Submissions by Britney456 (Brittany Dupre)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
im new to this shit but i love it and it helps me wiht my problems
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2017 10:12pm
2nd Oct 2017 10:12pm
Are you tired
You'd softly rub my skin
Always wanted to touch me
Rub me
Most nights you even rubbed me with lotion
You always wanted me
Then slowly it stopped
Now you don't even want to kiss me sometimes
You have your days,
When you'll treat me like you use to do
We'd take surprise trips
You'd give me gifts
Then she came down
Just for awhile
You made me leave
Just for a while
But you told me to come back
So I came running
But your not the same
I thought it was because of her
But she's been gone...
Always wanted to touch me
Rub me
Most nights you even rubbed me with lotion
You always wanted me
Then slowly it stopped
Now you don't even want to kiss me sometimes
You have your days,
When you'll treat me like you use to do
We'd take surprise trips
You'd give me gifts
Then she came down
Just for awhile
You made me leave
Just for a while
But you told me to come back
So I came running
But your not the same
I thought it was because of her
But she's been gone...
#love
#relationships
#drugs
#marijuana
#crush
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7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Sep 2017 8:05pm
12th Sep 2017 8:05pm
Fighting
It's been awhile
I don't talk to many
I've disappeared for awhile
Now I'm on many medications
I've gotten better
But not from the meds
They made me weak
Not myself
I was a zombie
I still take some for when the days are too hard
But now I have a wonderful helper
My fiancé
I am so thankful for him
He is the best thing to happen to me In a long time
I'm happy he is here for me
Holding my hand every step of the way
I don't know what I would do without him
He is the light of my world now
Now...
I don't talk to many
I've disappeared for awhile
Now I'm on many medications
I've gotten better
But not from the meds
They made me weak
Not myself
I was a zombie
I still take some for when the days are too hard
But now I have a wonderful helper
My fiancé
I am so thankful for him
He is the best thing to happen to me In a long time
I'm happy he is here for me
Holding my hand every step of the way
I don't know what I would do without him
He is the light of my world now
Now...
#friendship
#drugs
#support
579 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2017 3:46am
24th Aug 2017 3:46am
Stress
I went to the doctor today. Sat there for 2 hrs waiting. Just to say I need to talk to a counselor or social worker. I just thought I was sick but supposedly I'm depressed and very stressed out. 🙄this last year had been a hard year. Never thought any of this would happen. I admit I act like everything was goin to be ok. Time to get back to reality. This shit sucks. I'm stressed about everything that happens to my family or me. My new job stresses the crap out of me. Moving back here and starting over stresses me out. If anyone remembers I had no friends really back in high school I...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#despair
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Mar 2017 7:42am
1st Mar 2017 7:42am
I'm just barely living
I can't help it
I can't stop it
I'm doing it to myself
I push everyone away
Just so I can die alone
I wouldn't put up with myself if I had the choice
I hate how I'm becoming
I've changed
But not for the best
And not for the worst
I've moved on from somethings
Some I don't even want to admit it's happen
For the past few years I've been depressed
But I act like it's all fine
But it's killing me
The fact I can't live a day without lyin to myself that I'm ok
Or it's getting better
But if life is...
I can't stop it
I'm doing it to myself
I push everyone away
Just so I can die alone
I wouldn't put up with myself if I had the choice
I hate how I'm becoming
I've changed
But not for the best
And not for the worst
I've moved on from somethings
Some I don't even want to admit it's happen
For the past few years I've been depressed
But I act like it's all fine
But it's killing me
The fact I can't live a day without lyin to myself that I'm ok
Or it's getting better
But if life is...
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6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jan 2017 3:30am
17th Jan 2017 3:30am
Old habits die hard
I don't even n ow how to start to put this in words
It's been so long since ive even thought about writing.
Wait no I take that back I think about it every day
My life is shit right now
I've been living in a 12x32 house with no power and no water hooked up to my house.
Have you ever lived with out power for 6 months
It's not easy
So to spare time I started doing more physical things
Old habits die hard
I've been riding horses
I've been walking a lot
Drawing
Painting
But most of my habits are very good.
I've started smoking...
It's been so long since ive even thought about writing.
Wait no I take that back I think about it every day
My life is shit right now
I've been living in a 12x32 house with no power and no water hooked up to my house.
Have you ever lived with out power for 6 months
It's not easy
So to spare time I started doing more physical things
Old habits die hard
I've been riding horses
I've been walking a lot
Drawing
Painting
But most of my habits are very good.
I've started smoking...
1030 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Aug 2016 00:02am
30th Aug 2016 00:02am
Plants arnt drugs
It grows naturally
You can plant it hint the word plant
It's an herb like mint
It can help with headaches it helps with pain
People die from drugs
Nobody has died from smoking
You can put laws up saying we can't smoke
But we find ways
Why can't you just make it legal
Oh wait I know Bc our governments stupid
We need to legalize weed
I mean I know a lot of ppl who smoke including me
We have never done anythinf wrong
It helps with my headaches
Or if I'm bored
But still it's not a bad thing
And all those ppl saying...
You can plant it hint the word plant
It's an herb like mint
It can help with headaches it helps with pain
People die from drugs
Nobody has died from smoking
You can put laws up saying we can't smoke
But we find ways
Why can't you just make it legal
Oh wait I know Bc our governments stupid
We need to legalize weed
I mean I know a lot of ppl who smoke including me
We have never done anythinf wrong
It helps with my headaches
Or if I'm bored
But still it's not a bad thing
And all those ppl saying...
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7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Aug 2016 9:36am
28th Aug 2016 9:36am
Wishing to sleep
I try I really do
I lay in bed for hours
Sometimes I fall really fast
But other nights like these
I can't
It's 350 and I'm exhausted but my body doesn't care
It says no sleep for you!!
