Submissions by Hannible_Kuma (Happy)

I was sitting by my fire place trying to warm myself from a coldness that i have been stuck with for quite some time now. No matter who warm i got that chill was still there reminding me that the cold that i was feeling had only one way to be warmed. I’ve gotten use to the fact that the state that i would most likely live in would be a lonely one. but thinking back one what was told to me a long time ago from a very smart friend of mine. "A sunrise is only as special as the person who is sharing it with you". unfortunalty i was never so fortunate to have anyone who cared enough for...

Living in darkness waiting alone
A jungle around me thick and unknown
Taking my dreams in sway
Hoping my demons will keep themselves away
Always keeping my emotions at bay
My mind always wondering wishing for more
My Heart always aching from the woes of before
Aching from lost loves
Thought to be true
Memories in sight of me and of you
Losing them my fault
When I caused them to closed the vault
Making myself take all the blame
Giving myself nothing but shame


Hoping my life would be more than this darkness
I find nothing but...

Alone again just me and my queen... with no wondering or concerned eyes but our own to look upon one another. She muses her feelings on my skin with her breath, ruleing the peasant as a good queen should. My hands bound above my head to the headboard of the bed we lay upon, my ankles to the posts. She has removed my shirt and lays on me looking down at me with her amber eyes blazing in the firelight of the hearth.

She whispers to me her accent strong and proud, her french words soak into me through my skin as she moves to my ear whispering more sweet words of love and affection....

Wanting to love like before
But I'm the one in the way
Your love loves another, but is unsure
What to do, should i let them stay

He needs to be happy
He deserves that right
And this is nothing sappy
Something i cant change with all my might

Alone to see them love, and the memories flow
killing a piece of me
but no one will know
For this is how it has to be

Tried to forget
but always compared
can never regret
the bond that we shared

Tries to love again and kills the chance
wishing i was better
watching...