Never knew what it was like

Never knew what it was like  
Your gone your love is not alive  
Can’t put the phone down  
can’t sleep tonight  
Pitch black match ignite the night  
Cigarettes closest I get to sunshine
No, I never knew what it was like  
 
I hate to say I loved you  
But you know I did  
All I see is your face  
Since you’ve gone away  
I fucked everything up  
I wish I didn’t say  
All those things that I said  
 
I said mean things  
Because I didn’t want you  
Going to my head
But I got lucky,  

Now I only think about you  
Every part of the day  
Except when I finally close my eyes  
To Drift off before I dream about you  

Don’t want me or REM sharing this bed  
Upside is technically the three of us
are catching zzz’s together