Submissions by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
27th Mar 2020 1:48am
27th Mar 2020 1:48am
Innocent
With these sins within my mind
I find it so very hard to find
positive thoughts that I had of mine
Synthetic smiles,
Underestimated lies,
predictable lines I said to find
Out if you’ll leave me alone
innocence it’s so artificial
It makes no sense
Why I missed you
You Asked for help
Said i can’t do it
Now I’m alone
The Feelings are gone
Time took too long
What I was feeling was wrong
praying on clocks but it’s still so slow
so I can go and sleep among
These dreams that are only mine ...
I find it so very hard to find
positive thoughts that I had of mine
Synthetic smiles,
Underestimated lies,
predictable lines I said to find
Out if you’ll leave me alone
innocence it’s so artificial
It makes no sense
Why I missed you
You Asked for help
Said i can’t do it
Now I’m alone
The Feelings are gone
Time took too long
What I was feeling was wrong
praying on clocks but it’s still so slow
so I can go and sleep among
These dreams that are only mine ...
#conflict
#betrayal
#MovingOn
#acceptance
#manipulation
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2020 10:06am
22nd Mar 2020 10:06am
Drain me
I won’t Lie to you
I won’t Cheat on you
I won’t Kill you in you’re sleep
Because of you,
I Had to stop dreaming
Blood filled the sheets
Always wake up pretending
When I’m with you Our Love is alive
I know deep down
Shes watching feeling opposite
Clues hints obvious lies
You can Take what you want
Is it my blood
Drain me
My Veins
Bank account
All Energy
You drain me
You Drain Me
I won’t Cheat on you
I won’t Kill you in you’re sleep
Because of you,
I Had to stop dreaming
Blood filled the sheets
Always wake up pretending
When I’m with you Our Love is alive
I know deep down
Shes watching feeling opposite
Clues hints obvious lies
You can Take what you want
Is it my blood
Drain me
My Veins
Bank account
All Energy
You drain me
You Drain Me
#depression
#dark
#honesty
#escape
#deception
425 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Mar 2020 9:10am
18th Mar 2020 9:10am
Last name
How’d you get My last name
How’d you be so sweet,
in the first place
How’d you convince me anyways
How’d you change direction
so fast
Now we’re lost,
we’re looking
For change to breathe
new atmosphere
Lonesome sight
you’re not here
Now we only share,
a last name
promised Eachother,
forever
Even Miss FightIng
with you
Now I know why gave you my last name
How’d you be so sweet,
in the first place
How’d you convince me anyways
How’d you change direction
so fast
Now we’re lost,
we’re looking
For change to breathe
new atmosphere
Lonesome sight
you’re not here
Now we only share,
a last name
promised Eachother,
forever
Even Miss FightIng
with you
Now I know why gave you my last name
#grief
#loneliness
#breakup
#apocalypse
#IMissYou
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Mar 2020 3:37am
7th Mar 2020 3:37am
I hope you fall
I’m,
Fine,
I feel fine
I’ll
Die
When I hit the ground
Until then
I’ll try
turning life around
Trial error
New era
Old terrors trembling distantly
hear them Louder closer I get
So i can
See you
Just one last time
Asking a lot for someone
Who abused living
One of my symptoms
Like pretending I’m not afraid
of normal life or opportunities
That came Looking for me
missing what I never had
I’m Coming down
Land where no ones around ...
Fine,
I feel fine
I’ll
Die
When I hit the ground
Until then
I’ll try
turning life around
Trial error
New era
Old terrors trembling distantly
hear them Louder closer I get
So i can
See you
Just one last time
Asking a lot for someone
Who abused living
One of my symptoms
Like pretending I’m not afraid
of normal life or opportunities
That came Looking for me
missing what I never had
I’m Coming down
Land where no ones around ...
#happiness
#beauty
#inspirational
#acceptance
#hypocrisy
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Mar 2020 10:12pm
5th Mar 2020 10:12pm
God left
War, And Peace
Power and greed
Caught, In-between
Why, the bloodshed?
Who’s even winning?
When We’re bleeding?
Without known reason?
Is it really worth it?
Losing we believed in?
