Submissions by Breakingbenjamin (Benjamin)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The dark side of our planes has always brought me into a place of discussion.
Your back door
Jesus may be void, while God is nullified, Christ is over and Satan is underrated.
Now my blood is tanted and your soul is wasted, your light is fading and my temper is blinding.
You can beat and you can rant and you can stab without spite,
But beware my friends for there is an evil at wait tonight.
There is an animal in me and this fucker wants free.
So just keep pushing and rushing up on me.
There is no lie nor a doubt that this fuckers coming out.
You've left me no choice.
Your heart will beat no more.
Close your...
Now my blood is tanted and your soul is wasted, your light is fading and my temper is blinding.
You can beat and you can rant and you can stab without spite,
But beware my friends for there is an evil at wait tonight.
There is an animal in me and this fucker wants free.
So just keep pushing and rushing up on me.
There is no lie nor a doubt that this fuckers coming out.
You've left me no choice.
Your heart will beat no more.
Close your...
#anger
#hate
#dark #frustration
#dark #frustration
463 reads
1 Comment
A family affair
#hate
#dark
#evil
#devil
#tragedy
493 reads
4 Comments
Never just a girl
She was never just a girl,
This world always demanded so much more.
She was never just a girl,
For tis through her dreams now so highly she soars.
She was never just a girl,
But a distant glacier glimmering in the suns radiant enchantment.
Forever more then just a girl.
She is an elegant flame of the moon light in mid twirl.
You were never just a girl.
You are the light in the mist where thy shadows were cast do darkly.
Never just a girl, but with a statuesque smile so close to unattainable.
No Never just a girl, but an aristocratic...
This world always demanded so much more.
She was never just a girl,
For tis through her dreams now so highly she soars.
She was never just a girl,
But a distant glacier glimmering in the suns radiant enchantment.
Forever more then just a girl.
She is an elegant flame of the moon light in mid twirl.
You were never just a girl.
You are the light in the mist where thy shadows were cast do darkly.
Never just a girl, but with a statuesque smile so close to unattainable.
No Never just a girl, but an aristocratic...
#love
#beauty
#admiration #respect
#admiration #respect
570 reads
5 Comments
Moving forward
Another chance with an outer body romance.
Intimacy and connection is the C.P.R I need.
Another treck down the same old road, love for my self is the debt I am owed.
Just trust In my self, it was danger where I fell,
I pray this new trip will not be a navigational hell.
Keep my head up and my ego down, I can't let my subconscious drag me back on this fear bound Russian roulette round.
Forward, forward is my direction, there is no going back.
I will take my memories and lessons learnt.
I can't apologize enough for the people I have hurt.
But I...
Intimacy and connection is the C.P.R I need.
Another treck down the same old road, love for my self is the debt I am owed.
Just trust In my self, it was danger where I fell,
I pray this new trip will not be a navigational hell.
Keep my head up and my ego down, I can't let my subconscious drag me back on this fear bound Russian roulette round.
Forward, forward is my direction, there is no going back.
I will take my memories and lessons learnt.
I can't apologize enough for the people I have hurt.
But I...
#happiness
#strength
#courage
#inspirational
#uplifting
515 reads
2 Comments
Dear O.C.D
Dear o.c.d
Why have you victimised my mental freedom down to the depths of my shattered insanities.
Why, why have you brutalized and butchered my self control and placed your voodoo curse on me.
My only wish and for other sufferer's so, is just to be our own.
Yet the one inside my mind, he is not me sitting on my throne.
Repetition, repetition this entity he follows.
Repetition, repetition he simply will not let me go.
With every minute, through every waking moment this battle spins and boils out of control-
Yet while pushing through this never ending...
Why have you victimised my mental freedom down to the depths of my shattered insanities.
Why, why have you brutalized and butchered my self control and placed your voodoo curse on me.
My only wish and for other sufferer's so, is just to be our own.
Yet the one inside my mind, he is not me sitting on my throne.
Repetition, repetition this entity he follows.
Repetition, repetition he simply will not let me go.
With every minute, through every waking moment this battle spins and boils out of control-
Yet while pushing through this never ending...
#depression
#OCD
#MentalHealth #suffering
#MentalHealth #suffering
508 reads
4 Comments
Strive for ourselvs
They say that beauty is only skin deep, but beauty is In the eye of the beholder..
Now to be vulnerable is to let another in.
This is into our fears our doubts our losses and into our hearts.
To let your self feel truelly vulnerable you must have courage.
Courage is somthing that burns with in you, this courage will ignite your soul,
Your soul fires your passion, this is your passion for life, your passion for love and your passion for others.
Our passion will drive us to the peace we seek most.
A peace around us and a peace within our self's. But This...
Now to be vulnerable is to let another in.
