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Killing time

not prepared
For the, future  
Wanna be kid again
Wake up Christmas  
Unwrap presents
Papercut panic attack
Bleed out to Reality  
I’m fine  
But Sometimes
I’m actually Not  
————chorus—————————————
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, Almost Daily  
day dream, wake up
Knock knock, anxiety  
So I’m  
I’m just  
 
killing—-Time  
Wasting —-Life  
Just killing —-Time  
Wasting —my-Life  
————verse 2—————————————
need ToGrow up  
Have goals  
High interest loans  
Big House family cars
Spare keys  
Know where they are
401k  
gambling hard  
They grow up so fast
Broken Piggy bank  
Diapers First cars
College fund  
I Never got that far
————chorus—————————————
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, almost Daily  
wake up, daydream
Knock knock anxiety
So Im
I’m Just  
 
killing—-Time  
Wasting—Life  
Just killing,—Time  
Wasting,—-my,-Life.    
 
What life——could
Try harder ——can’t  
I’m in the——way
Blames——on—me
——————breakdown———————————
Adapt, to No one  
Who Understands you
Screw loose strategy  
Sleep all day
stop existing for little while  
Forget flaws denials
————chorus/end ———————————
Think too much  
maybe  
Procrastinate, almost Daily  
Wake up, daydream
Knock knock, it’s anxiety  
So I’m  
I’m Just

killing —-Time  
Wasting —-Life  
Just killing —-Time  
Wasting —-my,—Life    X2
        Outro
What life —Could be
If I    — tried  
Harder  —-but  
couldn’t  —-Blames —-On me
Written by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
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Author's Note
:About felling stuck in a rut,in your early 20’s seeing everyone around you happily married with houses and kids. Making you feel you’re not going anywhere so it’s no use trying when anxiety, overthinking, and depression put down so much weight that it’s too hard to get back up
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