Submissions by King_Seraphiel (Joshua Jamal)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I got into poetry at a young age and did spoken word in my teenage years at an event in Chicago IL call "Da House". I currently write poetry from time to time.
Woes of an Relationship
I heard all you said/ I hope you got all that off your chest/
I hope you got all the emotions out and you got nothing left/
I hope you feel good about yourself and you can lay your problems all to rest/
With the smoke and dust at your back I'm sure you have no regrets/
All this time you wanted a punching bag/
so you can strike on it to compensate for the pain that was caused from your
pass relationships, friends, mom or dad/
When you let loose there is no white flag/
I'm sure this is what you meant when you said I'm a man you have never...
I hope you got all the emotions out and you got nothing left/
I hope you feel good about yourself and you can lay your problems all to rest/
With the smoke and dust at your back I'm sure you have no regrets/
All this time you wanted a punching bag/
so you can strike on it to compensate for the pain that was caused from your
pass relationships, friends, mom or dad/
When you let loose there is no white flag/
I'm sure this is what you meant when you said I'm a man you have never...
#anger
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#loneliness
#regret
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The Prisoner
I'm a soldier/
shields up when one draws closer/ a don't care persona/ and yet still sober/
I still feel young but I'm still getting older
Among people and yet still a loner/
I'm functional but still need a doner
I'm a son brother and also father
I have a wife on speed dial but too hesitant to call her
My blessed assurance is the medals on my collar
Also being able to come home and make it rain with coins and dollars
even though I shower and water hits my head instead of feeling alive inwardly I'm still dead
I have a woman I once knew laying...
shields up when one draws closer/ a don't care persona/ and yet still sober/
I still feel young but I'm still getting older
Among people and yet still a loner/
I'm functional but still need a doner
I'm a son brother and also father
I have a wife on speed dial but too hesitant to call her
My blessed assurance is the medals on my collar
Also being able to come home and make it rain with coins and dollars
even though I shower and water hits my head instead of feeling alive inwardly I'm still dead
I have a woman I once knew laying...
#FeelingTrapped
#prison
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The Black Widow and the Scorpion
The Black Widow and The Scorpion
I'm a survivalist/
And one of the poisonous beings you'll ever meet/ but I call it being a realist/ I insist/ on protecting mines and my household/ no amount of trust in others I'm able to borrow/I'm a loner/ people in my life are just doners to a cause/ my needs need to be met/ I'm the boss of my own castle/ if you're in my kindgom you'll need to be at my call with no hassel/ and if you get on the saddle and go to a place/ if I call you, you better return with haste/ my words are law there is no debate/ and if you dare cross me, you'll be...
I'm a survivalist/
And one of the poisonous beings you'll ever meet/ but I call it being a realist/ I insist/ on protecting mines and my household/ no amount of trust in others I'm able to borrow/I'm a loner/ people in my life are just doners to a cause/ my needs need to be met/ I'm the boss of my own castle/ if you're in my kindgom you'll need to be at my call with no hassel/ and if you get on the saddle and go to a place/ if I call you, you better return with haste/ my words are law there is no debate/ and if you dare cross me, you'll be...
#masculinity
#women
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Crawl, Stand, Walk
Hi World, I've realized that I'm content/ I use to fight my reality and didn't relent/ but the more I changed the more I began to resent/ My recent changes/ my personal changing stages/ only brought me back to the place of lack/ almost like I'm only able to stack and or perpetuate the problems in my life/ Frustration grew and I thought my means of salvation is through the barrel of a gun or knife/ My personal Strife kept me at a low state/ However I'm not mad/ I guess you can say I'm glad/ it seemed so bad and I was at a place where I kept saying I wish things were different or I wish I had/...
#choices
#LifeGoals
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Sons of God
I am to trust the woman that is suppose to hold my spine
While being questioned and put under review as if I'm the one who committed a crime
My mind is flooded with words from questions and slander/ interrupted rest while in continuous servitude while held in contempt for just a misinterpreted gander/ being rebuked and reminded of a standard/ continually interjected and silenced/ only having a nod of consent and my hand to hand her/ this land was at 1st governed by man/ for man was and is the splitting image of God/ It was only when man was deceived by woman when man was introduced...
While being questioned and put under review as if I'm the one who committed a crime
My mind is flooded with words from questions and slander/ interrupted rest while in continuous servitude while held in contempt for just a misinterpreted gander/ being rebuked and reminded of a standard/ continually interjected and silenced/ only having a nod of consent and my hand to hand her/ this land was at 1st governed by man/ for man was and is the splitting image of God/ It was only when man was deceived by woman when man was introduced...