So you count on casualties and current events
adding Currency, life’s basic expense’s
Keep count, cars, houses, divorces,
simplest way to calculate
What was spent today
March in town wielding weapons
most soldiers carry heavy hearts
They’re Wondering scared,
nervously holding weapons
looking at graves...
Power and greed
Caught, In-between
Why, the bloodshed?
Who’s even winning?
When We’re bleeding?
Without known reason?
Is it really worth it?
Losing we believed in?
So you count on casualties and current events
adding Currency, life’s basic expense’s
Keep count, cars, houses, divorces,
simplest way to calculate
What was spent today
March in town wielding weapons
most soldiers carry heavy hearts
They’re Wondering scared,
nervously holding weapons
looking at graves...
#death
#apocalypse
#misunderstood
#suffering
#apathy
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Mar 2020 2:02pm
5th Mar 2020 2:02pm
Never knew what it was like
Never knew what it was like
Your gone your love is not alive
Can’t put the phone down
can’t sleep tonight
Pitch black match ignite the night
Cigarettes closest I get to sunshine
No, I never knew what it was like
I hate to say I loved you
But you know I did
All I see is your face
Since you’ve gone away
I fucked everything up
I wish I didn’t say
All those things that I said
I said mean things
Because I didn’t want you
Going to my head
But I got lucky,
Now I only think...
Your gone your love is not alive
Can’t put the phone down
can’t sleep tonight
Pitch black match ignite the night
Cigarettes closest I get to sunshine
No, I never knew what it was like
I hate to say I loved you
But you know I did
All I see is your face
Since you’ve gone away
I fucked everything up
I wish I didn’t say
All those things that I said
I said mean things
Because I didn’t want you
Going to my head
But I got lucky,
Now I only think...
#regret
#ImSorry
#breakup
#MovingOn
#separation
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Feb 2020 10:17am
28th Feb 2020 10:17am
Mind creates anew
Spiritual not naturally
Screw loose lost strategy
convinced casually leave reality
Told my therapist
I’m bored and suppressed
Want to forget and leave what’s left
Shock faded then she replied
picture a improved you
Stopped mid sentence hour was up
So my Mind creates anew,
ME
but With Lesser issues
HE Won’t Bury ME,
But I want him to
Time to Time HE begs
Please, cry for ME
agreed only if I could
Be presentable nice suit
Neck in a noose
Tie knots no second thoughts ...
Screw loose lost strategy
convinced casually leave reality
Told my therapist
I’m bored and suppressed
Want to forget and leave what’s left
Shock faded then she replied
picture a improved you
Stopped mid sentence hour was up
So my Mind creates anew,
ME
but With Lesser issues
HE Won’t Bury ME,
But I want him to
Time to Time HE begs
Please, cry for ME
agreed only if I could
Be presentable nice suit
Neck in a noose
Tie knots no second thoughts ...
#dark
#SelfHarm
#MentalHealth
#suffering
#emotional
465 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
27th Feb 2020 3:18am
27th Feb 2020 3:18am
Oh love
Oh love
I know who you are
I’m Just, some,one
Trying best forget past
Don’t have To remember, Hard
Guess, who’s, word these are
And, Oh love,
Sold yourself so short,
someone new
A Rebound Who doesn’t know you
You’re Smart, you’ll adapt to
noone understanding you
Anyways to last days
——- Pre ———
Oh, love
Hurts, to dream
——- Chorus—1——-
Lost in -daydreams
Find me -past haunts me
Come dream-bleed with me
——- verse 2————-
Who knew One day
I’d try forgetting you ...
I know who you are
I’m Just, some,one
Trying best forget past
Don’t have To remember, Hard
Guess, who’s, word these are
And, Oh love,
Sold yourself so short,
someone new
A Rebound Who doesn’t know you
You’re Smart, you’ll adapt to
noone understanding you
Anyways to last days
——- Pre ———
Oh, love
Hurts, to dream
——- Chorus—1——-
Lost in -daydreams
Find me -past haunts me
Come dream-bleed with me
——- verse 2————-
Who knew One day
I’d try forgetting you ...
