Submissions by Calkid817
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
19th Oct 2023 6:13pm
19th Oct 2023 6:13pm
Small
Feeling so little
feeling so small
I have a lot to say
And nothing at all
They say that they love me
They say that they care
Their actions and words
Are like apples and pears
I'll just continue
Being unseen and unheard
Being looked at blankley
Without any words
feeling so small
I have a lot to say
And nothing at all
They say that they love me
They say that they care
Their actions and words
Are like apples and pears
I'll just continue
Being unseen and unheard
Being looked at blankley
Without any words
#sadness
#loneliness
#frustration
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Oct 2023 2:10am
17th Oct 2023 2:10am
I GIVE UP
I can't do this
I give up
Too much doubt
Filling my cup
Too much stress
Living at home
Too much pain
I carry alone
Depression's getting darker
With each passing day
It's hard to find a reason
To just want to stay
I give up
Too much doubt
Filling my cup
Too much stress
Living at home
Too much pain
I carry alone
Depression's getting darker
With each passing day
It's hard to find a reason
To just want to stay
#anxiety
#despair
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Oct 2023 7:21pm
4th Oct 2023 7:21pm
Empty
I feel.so empty
I feel so alone
Everyone who said they cared
Are all now gone
Alone with my thoughts
In my head it's loud
All these voices talking
But all I hear are shouts
Someone come help me
Someone come talk
Inside my head is not a place
That I should take a walk
Feeling really small today
Feeling overlooked
I just want to fade away
Without a second look
I feel so alone
Everyone who said they cared
Are all now gone
Alone with my thoughts
In my head it's loud
All these voices talking
But all I hear are shouts
Someone come help me
Someone come talk
Inside my head is not a place
That I should take a walk
Feeling really small today
Feeling overlooked
I just want to fade away
Without a second look
#emptiness
#sadness
#depression #loneliness
#depression #loneliness
208 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2023 4:22pm
25th Sep 2023 4:22pm
Days
Good days, bad days
Both come and go
Which day the morning sun will bring
I do not know
Bad days are a struggle
I hope to win
Good days are my hope
When a new day begins
I must be strong
To face each day
No matter good or bad
Come what may
Both come and go
Which day the morning sun will bring
I do not know
Bad days are a struggle
I hope to win
Good days are my hope
When a new day begins
I must be strong
To face each day
No matter good or bad
Come what may
#strength
#courage
#emotions
153 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Sep 2023 4:16pm
25th Sep 2023 4:16pm
Love Lie
I used to love
I used to care
But now those feelings
Are no longer there
All this time
I never could see
That it was never
Really about me
You only love
To get attention
But you could never
Show affection
So if this is really ends
Your love
Was something
I'll have to pretend
I used to care
But now those feelings
Are no longer there
All this time
I never could see
That it was never
Really about me
You only love
To get attention
But you could never
Show affection
So if this is really ends
Your love
Was something
I'll have to pretend
#heartbroken
#breakup
#manipulation
198 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2023 9:18pm
24th Sep 2023 9:18pm
Silence
The silence is so loud
It's ringing in my ears.
It lives inside my head
And knows all my fears.
Inside my head it's loud
And there's nowhere I can hide.
The darkness keeps coming back
The thoughts of suicide.
How do I stop it
From driving me insane?
How do I stop feeling
All this pain?
Silence isn't golden
And it isn't nice.
I would rather live with noise
Than to pay the silent price.
It's ringing in my ears.
It lives inside my head
And knows all my fears.
Inside my head it's loud
And there's nowhere I can hide.
The darkness keeps coming back
The thoughts of suicide.
How do I stop it
From driving me insane?
How do I stop feeling
All this pain?
Silence isn't golden
And it isn't nice.
I would rather live with noise
Than to pay the silent price.
#anxiety
#depression
212 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2023 9:09pm
24th Sep 2023 9:09pm
The Edge
If I were to die today
Would anybody care?
Would they finally notice me
Or would I get that familiar blank stare?
They think it's a game I play
The hurt I feel inside.
All the harsh and cutting works
The pain I can no longer hide.
As I stand here on the edge
Shouting one more cry for help
Would you leave me standing there
Or try to help save me from myself?
All I need is someone to listen
Somebody who cares to hear
what goes on inside my head
And to help me fight my fear.
So if I were...
Would anybody care?
Would they finally notice me
Or would I get that familiar blank stare?
They think it's a game I play
The hurt I feel inside.
All the harsh and cutting works
The pain I can no longer hide.
As I stand here on the edge
Shouting one more cry for help
Would you leave me standing there
Or try to help save me from myself?
All I need is someone to listen
Somebody who cares to hear
what goes on inside my head
And to help me fight my fear.
So if I were...
#MyInspiration
#myself
#emptiness #SelfWorth
#emptiness #SelfWorth
176 reads
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