Submissions by Kitty (Kat)

I saw a picture of you today,
And felt a tear form in myeyes.
It was a picture of when you were young,
Around six or five.
You looked so happy,
Your face emanated nothing but joy.
Tell me, when did that stop?
WhenI was born?
I'm sorry if Ihurt you.
I'm so sorry for pushing you over the edge.
I never meant to.
You were my big brother; my best friend.
All I ever wanted was to be with you,
And make you laugh.
Be the one you wanted to hang out with,
All the time.
I never wanted to ruin your life.
I never wanted to take the...

You talk about your pain,
like if you're the only one who's feeling it.
You talk about how I broke your heart,
like if it's my entire fault.
You talk about how since I've left you, your life's gone downhill...
like yours was the only one.
You talk about how you're depressed and you want your life to end...
Why am I still listening?!
Because you need someone there for you,
But haven't you ever thought I need someone there for me too?
I'm going through the same, yet when I confide you this you brush it away,
like if my pain can't ever compare to...

You were my big brother,
My best friend.
I loved you like no other,
I loved you to no end.

So why did you do that?
Why did you have to mess up our bond?
You thrived when I was sad,
Now that's all I feel since you've been gone.

You're not dead, and I'll never wish for you to be.
No matter how much it hurts,
Forget what you did to me.
But don't ever return.

Don't come closer.
Don't you look at me.
I may be your sister,
But only by blood, not because I choose to be.