#grief
#heartbroken
#LifeStruggles
#despair
#escape
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Feb 2020 2:26am
27th Feb 2020 2:26am
Killing time
not prepared
For the, future
Wanna be kid again
Wake up Christmas
Unwrap presents
Papercut panic attack
Bleed out to Reality
I’m fine
But Sometimes
I’m actually Not
————chorus—————————————
Think too much
maybe
Procrastinate, Almost Daily
day dream, wake up
Knock knock, anxiety
So I’m
I’m just
killing—-Time
Wasting —-Life
Just killing —-Time
Wasting —my-Life
————verse 2—————————————
need ToGrow up
Have goals
High interest loans
Big...
For the, future
Wanna be kid again
Wake up Christmas
Unwrap presents
Papercut panic attack
Bleed out to Reality
I’m fine
But Sometimes
I’m actually Not
————chorus—————————————
Think too much
maybe
Procrastinate, Almost Daily
day dream, wake up
Knock knock, anxiety
So I’m
I’m just
killing—-Time
Wasting —-Life
Just killing —-Time
Wasting —my-Life
————verse 2—————————————
need ToGrow up
Have goals
High interest loans
Big...
#anxiety
#shame
#honesty
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Feb 2020 10:53am
1st Feb 2020 10:53am
No reset
Hello
You okay?
What are you doing at my place
Wanna stay up late
Talk life Discuss death
Coffin nails lock me in
Go to bed
In a Hole
in the ground
If I was louder
I’d be heard
I wouldn’t be In this grave
If I tried harder
I’d dig my way out
I wouldn’t be in this grave
6ix feet under
In my hideout
Forgot My Zoloft
Hiding here forever
So long
No reset
Don’t complain
Don’t resist
Accept this
Or Don’t exist
I wish I was louder and...
You okay?
What are you doing at my place
Wanna stay up late
Talk life Discuss death
Coffin nails lock me in
Go to bed
In a Hole
in the ground
If I was louder
I’d be heard
I wouldn’t be In this grave
If I tried harder
I’d dig my way out
I wouldn’t be in this grave
6ix feet under
In my hideout
Forgot My Zoloft
Hiding here forever
So long
No reset
Don’t complain
Don’t resist
Accept this
Or Don’t exist
I wish I was louder and...
#sadness
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#confusion
#FeelingLost
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SONG LYRICS
Published
1st Feb 2020 5:11am
1st Feb 2020 5:11am
Perfect
——Intro
Friends say you’re
Crushing on me
I Don’t know why
You can have anyone
—Verse
I’m
I’m looking at
You,
you’re looking at
Me,
I’m thinking about
You,
you’re thinking about
Me... La la la
Beach
you’re laying on
Me,
I wanna tell
You,
I love you Already knew
——-transition to chorus
What’s that beating
In your chest I
Don’t deserve you
Find someone better
I’m boring
You’re perfect
So why
———chorus——
Why...
Friends say you’re
Crushing on me
I Don’t know why
You can have anyone
—Verse
I’m
I’m looking at
You,
you’re looking at
Me,
I’m thinking about
You,
you’re thinking about
Me... La la la
Beach
you’re laying on
Me,
I wanna tell
You,
I love you Already knew
——-transition to chorus
What’s that beating
In your chest I
Don’t deserve you
Find someone better
I’m boring
You’re perfect
So why
———chorus——
Why...
#happiness
#romantic
#vanity
#FallingInLove
#crush
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Jan 2020 10:51am
12th Jan 2020 10:51am
Shadow
There’s no way
your getting over
You don't think right
Not your fault
he’s blinding light
Only allowed to see
His side distorted sight
Bending the truth
before another fight
when your thinking right
Told Move all emotion
there's no room in bed tonight
should've known better
Tells herself but that's alright
I’ll find strength to leave him
Get away another time
Hiding in his shadow
starting to fade
No good memories,
forget them they'll erase
Sooner than later ...
your getting over
You don't think right
Not your fault
he’s blinding light
Only allowed to see
His side distorted sight
Bending the truth
before another fight
when your thinking right
Told Move all emotion
there's no room in bed tonight
should've known better
Tells herself but that's alright
I’ll find strength to leave him
Get away another time
Hiding in his shadow
starting to fade
No good memories,
forget them they'll erase
Sooner than later ...
#sadness
#UnrequitedLove
#denial
#apathy
#DomesticViolence
445 reads
2 Comments
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