Submissions by DreamIllusions
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
When I put the pen to paper or the hands to keys - I feel as if I'm in a fever until all the thoughts make it out - only then I can breathe.
Kept Losing
I gave up for a while, kept losing
Losing lung space
Losing heart strings
Losing vision
Vision of what could be, what should be
I got caught up in what oughta be instead of what is
I assumed people come and go for reasons I don't know
But really they just go
Their reasons I'll never know
So I gave up for a while, kept running
Running away from all of that
Running toward more of that
Running into a sea of that
Never finding one tiny piece of that
I got mixed up, tangled between want and need
I figured people would...
Losing lung space
Losing heart strings
Losing vision
Vision of what could be, what should be
I got caught up in what oughta be instead of what is
I assumed people come and go for reasons I don't know
But really they just go
Their reasons I'll never know
So I gave up for a while, kept running
Running away from all of that
Running toward more of that
Running into a sea of that
Never finding one tiny piece of that
I got mixed up, tangled between want and need
I figured people would...
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#frustration
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Sleeping Next to Me
Is that your hand there
Brushing away my sleep
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
if I dare get up and start my day
It's too warm in here and
Everything's a blur
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
If there's another her
And here is where I sit
Drawing stars and
Listening to heaven
All by myself
While you are sleeping
Oo-oo o
While you are sleeping
Next to me
Is it night or is it day
Will the sun come up for me today
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
If I need to see it's face
Will my...
Brushing away my sleep
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
if I dare get up and start my day
It's too warm in here and
Everything's a blur
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
If there's another her
And here is where I sit
Drawing stars and
Listening to heaven
All by myself
While you are sleeping
Oo-oo o
While you are sleeping
Next to me
Is it night or is it day
Will the sun come up for me today
Oo-oo o Oo-oo o
I don't even know
If I need to see it's face
Will my...
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Shadow
Shadow, I’ve seen you for so long
I felt you there in the rain and in the fog
Shadow, you follow me to much
What is it that you want me to touch
What is your dark concern
Dark concern
Speaking silent whispers in the dark
Breathing life into a wandering soul
Glowing words haunt me in the dark
About what I’ll find if I keep looking around
Silent whispers, shh
Silent whispers, shh
Shadow, you’ve given many questions
The answers only the future knows
Shadow, I need the light to see
All the things you said you can’t see
But...
I felt you there in the rain and in the fog
Shadow, you follow me to much
What is it that you want me to touch
What is your dark concern
Dark concern
Speaking silent whispers in the dark
Breathing life into a wandering soul
Glowing words haunt me in the dark
About what I’ll find if I keep looking around
Silent whispers, shh
Silent whispers, shh
Shadow, you’ve given many questions
The answers only the future knows
Shadow, I need the light to see
All the things you said you can’t see
But...
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Later
Your car smells like leather and smoke
But it’s where I go when don’t want to be alone
So the clouds can pass by in the dark
And the fog can drift around my heart
I won’t have to think
I won’t have to remember
I can get lost in your drink
And then miss you when I’m sober
You’re never in jeans, your pants crisp and clean
I lay by your side while you make time between
Business and pleasure, work and spare time
In the blank space around the bottles of wine
...
But it’s where I go when don’t want to be alone
So the clouds can pass by in the dark
And the fog can drift around my heart
I won’t have to think
I won’t have to remember
I can get lost in your drink
And then miss you when I’m sober
You’re never in jeans, your pants crisp and clean
I lay by your side while you make time between
Business and pleasure, work and spare time
In the blank space around the bottles of wine
...
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You Can Still Fall with your Head Under Water
YOU CAN STILL FALL WITH YOUR HEAD UNDER WATER
There’s no time for silence
No time to kill
No time for justifying
When your heart is dying
Stand on the bottom
Look for the top
Look for the one who
Might come and save you
Might move the stillness
Might cause the ripples
To churn the darkness
Then, glowing from the inside
You’ll rise to the outside
There’s no time for confusion
No time to waste
No time for understanding
Why your feet aren’t moving
Let go of the sand and shells
Reach out for the wind and...
There’s no time for silence
No time to kill
No time for justifying
When your heart is dying
Stand on the bottom
Look for the top
Look for the one who
Might come and save you
Might move the stillness
Might cause the ripples
To churn the darkness
Then, glowing from the inside
You’ll rise to the outside
There’s no time for confusion
No time to waste
No time for understanding
Why your feet aren’t moving
Let go of the sand and shells
Reach out for the wind and...
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The Safety of Song
When hands left me, music didn’t
It was always there whispering words of strength
Words of comfort, words in the wind through the trees
Words in the grass between my toes
While I run
When faces turned against me, music stayed
It was always looking deep into my eyes and sometimes deeper
Taking away everything that hurt, touching all my wounds
Taking away every last tear, until there were none left
When I cried
When hearts left me, music didn’t
It was always by my side holding my hand
Holding with the strong embrace of melody through...
It was always there whispering words of strength
Words of comfort, words in the wind through the trees
Words in the grass between my toes
While I run
When faces turned against me, music stayed
It was always looking deep into my eyes and sometimes deeper
Taking away everything that hurt, touching all my wounds
Taking away every last tear, until there were none left
When I cried
When hearts left me, music didn’t
It was always by my side holding my hand
Holding with the strong embrace of melody through...
