Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
I've Finally Left This Place
Tell the ones who have
cared enough that
I have finally left this place.
I was never acknowledged in the first place,
I was treated like the moonless dark.
No one saw. I have finally left this place.
It happened quickly, it was cold and painful,
Cruel some would say..
But hey, I've finally left this place,
So tell those who cared enough,
It won't take long, because no one was there
In the end.
cared enough that
I have finally left this place.
I was never acknowledged in the first place,
I was treated like the moonless dark.
No one saw. I have finally left this place.
It happened quickly, it was cold and painful,
Cruel some would say..
But hey, I've finally left this place,
So tell those who cared enough,
It won't take long, because no one was there
In the end.
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You always Said
You always said something
That meant nothing..
But it meant the world to me.
Now we are two worlds apart,
And it's cold out here alone.
You said how much I was worth.
And I'm truly amazed at how
Quick you've changed your mind..
You whispered to me on how much
I changed your life.
I'll admit, I did believe...
Look now, this is what happens next.
Avoiding contact,
Pushing me away, and even denying
That we had so much once..
Look at what I went through...
Your shadow still follows me,
Making it...
That meant nothing..
But it meant the world to me.
Now we are two worlds apart,
And it's cold out here alone.
You said how much I was worth.
And I'm truly amazed at how
Quick you've changed your mind..
You whispered to me on how much
I changed your life.
I'll admit, I did believe...
Look now, this is what happens next.
Avoiding contact,
Pushing me away, and even denying
That we had so much once..
Look at what I went through...
Your shadow still follows me,
Making it...
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I Wish You Could See
I wish you could see,
How I really feel.
I wish you could see
Right through me,
Through this mask,
And through all my misery.
Then I remember..
You won't be able to see
When you're far away.
You won't notice unless you
Try.. You only saw what fell apart,
And you turned your back, leaving your
Mind blind, and your ears deaf.
I wish you could see where this
Has left me. I wish you could
See the real me hiding from the things
That never change.
How I really feel.
I wish you could see
Right through me,
Through this mask,
And through all my misery.
Then I remember..
You won't be able to see
When you're far away.
You won't notice unless you
Try.. You only saw what fell apart,
And you turned your back, leaving your
Mind blind, and your ears deaf.
I wish you could see where this
Has left me. I wish you could
See the real me hiding from the things
That never change.
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What Do You See?
What do you see,
When you look at me?
Do you see my battle scars,
Or the love for others that fills my heart?
What do you see,
When you look at me?
Do you see how I am forced to adapt?
Because all you see,
Is some sad girl who hides her fears...
When you look at me?
Do you see my battle scars,
Or the love for others that fills my heart?
What do you see,
When you look at me?
Do you see how I am forced to adapt?
Because all you see,
Is some sad girl who hides her fears...
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Illness
Tell me you will
Live through this, and I will die for you.
We can hope it all away,
We can fight it all away.
Can we scream it all away?
It just won't fade away.
Please don't be afraid,
It burns through you,
It also burns in me..
I know you can not bare it all alone.
Please don't cast me away, say you'll
Stay here. We can't wash it all away,
I can wish it all away,
But why won't it just fade away?
The dawn will break the silent screaming
Of our hearts..
I am beside you, hold and speak to me.
Tell me you'll live through...
Live through this, and I will die for you.
We can hope it all away,
We can fight it all away.
Can we scream it all away?
It just won't fade away.
Please don't be afraid,
It burns through you,
It also burns in me..
I know you can not bare it all alone.
Please don't cast me away, say you'll
Stay here. We can't wash it all away,
I can wish it all away,
But why won't it just fade away?
The dawn will break the silent screaming
Of our hearts..
I am beside you, hold and speak to me.
Tell me you'll live through...
672 reads
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Uncanny Pair Of Lovers
For quite sometime,
He and I have been an
Uncanny pair of lovers.
I'd say he is quite cold.
With skin pale like the moon light,
And darkened hair like a crow feather,
His eyes are dull and filled of emptiness.
He belongs to me, I to him.
Forever eternal, our love seems to be.
No matter how long we lie cold in the ground,
There is no secret among us, no wall.
Pure cold dark lifeless love.
Oh, my dear reader,
Surely you didn't believe we were alive?
He and I have been an
Uncanny pair of lovers.
I'd say he is quite cold.
With skin pale like the moon light,
And darkened hair like a crow feather,
His eyes are dull and filled of emptiness.
He belongs to me, I to him.
Forever eternal, our love seems to be.
No matter how long we lie cold in the ground,
There is no secret among us, no wall.
Pure cold dark lifeless love.
Oh, my dear reader,
Surely you didn't believe we were alive?
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I Was Never Numb
I now feel the agonizing hollow
Heart ache. I thought I went numb
And that I didn't care.. Til I heard your voice.
I felt a tug of sorrow under my ribs,
I felt my throat ball up,
My blood turned to slush.
Tears fell, and I felt
The betrayel go through me
With destructive force.
I'm ready to fade,
I'm ready to burn out.
