Submissions by Aptsky (Saira Audrey Furner)

Lost without a solid kind of love
Solid love is the kind you need to hold onto, attach your self to
In order to feel alive and whole
Love that's solid, I'm yearning for it every second I breathe.
I forget to breathe right, my spinning mind won't stop whining without it
Quick gasps for air inbetween, days,weeks, months.
I'm left questioning what's my purpose without the feeling?
I'm left questioning my lack of clarity that I should have had already.
I'm falling out of love, I want to cry.
My whispering confusion haunts me,
Becon' s...

Ring as gold as a ray of sun
That warms the soul
Ring of gold a soul mate gave me
Your treasure of the glory of love
Was lit up on my finger
I was beckoned to be your lover
But the promises I kept wishing for
I never owned
Ring of gold that memorized me
I held onto your love in a far away place
Clung onto it like a desperate child
I held onto your love
But we could never mend the distance in miles
That drove us further apart away
From worn promises
Spoken briefly of
That melted my heart too soon ...