You always Said

You always said something
That meant nothing..
But it meant the world to me.
Now we are two worlds apart,
And it's cold out here alone.

You said how much I was worth.
And I'm truly amazed at how
Quick you've changed your mind..
You whispered to me on how much
I changed your life.
I'll admit, I did believe...

Look now, this is what happens next.
Avoiding contact,
Pushing me away, and even denying
That we had so much once..

Look at what I went through...
Your shadow still follows me,
Making it hard to get around..
I know I miss you way too much.
For I became bitter and angry.

You always said those three words..
But they became silenced..
You didn't deny knowing me then.
But now I guess I've been silenced,
Hushed away and hidden..
Yet my heart says "Forgiven"