Submissions by Addi82 (Addi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing as long as i can remember. Most of the time it is the only way i can express myself. Its a form of therapy for me.
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Apr 2020 5:15am
10th Apr 2020 5:15am
sunshine
How do I describe these feelings
the ones that I feel deep down inside
the tingling sensations and joy
that make me smile a mile wide
you came in my life unexpectedly
when I had all but given up
I never expected this would happen
or that id love you so much
your face is like sunshine
it always brightens my day
your touch is like magic
it takes my breath away
it's the little things you do
you're silly and a weirdo
you're smart and a smart ass
but in a good way though
at night
there's...
the ones that I feel deep down inside
the tingling sensations and joy
that make me smile a mile wide
you came in my life unexpectedly
when I had all but given up
I never expected this would happen
or that id love you so much
your face is like sunshine
it always brightens my day
your touch is like magic
it takes my breath away
it's the little things you do
you're silly and a weirdo
you're smart and a smart ass
but in a good way though
at night
there's...
#happiness
#love
#emotions
612 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Apr 2020 2:53am
7th Apr 2020 2:53am
Mr. Doss and I
I love you
but goddamn u get on my nerve
the things u say
are completely absurd
I mean I get it
we are too much alike
hoping for true love
but expecting a fight
never really felt it
both unwanted and thrown away
hurt and abandoned
never believing anything ppl say
but it's different with us
I love u stupid
I can't get enough of u
it's like I have been hit by cupid
you have a smart mouth
id like to punch you dead off in it
I know I'm an emotional disaster
and thanks for putting up with my shit ...
but goddamn u get on my nerve
the things u say
are completely absurd
I mean I get it
we are too much alike
hoping for true love
but expecting a fight
never really felt it
both unwanted and thrown away
hurt and abandoned
never believing anything ppl say
but it's different with us
I love u stupid
I can't get enough of u
it's like I have been hit by cupid
you have a smart mouth
id like to punch you dead off in it
I know I'm an emotional disaster
and thanks for putting up with my shit ...
#love
#hope
#admiration #emotions
#admiration #emotions
519 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2020 9:50am
5th Mar 2020 9:50am
the new mr.mr
I've been called everything in the book
but "the wrong choice " tho?
that's a new one
and I felt its blow
I know I'm not perfect
far from special in any means
but you'd think there would be someone for me
to love me it seems
it happens every single time
I give everything I have to give
then made out to be the villain
my life's no life I wanna live
I'm tired of the hurtful words
sick of all the pain
I'm in emotional turmoil
I never should have tried again
I'm losing my mind
my newfound hope ...
but "the wrong choice " tho?
that's a new one
and I felt its blow
I know I'm not perfect
far from special in any means
but you'd think there would be someone for me
to love me it seems
it happens every single time
I give everything I have to give
then made out to be the villain
my life's no life I wanna live
I'm tired of the hurtful words
sick of all the pain
I'm in emotional turmoil
I never should have tried again
I'm losing my mind
my newfound hope ...
#rejection
#ImSorry
#conflict
#betrayal
#disappointment
715 reads
4 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
30th Jan 2020 11:15am
30th Jan 2020 11:15am
hell on earth
As I sit and ponder
life's every moment
I can't help but wonder
where has time gone
I suddenly find myself growing old
man, time sure has flown
wish I could find a lil more to borrow
a life so full of joy
yet there were days I couldn't see past tomorrow
life's one big lesson
I just cant figure out
is it a curse or a blessing
left all alone to try your best
to sink or swim
say your prayers and figure out the rest
Jesus must have forgot
he promised to never leave nor forsake us
whether we deserve his love or...
life's every moment
I can't help but wonder
where has time gone
I suddenly find myself growing old
man, time sure has flown
wish I could find a lil more to borrow
a life so full of joy
yet there were days I couldn't see past tomorrow
life's one big lesson
I just cant figure out
is it a curse or a blessing
left all alone to try your best
to sink or swim
say your prayers and figure out the rest
Jesus must have forgot
he promised to never leave nor forsake us
whether we deserve his love or...
#religion
#faith
#fate
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2020 00:32am
22nd Jan 2020 00:32am
L....ILY
I can’t help but daydream
as I lay here in a state of bliss
thinking of touching all over u
and the tender way u kiss
You do something to me
make me lose control
break me down n devour me
then again make me whole
I feel a new sensation
one I never felt before
I have eyes only for you
it’s you I adore
I get a funny feeling
like a tiny lil spark
u get me in my feelings
you own my heart
I never wanted anyone more
I can’t get enough
love me slow and tender
or fuck me rough ...
as I lay here in a state of bliss
thinking of touching all over u
and the tender way u kiss
You do something to me
make me lose control
break me down n devour me
then again make me whole
I feel a new sensation
one I never felt before
I have eyes only for you
it’s you I adore
I get a funny feeling
like a tiny lil spark
u get me in my feelings
you own my heart
I never wanted anyone more
I can’t get enough
love me slow and tender
or fuck me rough ...
#boyfriend
#relationships
#romantic
#ILoveYou
#FallingInLove
829 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jan 2020 5:34pm
19th Jan 2020 5:34pm
L
Thought I could never love another
But when u come near
I start to feel a flutter
Deep down in my heart
I wanna be with you
And never want to part
Although you are not mine
I hope you feel the same
Or maybe u could over time
I'm nervous and scared
I worry about your reaction
If you were to find out how much i cared
Could it be something real
Possibly turn to love
I wish you would tell me how you feel
I did not want this
No more heartache
I tried to resist
But it's your smile
Your sense of humor...
