Submissions by AS_SyringeBlacklon (Alexi Dillon)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I found my voice, by letting others use it, and screaming for those who quietly do the same. I paint Love back and paint death red
LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2020 7:17am
11th May 2020 7:17am
My New Syringe
April 23, 2020
2 : 10 am
First meeting always anxious
Determined to have a good time
I didn't realize it could change
My eyes saw you first
As our spirits collided
A new familiar
With reassuring grace
A warm embrace
Unlocked the souls
Bodies entangled
Pieces entangled as one
Safety and understanding
Locking eyes as we go back and forth
Can feel it heating up
My hope is alive again
Side by side and skin to skin
Two hearts beats as one
Demons layed to rest ...
2 : 10 am
First meeting always anxious
Determined to have a good time
I didn't realize it could change
My eyes saw you first
As our spirits collided
A new familiar
With reassuring grace
A warm embrace
Unlocked the souls
Bodies entangled
Pieces entangled as one
Safety and understanding
Locking eyes as we go back and forth
Can feel it heating up
My hope is alive again
Side by side and skin to skin
Two hearts beats as one
Demons layed to rest ...
#love
#ILoveYou
#drugs
#FallingInLove
#passion
596 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Mar 2020 10:29pm
31st Mar 2020 10:29pm
My Own Lover
Verse 1: I went through every day/ trying to play the game/ wanting to feel loved/ wanted to feel safe/-/ I tried to share my secrets/ my voice I wanted heard/ no one cared to listen/ so I gave up on words/-//
Verse2: My body became the show/ running after any man to fill the void/ heartache and torture/-/slammed against the door and/ skin was being torn to pieces/ my body was black and blue/ anything I had to do/ to feel this thing they said “love you”/-//
Chorus: I embrace my painful past/ I love my deadly demons/ no regrets or shame/ this is who I became/-/I'll walk...
Verse2: My body became the show/ running after any man to fill the void/ heartache and torture/-/slammed against the door and/ skin was being torn to pieces/ my body was black and blue/ anything I had to do/ to feel this thing they said “love you”/-//
Chorus: I embrace my painful past/ I love my deadly demons/ no regrets or shame/ this is who I became/-/I'll walk...
#myself
#SelfWorth
445 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Mar 2020 3:07am
30th Mar 2020 3:07am
Once Again
April 24th, 2019
9:38pm-10:24pm
My Forbidden love have come to rest once again in my black and bruised heart. My body knows relaxation once again. Air seeps in, moments, later out. Weightless as a feather, still as the dead. Nothing more beautiful than being one with with your soul, mind, and body. Blood flowing as though brand new. Pulsing as the fears, pains, and shames fades away. Light begins to shine once again. As the worries dissipate. Colors bleed through the darken world. My demons begins to sleep as the oneess takes over. Oh, how I've missed you, My Forbidden Love....
9:38pm-10:24pm
My Forbidden love have come to rest once again in my black and bruised heart. My body knows relaxation once again. Air seeps in, moments, later out. Weightless as a feather, still as the dead. Nothing more beautiful than being one with with your soul, mind, and body. Blood flowing as though brand new. Pulsing as the fears, pains, and shames fades away. Light begins to shine once again. As the worries dissipate. Colors bleed through the darken world. My demons begins to sleep as the oneess takes over. Oh, how I've missed you, My Forbidden Love....
#love
#drugs
#redemption
#ForbiddenLove
#obsession
566 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Mar 2020 9:58pm
27th Mar 2020 9:58pm
Forgive and Knocked Out
#depression
#drugs
#addiction
#ForbiddenLove
#fear
657 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Mar 2020 2:30pm
26th Mar 2020 2:30pm
"Dying Alive"
Skin and bones, becoming one/ muscles and limbs, began to ache/-/ desire drains, and so do I/ self will, is a lie/-//
Passions and joy, are gone again/ silent screams, fill the night/-/heart turns cold, from being torn/ soul is drowned, in this storm/-//
Light is fading from my eyes/ my voice grows heavy with silence/ to all the colors I say goodbye/ solid feet no more to dance/-/heart no red to show anymore/ my strength goes away/ no meaning or purpose/ as my story comes to end/-//
Should get help, but cannot move/ for depression, take it's toll/ -/...
Passions and joy, are gone again/ silent screams, fill the night/-/heart turns cold, from being torn/ soul is drowned, in this storm/-//
Light is fading from my eyes/ my voice grows heavy with silence/ to all the colors I say goodbye/ solid feet no more to dance/-/heart no red to show anymore/ my strength goes away/ no meaning or purpose/ as my story comes to end/-//
Should get help, but cannot move/ for depression, take it's toll/ -/...
#depression
#drugs
#addiction
#MentalHealth
#EatingDisorder
685 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2020 2:26pm
26th Mar 2020 2:26pm
"Addict's Eyes"
Sometimes I wish you could see/ the world through an addict eyes/ it's nothing like your world/ there no colors only black and white/-/ there's no song birds singing/ no ocean waves smashing/ just the deadly silence of breaking/-//
Im sitting in the pew trying to avoid eye contact/ because those perfect Christians look down upon me/ I can feel the stares and feel the judgement / pumbling down on my spirit I'm already too bent/-//
Don't come up to me asking how I am/ you don't care no matter what I say/ my past defines me in your eyes/ even as you sit there I see...
Im sitting in the pew trying to avoid eye contact/ because those perfect Christians look down upon me/ I can feel the stares and feel the judgement / pumbling down on my spirit I'm already too bent/-//
Don't come up to me asking how I am/ you don't care no matter what I say/ my past defines me in your eyes/ even as you sit there I see...
#anger
#grief
#loneliness
#drugs
#addiction
1640 reads
8 Comments
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