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Killing time

not prepared
For the, future  
Wanna be kid again
Wake up Christmas  
Unwrap presents
Papercut panic attack
Bleed out to Reality  
I知 fine  
But Sometimes
I知 actually Not  
覧覧chorus覧覧覧覧覧覧
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, Almost Daily  
day dream, wake up
Knock knock, anxiety  
So I知  
I知 just  
 
killing-Time  
Wasting -Life  
Just killing -Time  
Wasting 洋y-Life  
覧覧verse 2覧覧覧覧覧覧
need ToGrow up  
Have goals  
High interest loans  
Big House family cars
Spare keys  
Know where they are
401k  
gambling hard  
They grow up so fast
Broken Piggy bank  
Diapers First cars
College fund  
I Never got that far
覧覧chorus覧覧覧覧覧覧
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, almost Daily  
wake up, daydream
Knock knock anxiety
So Im
I知 Just  
 
killing-Time  
Wasting有ife  
Just killing,裕ime  
Wasting,-my,-Life.
 
What life覧could
Try harder 覧can稚  
I知 in the覧way
Blames覧on洋e
覧覧覧breakdown覧覧覧覧覧
Adapt, to No one  
Who Understands you
Screw loose strategy  
Sleep all day
stop existing for little while  
Forget flaws denials
覧覧chorus/end 覧覧覧覧覧
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, almost Daily  
Wake up, daydream
Knock knock, it痴 anxiety  
So I知  
I知 Just

killing -Time  
Wasting -Life  
Just killing -Time  
Wasting -my,有ife X2
Outro
What life 佑ould be
If I tried  
Harder -but  
couldn稚 -Blames -On me
0UTPUT_a_AURA
Written by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
Published
Author's Note
:About felling stuck in a rut,in your early 20痴 seeing everyone around you happily married with houses and kids. Making you feel you池e not going anywhere so it痴 no use trying when anxiety,...
:About felling stuck in a rut,in your early 20痴 seeing everyone around you happily married with houses and kids. Making you feel you池e not going anywhere so it痴 no use trying when anxiety, overthinking, and depression put down so much weight that it痴 too hard to get back up
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