But when u come near
I start to feel a flutter
Deep down in my heart
I wanna be with you
And never want to part
Although you are not mine
I hope you feel the same
Or maybe u could over time
I'm nervous and scared
I worry about your reaction
If you were to find out how much i cared
Could it be something real
Possibly turn to love
I wish you would tell me how you feel
I did not want this
No more heartache
I tried to resist
But it's your smile
Your sense of humor...
#love
633 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
19th Jan 2020 5:32pm
19th Jan 2020 5:32pm
mr.
#lust
#sex
#sensual
#temptation
#passion
1096 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Jan 2020 9:48pm
12th Jan 2020 9:48pm
repeat cycle
here I go....
starting the cycle again
why would I do this
since I know how it will end
it's not the first time
I have fought this battle before
I must be a glutton for punishment
since I keep coming back for more
is it a character defect
hereditary, passed down from my mother
this incessant need
to feel loved by another
I pick the one I shouldn't
each and every single time
exactly like the last
you'd think I would know better
considering my past
maybe one day I will learn to love myself
do what is...
starting the cycle again
why would I do this
since I know how it will end
it's not the first time
I have fought this battle before
I must be a glutton for punishment
since I keep coming back for more
is it a character defect
hereditary, passed down from my mother
this incessant need
to feel loved by another
I pick the one I shouldn't
each and every single time
exactly like the last
you'd think I would know better
considering my past
maybe one day I will learn to love myself
do what is...
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#frustration
#disappointment
592 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
11th Jan 2020 11:56pm
11th Jan 2020 11:56pm
whatever
No, I'm not okay
if you could hear my thoughts
you wouldn't believe what I say
yeah I say I'm fine
but I'm an emotional wreck
I fantasize about suicide all the time
I don't know how to cope
I'm mentally exhausted
I've lost all hope
I'm completely drained
I'm losing my mind
I'm going insane
life's something I can't quite seem to master
I've ruined everything
just look at this disaster
I don't feel loved
I feel abandoned by everyone
even my father up above
why should I continue to try
it never makes...
if you could hear my thoughts
you wouldn't believe what I say
yeah I say I'm fine
but I'm an emotional wreck
I fantasize about suicide all the time
I don't know how to cope
I'm mentally exhausted
I've lost all hope
I'm completely drained
I'm losing my mind
I'm going insane
life's something I can't quite seem to master
I've ruined everything
just look at this disaster
I don't feel loved
I feel abandoned by everyone
even my father up above
why should I continue to try
it never makes...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#despair
#emptiness
809 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2019 3:36pm
23rd Dec 2019 3:36pm
it is what it is
when things go wrong
as they sometimes do
and you're forced to hold your head up
smile and push through
just remember,
it is what it is
maybe you're feeling down
like you're just stuck
like things never change
and you're running out of luck
just remember,
it is what it is
its Friday night
and your sitting at home
no one ever asks you out
every night is spent alone
just remember,
it is what it is
want a cold beer
after you've worked all-day
fridge went out ...
as they sometimes do
and you're forced to hold your head up
smile and push through
just remember,
it is what it is
maybe you're feeling down
like you're just stuck
like things never change
and you're running out of luck
just remember,
it is what it is
its Friday night
and your sitting at home
no one ever asks you out
every night is spent alone
just remember,
it is what it is
want a cold beer
after you've worked all-day
fridge went out ...
#anxiety
552 reads
3 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
20th Dec 2019 6:26pm
20th Dec 2019 6:26pm
merry christmas
tis the season to be jolly
fa la la la la la la
good tidings to you
and blah blah blah
it's just a time for greed
for capital gain
to push people to overspend
for corporate gain
no one remembers
the real reason
the person we celebrate
the true honorary V.I.P of the season
is Jesus Christ
our lord and savior
you should bend a knee
you'd be doing yourself a favor
where is the love
the worlds full of evil
support your fellow man
don't turn your back ...
fa la la la la la la
good tidings to you
and blah blah blah
it's just a time for greed
for capital gain
to push people to overspend
for corporate gain
no one remembers
the real reason
the person we celebrate
the true honorary V.I.P of the season
is Jesus Christ
our lord and savior
you should bend a knee
you'd be doing yourself a favor
where is the love
the worlds full of evil
support your fellow man
don't turn your back ...
#Christmas
#holiday
555 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Dec 2019 2:24am
20th Dec 2019 2:24am
empty
demons are feeding on my soul,
where there once was a heart,
is now just a gaping black hole.
void of all emotions
yet feeling such pain,
trying to heal with pills n potions
trying to feel numb
I need to feel something
I will take it any way it comes.
drugs, pain, sex or attention from men,
I need to feel valued, somehow validated,
when will it all end?
I'm sinking
lower and lower, I'm drowning
I no longer know what I am thinking
standing in front of the mirror
disgusted by my own reflection
I can...
where there once was a heart,
is now just a gaping black hole.
void of all emotions
yet feeling such pain,
trying to heal with pills n potions
trying to feel numb
I need to feel something
I will take it any way it comes.
drugs, pain, sex or attention from men,
I need to feel valued, somehow validated,
when will it all end?
I'm sinking
lower and lower, I'm drowning
I no longer know what I am thinking
standing in front of the mirror
disgusted by my own reflection
I can...
#regret
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#emptiness
724 reads
7 Comments
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