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When I Vanish

Wanting to love like before
But I'm the one in the way
Your love loves another, but is unsure
What to do, should i let them stay

He needs to be happy
He deserves that right
And this is nothing sappy
Something i cant change with all my might

Alone to see them love, and the memories flow
killing a piece of me
but no one will know
For this is how it has to be

Tried to forget
but always compared
can never regret
the bond that we shared

Tries to love again and kills the chance
wishing i was better
watching as my heart is purged by a lance
my own fire burnt my letter

That would tell her what we could have had
but is nothing of worth
she seems happy while i hide the sad
could it have worked if we both went forth

To give it a try and let if fly
not clipping its wings to fly no more
now all i do inside is cry
hiding it from the ones that think its not a lore

falling alone once more
nothing but his laughter of my pain
back to where i belong below the poor
my heart now one big stain

losing its blood so i die
wishing for more, that will never come
not alone in death but that's a lie
my life's note dieing from its strum

the silence falls
its just me here
for me no one will call
dead and alone with naught but a tear
Hannible_Kuma
Written by Hannible_Kuma (Happy)
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