I don't want to feel a thing anymore.
I want to be truly numb.
Because feeling only brings
Suffering.
Heart ache. I thought I went numb
And that I didn't care.. Til I heard your voice.
I felt a tug of sorrow under my ribs,
I felt my throat ball up,
My blood turned to slush.
Tears fell, and I felt
The betrayel go through me
With destructive force.
I'm ready to fade,
I'm ready to burn out.
I don't want to feel a thing anymore.
I want to be truly numb.
Because feeling only brings
Suffering.
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Numb
I cried for you for 5 minutes.
My heart burned for 3..
I can easily see, that I am far too
Used to this betrayel.
I have become numb to all you say.
I've become so numb, that all you said
doesn't even linger in my mind.
It doesn't hurt like I thought it would.
It simply sits in my mind
And I think about what could've gone wrong.
My heart doesn't scream like it
Has in the past. Now it just bleeds.
I know it should hurt,
That I should be upset. But how can I,
When I feel nothing?
How can it hurt, when I am so used to it?
I hear...
My heart burned for 3..
I can easily see, that I am far too
Used to this betrayel.
I have become numb to all you say.
I've become so numb, that all you said
doesn't even linger in my mind.
It doesn't hurt like I thought it would.
It simply sits in my mind
And I think about what could've gone wrong.
My heart doesn't scream like it
Has in the past. Now it just bleeds.
I know it should hurt,
That I should be upset. But how can I,
When I feel nothing?
How can it hurt, when I am so used to it?
I hear...
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Ruin Me
We've been standing in the dark for so long
It's gonna break my heart to turn the light on.
If I can't be the one you want, then
It would hurt me less for you to
Tell me the truth, that
You don't really feel the way
That I do..
I should leave, I know,
But I can't let go.
I thought I was over this,
But I cant forget.
Loving you is my regret.
All the things I've done to
Make my heart worse,
It completes my curse.
I should just forget,
But I still remember..
I forgive you, and it'll haunt me,
So what else can I do, to ruin...
It's gonna break my heart to turn the light on.
If I can't be the one you want, then
It would hurt me less for you to
Tell me the truth, that
You don't really feel the way
That I do..
I should leave, I know,
But I can't let go.
I thought I was over this,
But I cant forget.
Loving you is my regret.
All the things I've done to
Make my heart worse,
It completes my curse.
I should just forget,
But I still remember..
I forgive you, and it'll haunt me,
So what else can I do, to ruin...
958 reads
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Goodbye, Good Luck
I wish I could of seen this long ago.
I was never the one for you,
Goodbye, good luck,
Have fun with her.
I'll leave you alone to do what
You want, cause
I don't care anymore.
With out a doubt I know
I can make it without
Having to fake it.
I'm so much more
Than what meets the eyes.
Goodbye, good luck.
It'll no longer take time
To break away from everything you said,
And to forget your face,
Because I don't care,
I'm not holding onto you anymore.
I was never the one for you,
Goodbye, good luck,
Have fun with her.
I'll leave you alone to do what
You want, cause
I don't care anymore.
With out a doubt I know
I can make it without
Having to fake it.
I'm so much more
Than what meets the eyes.
Goodbye, good luck.
It'll no longer take time
To break away from everything you said,
And to forget your face,
Because I don't care,
I'm not holding onto you anymore.
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Blood And Tears
I cried over you,
I tried so hard for you.
A quick 11 months passed,
I thought it was going to last.
Now my eyes are swollen and red,
After everything you said,
I can't believe you'd do this.
I thought of our future,
My future with you..
You told me you thought of yours with me..
But now, I see my future
Will only hold something that my
Past held.
My future will always hold blood and tears.
I tried so hard for you.
A quick 11 months passed,
I thought it was going to last.
Now my eyes are swollen and red,
After everything you said,
I can't believe you'd do this.
I thought of our future,
My future with you..
You told me you thought of yours with me..
But now, I see my future
Will only hold something that my
Past held.
My future will always hold blood and tears.
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We're Done
Fuck you!
You said forever, I thought you meant it.
You said I was the only one who
You loved.. Fuck you for lying!
I can't believe I fell for it and
Fell for you. Your words were poison,
And everything made me
lose my sensible self.
You caught me off gaurd,
With your sweet twisted words.
Now are you fucking happy with what you have done?
You cheating bastard!
Im bleeding and crying. My heart has been
Torn from it's place.
I regret everything, I want to hate you... But my
Love is too strong..
I hate myself.. I'm done.
I...
You said forever, I thought you meant it.
You said I was the only one who
You loved.. Fuck you for lying!
I can't believe I fell for it and
Fell for you. Your words were poison,
And everything made me
lose my sensible self.
You caught me off gaurd,
With your sweet twisted words.
Now are you fucking happy with what you have done?
You cheating bastard!
Im bleeding and crying. My heart has been
Torn from it's place.
I regret everything, I want to hate you... But my
Love is too strong..
I hate myself.. I'm done.
I...
759 reads
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