This is into our fears our doubts our losses and into our hearts.
To let your self feel truelly vulnerable you must have courage.
Courage is somthing that burns with in you, this courage will ignite your soul,
Your soul fires your passion, this is your passion for life, your passion for love and your passion for others.
Our passion will drive us to the peace we seek most.
A peace around us and a peace within our self's. But This...
#love
#strength
#hope
#courage
#motivational
524 reads
6 Comments
Bladed satisfaction
#happiness
#love
#lust
#erotic
#BDSM
677 reads
1 Comment
Social Juggernaut
Tisk tisk to the judgements of life.
And tit tat to the rule of the social Juggernaut that is the media.
Fuck that, we are forever entranced and enchanted in a blurred Hay's of false hope,
Tis relentless, demeaning and a sometimes deranged chase. To then be followed trapped and engulfed,,,, too then disappear into transit then to reappeare back into the waves of limbo.
But to where is it now our tribulations have taken us,,,,, is it peace or war,,,, or our own dull melcontent driving our tales of affliction.
Maybe its our own devine unknown sourcery- black magic if...
And tit tat to the rule of the social Juggernaut that is the media.
Fuck that, we are forever entranced and enchanted in a blurred Hay's of false hope,
Tis relentless, demeaning and a sometimes deranged chase. To then be followed trapped and engulfed,,,, too then disappear into transit then to reappeare back into the waves of limbo.
But to where is it now our tribulations have taken us,,,,, is it peace or war,,,, or our own dull melcontent driving our tales of affliction.
Maybe its our own devine unknown sourcery- black magic if...
#lies
#religion
#fate
#hypocrisy
#philosophical
466 reads
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Bloodied love
#anger
#erotic
#nightmares #revenge
#nightmares #revenge
460 reads
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Conspiracy
Coverups and controversy, with secret deaths hidden within the breeze of the shade.
Tis the gullible and the impressionable that will fall for the lies in this governed banta.
It is the truth and the clearly obvious forever floating right infront of their arrogant fucking faces that society will always miss.
Why can't all the others see what we can see.
Is it that they do not want,,,,, or are they simply blind as to our world that is so brutally true.
Its the every day, its the standard shift, its the 9 too 5 , its the perfectly mundane in their every way,,,,,, ...
Tis the gullible and the impressionable that will fall for the lies in this governed banta.
It is the truth and the clearly obvious forever floating right infront of their arrogant fucking faces that society will always miss.
Why can't all the others see what we can see.
Is it that they do not want,,,,, or are they simply blind as to our world that is so brutally true.
Its the every day, its the standard shift, its the 9 too 5 , its the perfectly mundane in their every way,,,,,, ...
#identity
#politics
#money #consumerism
#money #consumerism
462 reads
3 Comments
Internal destruction
A tornado of emptiness is tearing through my soul, ripping all that is left and dragging it into this abyss. My despise is a bottomless pit, tis once you fall in you seem to be falling for life.
Weightless, souless, heartless and completely fucking alone. Tormented for ever by the fuck who never left you alone.
Tormented by the same fuck who destroyed my dreams of ever having a family home.
Tormented forever because even when I'm by my self, I am never completely alone.
He whispers and he talks, it pushes he thrives, it is my negativity that drives this.
It manifests...
Weightless, souless, heartless and completely fucking alone. Tormented for ever by the fuck who never left you alone.
Tormented by the same fuck who destroyed my dreams of ever having a family home.
Tormented forever because even when I'm by my self, I am never completely alone.
He whispers and he talks, it pushes he thrives, it is my negativity that drives this.
It manifests...
#anxiety
#addiction
#OCD #MentalHealth
#OCD #MentalHealth
530 reads
2 Comments
Tainted flavour
Happiness can be but a quick slight of hand, and happiness may be but a fragment of hope,,,,,
As this real world only teases and dares me to choke. With a cruel twist of hope and these ironic slashes on my wrist, I will fucking starve and beg for this tainted flavour to feed me.
Tis now that I am enticed by my raw insidious beauty.
I pray for glorified pain, whith such a satanic rush as this poison fills my veins,
While 2 hollow cries of fright deeply unsettle my broken and tortured realities.
Physically alone and shaking in the dark whilst I wait for this devil...
As this real world only teases and dares me to choke. With a cruel twist of hope and these ironic slashes on my wrist, I will fucking starve and beg for this tainted flavour to feed me.
Tis now that I am enticed by my raw insidious beauty.
I pray for glorified pain, whith such a satanic rush as this poison fills my veins,
While 2 hollow cries of fright deeply unsettle my broken and tortured realities.
Physically alone and shaking in the dark whilst I wait for this devil...
#loneliness
#dark
#emptiness
545 reads
2 Comments
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