fear
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Jun 2021 5:51pm
13th Jun 2021 5:51pm
Hiding
Finding the best disguise
Just the right face, right smile
What an exhausting art
A masterpiece in the making
To bend and form to deny
The person you really are
Hiding is not just a game
It's an elegant and well rehearsed
Balarina's Swan Lake
It keeps away the sharp knives
The judging eyes, criticizing tongues
That in all it's memorizing camouflage
Brings forth all accepted lies
While within the most unseen corners of the gently misguided soul
Lies a beautiful cocoon which is
delicately wrapped...
Just the right face, right smile
What an exhausting art
A masterpiece in the making
To bend and form to deny
The person you really are
Hiding is not just a game
It's an elegant and well rehearsed
Balarina's Swan Lake
It keeps away the sharp knives
The judging eyes, criticizing tongues
That in all it's memorizing camouflage
Brings forth all accepted lies
While within the most unseen corners of the gently misguided soul
Lies a beautiful cocoon which is
delicately wrapped...
#anger
#loneliness
#rejection
#denial
#emptiness
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
9th Jun 2021 1:50pm
9th Jun 2021 1:50pm
Hope from a 10c coin
I never fully understood how precious those discarded and almost worthless coins that people as well as I myself used to just throw away or forget about somewhere in the back of a drawer or just next to the road as we walked on looking only for the shiny silver coins from our change collected day by day.
I only truly started understanding the meaning of" it's alot if you don't have it"
See I found myself living on the street and for the first time as I wondered about asking for help for food or just some toiletries my head was always looking downwards out of shame.
This...
I only truly started understanding the meaning of" it's alot if you don't have it"
See I found myself living on the street and for the first time as I wondered about asking for help for food or just some toiletries my head was always looking downwards out of shame.
This...
#hope
#fate
#TruthOfLife
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jun 2021 10:28pm
8th Jun 2021 10:28pm
Mother of life
Mother of Life
She sits on the moon at night
Serenading creation and life
She watches over all the undefinable beauty
The great and magnificent creatures
You need not ask where she is
Nor how she sounds
For if you truly seek her
She is all around
Her voice can be heard in the lion's roar
Or the songs of a frog symphony
When you feast your eyes upon
A fish gliding through the waterM..
You may find its the sway of her hips
The wind whispers her name
The earth contains all her secrets
With...
She sits on the moon at night
Serenading creation and life
She watches over all the undefinable beauty
The great and magnificent creatures
You need not ask where she is
Nor how she sounds
For if you truly seek her
She is all around
Her voice can be heard in the lion's roar
Or the songs of a frog symphony
When you feast your eyes upon
A fish gliding through the waterM..
You may find its the sway of her hips
The wind whispers her name
The earth contains all her secrets
With...
#earth
#universe
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th May 2021 2:55pm
29th May 2021 2:55pm
He Became Her
He Became Her
He was different He was same
He saw her He felt her He heard her
Oh how he made her soul sing
He could touch her from world's away
He asked her to stay
He became her
He became her
She became him
He became her
He went deep within
She opened the door
He saw her He wanted her He held her
Oh how he made her soul sing
He went to the silent universe for her
He claimed her over and over again
He became her
He shifted her soul
She shifted his world
He became her in...
He was different He was same
He saw her He felt her He heard her
Oh how he made her soul sing
He could touch her from world's away
He asked her to stay
He became her
He became her
She became him
He became her
He went deep within
She opened the door
He saw her He wanted her He held her
Oh how he made her soul sing
He went to the silent universe for her
He claimed her over and over again
He became her
He shifted her soul
She shifted his world
He became her in...
#love
#kindness
#hope
#emptiness
#fear
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2021 2:53pm
29th May 2021 2:53pm
nobody ever stays
Nobody Ever Stays
They come, they go
They always take and never gives
Leaving me broken and hurting
Always too much too little
Just never fucking enough
I'm never enough
No matter what I do
How hard I try or
How much I have to sacrifice
The dark, cruel and lonely godforsaken
Places I am abandoned in repeatedly
Now holds a creepy familiar silent comfort
When Im left naked bruised just used
On the hard floor in corners where not even demons tread
Within this conflicted void
Whispered prayers yearning for...
They come, they go
They always take and never gives
Leaving me broken and hurting
Always too much too little
Just never fucking enough
I'm never enough
No matter what I do
How hard I try or
How much I have to sacrifice
The dark, cruel and lonely godforsaken
Places I am abandoned in repeatedly
Now holds a creepy familiar silent comfort
When Im left naked bruised just used
On the hard floor in corners where not even demons tread
Within this conflicted void
Whispered prayers yearning for...
#sadness
#loneliness
#dark
#despair
#disappointment
423 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Apr 2021 12:58pm
27th Apr 2021 12:58pm
Thinking of him
I am thinking of him
I am thinking of him ever so often when will it be possible to get close to him again. I walked pass the pool to my room unlocked the door and got a fright there he was sitting on the bed. His eyes firy looking at me.
His says close the door and come to me. I do as he say. I Stand infront of him not one word to say. He slides the straps of my dress slowly of my shoulders. He pulls me closer then flips me over onto the bed.
I feel my self get moist with excitement this man doesn't play. He undress me eyes locked on mine he slips off my...
I am thinking of him ever so often when will it be possible to get close to him again. I walked pass the pool to my room unlocked the door and got a fright there he was sitting on the bed. His eyes firy looking at me.
His says close the door and come to me. I do as he say. I Stand infront of him not one word to say. He slides the straps of my dress slowly of my shoulders. He pulls me closer then flips me over onto the bed.
I feel my self get moist with excitement this man doesn't play. He undress me eyes locked on mine he slips off my...
#lust
#erotic
#fate
#sensual
#emotions
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