I've taken sleep medicine but nothing helps
I'll sleep for about 1-3 hrs and that's it
He tells me I can txt him when I can't sleep so I think about it but he needs sleep
But mostly I think about him when I can't sleep
He was so kind to me
He was the one I wanted to be with
But I can't be with him
Distance is hard
Very hard
And he...
I lay in bed for hours
Sometimes I fall really fast
But other nights like these
I can't
It's 350 and I'm exhausted but my body doesn't care
It says no sleep for you!!
I've taken sleep medicine but nothing helps
I'll sleep for about 1-3 hrs and that's it
He tells me I can txt him when I can't sleep so I think about it but he needs sleep
But mostly I think about him when I can't sleep
He was so kind to me
He was the one I wanted to be with
But I can't be with him
Distance is hard
Very hard
And he...
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6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Aug 2016 7:52am
24th Aug 2016 7:52am
Was it a joke?
I'm not laughing
Not even close
You showed me like a prize
You showed me off
To everyone
Everything I told you not to do
You did it
Why
To show ha I have a girl who will do this
I have a girl who likes to fuck me all the time
Well now you don't have a girl
Oh wait you do
You have like 10 of them
Was it funny
When I showed you off
When I told my girls about your pinky sized dick
I'm sorry it was prob smaller
Was it funny when I showed my girl the pic of where you kissed me
You got mad
Don't show them...
Not even close
You showed me like a prize
You showed me off
To everyone
Everything I told you not to do
You did it
Why
To show ha I have a girl who will do this
I have a girl who likes to fuck me all the time
Well now you don't have a girl
Oh wait you do
You have like 10 of them
Was it funny
When I showed you off
When I told my girls about your pinky sized dick
I'm sorry it was prob smaller
Was it funny when I showed my girl the pic of where you kissed me
You got mad
Don't show them...
698 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Aug 2016 4:55am
24th Aug 2016 4:55am
Giving myself away
I don't have anymore to give so stop asking
I gave you everything to make you happy
Most of the things I didn't want to give you.
You just took them
I lost myself
I forgot who I was
You took my life
I was not aloud to leave
I could not talk to who I wanted to
I could not do what I wanted to
I'm not putting up with that shit
I am me and nobody else
I have nothing else to give
So in taking back my life
You can keep the memories
I don't want them
All the pain
Gone
All the tears
Gone
I can fight my...
I gave you everything to make you happy
Most of the things I didn't want to give you.
You just took them
I lost myself
I forgot who I was
You took my life
I was not aloud to leave
I could not talk to who I wanted to
I could not do what I wanted to
I'm not putting up with that shit
I am me and nobody else
I have nothing else to give
So in taking back my life
You can keep the memories
I don't want them
All the pain
Gone
All the tears
Gone
I can fight my...
664 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Jul 2016 00:18am
16th Jul 2016 00:18am
Thanks to y'all
I've been through hell and back
And y'all heard what I have to say
No complaints
No shit about it
Y'all encourage it
And we never thank y'all
Writers on here has never(or well I've never seen) thanked our readers
But I want to say thanks to all my readers who are my friends and who help me through everything
And I want to say I'm so thankful for this website with out I don't think I would be here anymore letting my angers out and all my emotion run I don't think I could have put up with my own mind much longer
Thanks for letting me vent,cry,write...
And y'all heard what I have to say
No complaints
No shit about it
Y'all encourage it
And we never thank y'all
Writers on here has never(or well I've never seen) thanked our readers
But I want to say thanks to all my readers who are my friends and who help me through everything
And I want to say I'm so thankful for this website with out I don't think I would be here anymore letting my angers out and all my emotion run I don't think I could have put up with my own mind much longer
Thanks for letting me vent,cry,write...
683 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Jun 2016 3:08am
30th Jun 2016 3:08am
Coming home
I'm tired of the lies
Tired of the moving
One place to another
They ask when I'm coming back
When I'm coming home
I'm about there
I've been all packed
Ready to go home
I think it's time
Walking back home
It's not the same
Not as happy as I remember
Brothers fucked up on something
The baby is crying
Parents are getting high in the bathroom
Probably fucking too
I instantly grab the baby I start to cook
Parents walk in
Bout time you come home
Go do this go do that
Bullshit
I can't do...
Tired of the moving
One place to another
They ask when I'm coming back
When I'm coming home
I'm about there
I've been all packed
Ready to go home
I think it's time
Walking back home
It's not the same
Not as happy as I remember
Brothers fucked up on something
The baby is crying
Parents are getting high in the bathroom
Probably fucking too
I instantly grab the baby I start to cook
Parents walk in
Bout time you come home
Go do this go do that
Bullshit
I can't do...
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1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2016 8:23pm
27th Jun 2016 8:23pm
Packing up my world
One by one
Folding them
My sanity
My whole life
Putting all of it in tiny boxes
I think I'll lable this one
Happiness
You know I won't need this for a while
LOVE
Well I know this one can be burned
It's fake
Not real
MY LIFE
Why is this such a small box?
I guess it's time to change
I can't even look at them
I'm leaving out the door
Not coming home for a while
I'll be different
Nicer they said
Better they said
I'm not getting better
I'm getting worse
Folding them
My sanity
My whole life
Putting all of it in tiny boxes
I think I'll lable this one
Happiness
You know I won't need this for a while
LOVE
Well I know this one can be burned
It's fake
Not real
MY LIFE
Why is this such a small box?
I guess it's time to change
I can't even look at them
I'm leaving out the door
Not coming home for a while
I'll be different
Nicer they said
Better they said
I'm not getting better
I'm getting worse
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6 Comments
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