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"Dying Alive"

Skin and bones, becoming one/ muscles and limbs, began to ache/-/ desire drains, and so do I/ self will, is a lie/-//

Passions and joy, are gone again/ silent screams, fill the night/-/heart turns cold, from being torn/ soul is drowned, in this storm/-//

Light is fading from my eyes/ my voice grows heavy with silence/ to all the colors I say goodbye/ solid feet no more to dance/-/heart no red to show anymore/ my strength goes away/ no meaning or purpose/ as my story comes to end/-//

 Should get help, but cannot move/ for depression, take it's toll/ -/ ignoring all this pain/ as my shoulders, take the weight/-//

Rainbow bridge, please come shine/ on this lonely life/-/ please someone take my hand, help me up again/alone against my mind, tears me up, here's my blood/-//

 Light is fading  from my eyes/ my voice grows heavy with silence/ to all the colors I say goodbye/ solid feet no more to dance/-/heart no red to show anymore/ my strength goes away/ no meaning or purpose/ as my story comes to end/-//

Six feet under, we will lay/ as our years, turns to days/-/Learn from me, and take the lead/ fight against, your fucked up mind/-//
AS_SyringeBlacklon
Written by AS_SyringeBlacklon (Alexi Dillon)
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Finding and realizing the mental issues and the disorders I have and realizing that I do not care if I die from them. I don't feel like I am enough or have any purpose. As I barely eat 1 ramen noodle...
Finding and realizing the mental issues and the disorders I have and realizing that I do not care if I die from them. I don't feel like I am enough or have any purpose. As I barely eat 1 ramen noodle packet a day, my face is thicken and sunken in, and my body is loosing weight. And yet...I am not happy. And even though I want to change and get better...I can't for whatever reason get myself to do the things I know I need to do.
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