#faith
#morality
#spiritual
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Honey
#love
#romantic
#wife
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Beyond the Veil
Beyond the Veil
By:
Joshua Jamal
I represent myself with confidence and humility/ I'm a gentleman with many gifts and a marvel to see/ one looks at me and see a handsome king/ but beyond what I represent so well that's hard to see/ is a damaged boy/ who's in internal conflict with his emotions looking to break free/ and in desperation for his "queen"/ due to exhaustion of fighting against the things/ that are within/ What things are those you ask, well where should I begin/ Besides that/ the answer would set where I'm taking you in a different...
By:
Joshua Jamal
I represent myself with confidence and humility/ I'm a gentleman with many gifts and a marvel to see/ one looks at me and see a handsome king/ but beyond what I represent so well that's hard to see/ is a damaged boy/ who's in internal conflict with his emotions looking to break free/ and in desperation for his "queen"/ due to exhaustion of fighting against the things/ that are within/ What things are those you ask, well where should I begin/ Besides that/ the answer would set where I'm taking you in a different...
#myself
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
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The Fool
I'm allured by thine eyes, and thy beauty/ your voice and skin is soothing like a peacful melody/ Like a heavenly symphony/I'm immersed and embracing everything about this queen/ I'm paralyzed and hypnotized/ looking to slow dance with her and be on cloud nine/ it seems so surreal and I feel like a lucky guy/ until one day I'm internally ruptured and bleeding to death like a human sacrifice/ because it was all a big lie/ nothing pays to be the good guy/for good guys finish last/ me having a happy ever after....yeah dont make me laugh/ you'd expect a guy like me to embrace such a fantasy...
#grief
#heartbroken
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Legacy
I walk a path with beings that are called people/ some will smile in your face and are good/ others will smile and yet are evil/ reminencing on your prequel while focusing on your sequel/ trying to fly in a group of chickens and ducks when your meant to be an eagle/ just like going through an eye of an needle/its difficult to walk this life without your head on a swivel/ while I'm walking I have at hand/ a nail and a chisel/ chipping away the external deficiencies that I believe are visible/while resting and patching from time to time to restore from the wounds that are internal/ for each...
#TruthOfLife
#morality
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Life of an Eagle
From brown earth to blue sky, the winds move and sweep under me/ encouraging/ me to fly/ When I fly/ I fly high/ but I fly alone/ My altitude is unmatched and hardly if any other has flown/ if you saw what I see every day your mind would be blown/your brain probably couldnt contain the marvels, terrible and awesome things my eyes have shown/ me/ seeing this world in its authenticity/ while being able to move freely
Or so one would think/ I fly but I have boundaries/ passing these boundaries/ can lead to tragedy/ for my boundary is actually the soil known as the earth/ I thrive in the...
Or so one would think/ I fly but I have boundaries/ passing these boundaries/ can lead to tragedy/ for my boundary is actually the soil known as the earth/ I thrive in the...
#birds
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Drowning
I was once swimming in a place of happiness and bliss/only to find myself reminicing the time I lived/body stiff and breathing restricted/ while slowly decending down to unknown depths and looking for ways to be lifted/ feeling defeated/ because my attempt to save myself is of to no avail/ I'm so far down in the water that no one can tell/ no evidence of me drowing is present/ I try making a sound but I am hesitant/ because opening my mouth will only add more pain and hasten my demise/this is so oppressing and surpressing that I cant even cry/ prayed, call on friends and family to help me?/...
#love
#strength
#hope
#courage
#motivational
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Unconditional Love
Unconditional Love
By:
Joshua Jamal
I come across a woman naturally/ the vibes are mutual and she makes me happy/ I decide she's the one I want to spend my life with for an eternity/only to find that I'm in a preptual loop that's challenging my integrity/
I'm pouring myself out to her/ trying to remedy the pains and discomforts that occur/dismissing the nay sayers and what ever nonsense I may have heard/ and yet I'm the one held in contempt/ an innocent/this is something I don't deserve/
The argument or alleged crime is quite weak/ but the...
By:
Joshua Jamal
I come across a woman naturally/ the vibes are mutual and she makes me happy/ I decide she's the one I want to spend my life with for an eternity/only to find that I'm in a preptual loop that's challenging my integrity/
I'm pouring myself out to her/ trying to remedy the pains and discomforts that occur/dismissing the nay sayers and what ever nonsense I may have heard/ and yet I'm the one held in contempt/ an innocent/this is something I don't deserve/
The argument or alleged crime is quite weak/ but the...
#love
#wife
#relationships #forgiveness
#relationships #forgiveness
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