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Let it Find a Way
When that last breath was whispered
And the phone call came for me
There was no longer any music
No longer any words
Swirling round my life
All the world was thunderous and glaring
And the sky so bright, too bright
All I could here was honking and shouting
No longer any words
Soothing my broken life
When I looked upon his face and whispered
That this just couldn’t be real, not this
There were no longer any notes
No longer were his words
Sending letters to my life
With all the world moving fast and loud
And the...
And the phone call came for me
There was no longer any music
No longer any words
Swirling round my life
All the world was thunderous and glaring
And the sky so bright, too bright
All I could here was honking and shouting
No longer any words
Soothing my broken life
When I looked upon his face and whispered
That this just couldn’t be real, not this
There were no longer any notes
No longer were his words
Sending letters to my life
With all the world moving fast and loud
And the...
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Over
Stay up with me til dawn
You can’t go home now
I leave we wave
We can’t stand this being apart thing
Is this where you
Call me up and say where have you been?
And
Why aren’t you here?
Tell me is the part where
I come o - o – o – over
Being apart won’t make it better
Tell me is the part when
Part when
You come o –o – o – over
Being alone won’t’ make it better
One of us should just
come o - o – o – over
Walk through my door
I see there are no lights on
I’m already missing you
My phones goes off, its ...
You can’t go home now
I leave we wave
We can’t stand this being apart thing
Is this where you
Call me up and say where have you been?
And
Why aren’t you here?
Tell me is the part where
I come o - o – o – over
Being apart won’t make it better
Tell me is the part when
Part when
You come o –o – o – over
Being alone won’t’ make it better
One of us should just
come o - o – o – over
Walk through my door
I see there are no lights on
I’m already missing you
My phones goes off, its ...
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Castaway
Like a castaway in a sea of silence
I just can’t let anyone in, let anyone hear
In the distance I see blinking lights from ships
I know I should call out, raise a flag
But like a bullet from a gun, some things just can’t be undone
I turn and my breath escapes me, I cannot call out, not even once
My hands are frozen on the ropes, resonating with this fear
In the distance I see safe dry land but my heart, it rips
I know I should call out, but then the sails start to drag
But like an accidental overdose, things so far were once so close
This...
I just can’t let anyone in, let anyone hear
In the distance I see blinking lights from ships
I know I should call out, raise a flag
But like a bullet from a gun, some things just can’t be undone
I turn and my breath escapes me, I cannot call out, not even once
My hands are frozen on the ropes, resonating with this fear
In the distance I see safe dry land but my heart, it rips
I know I should call out, but then the sails start to drag
But like an accidental overdose, things so far were once so close
This...
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Girl of a Thousand
You eyes alone
Can drive me to, a thousand days
Those same eyes
That kept me here, beneath your gaze
For a thousand replays
Of all the fires we set ablaze
I feel lost again
When will it end, my driving blind
I just have to know, it is mutual
Because I never want to leave and I’m ready to run
Ready to drive; ready to fly, ready just to lose it all
And I’ll take the curve a little too fast, it’s a little too slick
You keep me driving, you keep me running
You keep me
You hands alone
Can take me to, a thousand worlds
Those...
Can drive me to, a thousand days
Those same eyes
That kept me here, beneath your gaze
For a thousand replays
Of all the fires we set ablaze
I feel lost again
When will it end, my driving blind
I just have to know, it is mutual
Because I never want to leave and I’m ready to run
Ready to drive; ready to fly, ready just to lose it all
And I’ll take the curve a little too fast, it’s a little too slick
You keep me driving, you keep me running
You keep me
You hands alone
Can take me to, a thousand worlds
Those...
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Shh, Don't Worry
Hands in hands
Do you see these lines here
The ones that go this way and then that
They don’t mean a thing
All that matters is you
And me
Here
Now
Face to face
Do you see this worry here
The thoughts that go so far away before coming back
They are good, I’m glad you have hopes
But all that matters now is you
Next to me
Right here
Right now
Brick on brick
Do you see it’s overcrowded in there
The people you see daily always smiling and waving
They are just shadows, darkened by your bright shine
Because all...
Do you see these lines here
The ones that go this way and then that
They don’t mean a thing
All that matters is you
And me
Here
Now
Face to face
Do you see this worry here
The thoughts that go so far away before coming back
They are good, I’m glad you have hopes
But all that matters now is you
Next to me
Right here
Right now
Brick on brick
Do you see it’s overcrowded in there
The people you see daily always smiling and waving
They are just shadows, darkened by your bright shine
Because all...
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Hold Me Close
Hold me.
Hold me close, tell me what you need and
I’ll take control
If what you want is to run with me
If what you want is to follow me
If what you want is to be there in the middle of the night
So I feel your body
And all the reasons you want to stay
Hold me.
Hold me close, I won’t let go, whisper what I need and
I’ll hold your face next to mine
If what you want is to pray for me
If what you want is to sing to me
If what you want is to be so close in the daylight
So our hands interlock
And all the reasons I want to stay are known...
Hold me close, tell me what you need and
I’ll take control
If what you want is to run with me
If what you want is to follow me
If what you want is to be there in the middle of the night
So I feel your body
And all the reasons you want to stay
Hold me.
Hold me close, I won’t let go, whisper what I need and
I’ll hold your face next to mine
If what you want is to pray for me
If what you want is to sing to me
If what you want is to be so close in the daylight
So our hands interlock
And all the reasons I want to stay are known...
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